Worn out

Im always worn out anymore. I'm non stop on the go and it taken a toll on me. It's not like I'm always in salt lake or always at doctor appointments. But it's the fact that I'm on my feet 24/7. My dad keeps me going. And maybe that's a good thing. Cause before this I was lazy and never wanted to leave home. I'm a home body for sure. But now all I want to do is get out. My dad is always needed something, food,bathroom, glasses cleaned, hand massage, back scratched, you know just everything you could normally do with hands. I love being with my dad and helping him all the time, but it's taken a toll on me. Each time I do something and go set down. Two seconds later he is wanting something else. Haha I never get to set down for 5 minutes. Yes I'm venting and venting a lot. I can be a baby every now and then. Then we have appointment after another. Each day of the week we have some kind of appointment. Driving everywhere and getting in and out of the car just takes forever. I didn't think this would be as hard as it really is. My dad still needs all the help. He can't do much on his own. So he needs us to help him. We are his arms and legs and everything right now. I need to stop being a baby but I'm worn out!!! I love my daddy more then anything in this world, and my so grateful that I can be home with him all day. I wouldn't change it for the world. But i just needed to vent!