Friday, March 30, 2012

Little Bits of Happiness

So I'm going to Link up this week, with Little Bits of Happiness.



Yesterday my dad finally go his arm.. It was such a long wait but totally worth it in the end. Our appointment was at 12, and we didn't get out of there till 5. Yes a 5 hour appointment. Reason why lets of adjustments. Don't worry ill be posting about it all soon!


Connor Started Soccer this week. And all week he has not stopped talk about it! He wakes up talking about it, goes to bed talking about it and dreams about it! I think he is going to like it haha.

Also Connor went to the Dentist this week. Sad to say we have to go back in and get some teeth filled. Guess Connor had to much candy! He will have to go under to get them filled. I will be one sad and crazy momma that day! 

Then my wonderful cousin came down!! These guys are my everything. They complete me. No joke. I have no clue what i would do without my cousins! I think i would be lost and going nuts! I'm really lucky to have them! Anyways we went bowling and played a few games of lazer tag! It was so much fun!


Well, I've lost a few more inches around my belly and legs! Yahoo. I couldn't be happier! 

Its been a great week..

And this weekend will be even better! My brother, Celest, and Austin man are coming down! I'm so excited !

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Hope

I'm sit here on the computer, listening to my dad talk to my Uncle Doug. And i think to myself My dad is alive, and is so strong..

4 months i about lost the most amazing person in my life! I remember that day like it was yesterday! Walking down the CCU halls, seeing him just laying there... Hopeless.

December 3 was the worst day ever! The nurse coming to us, saying the doctor wanted to talk to his family!. Hand in hand we all walked down the LONG hall way. It seemed like the hall way was never going to end. I was hot and sick to my belly! I knew we were going to get news, i just didn't know what kind of news we were going to get. I remember looking up at the monitors, and seeing my dad heart rate was the fastest and his blood pressure was the lowest. I was scared! Finally we got to his room, room 18. Seeing my dad, i knew it wasn't going to be good news. I just new something was wrong..

Doctor came in and we stood around him. " I'm sorry but i don't have good news for you guys" Your dad is really sick and isn't doing good. We are doing everything medical, other then pumping his heart for him. His kidney are shutting down, his liver count it so high, his heart rate is so fast, and his blood pressure is so low, He has about a 10% chance to live. I'm so sorry, but you need to get your family here and if you have some type of religion please have them come.

 I remember my mom Dropping to her knees, screaming while going down. I remember the doctor saying get her a chair, get her a chair!! My mom fell to the ground and all of us just wrapped our arms around her. Crying, was all i could hear. My mom saying she cant lose her best friend, he just cant go! I remember not being able to cry. I felt like i had no tears left in me. I felt so horrible,cause i wasn't able to cry. The first thing out of my mouth was" my dad cant die, who is going to walk me down the aisle, how am i going to tell Connor?" This couldn't be happening..

I remember seeing my dad lay there as we gave him a blessing. Moving his head side to side. i knew he was struggling, and there was nothing i could do to help him! I was so hopeless. I never wanted to leave my dads side. I held his hand every time i was in there. He knew i was there each time cause i would talk and he would move his head towards me. He knew i was there. I remember that day i laid my head down on his arm and just fell asleep. I had a dream, that this was all a dream, and then i woke up and say it wasn't!

The doctors told us, as a family you need to let him know if you want us to do chest compression if he flat lined. We knew what he wanted, but we heading down to the hope chapel. My mom, Torie, Logan, Breanna, Barb, and I. Sat there and just prayed. And after i left the Hope Chapel, i felt GOOD. I had a feeling of this WILL be okay. I felt like no matter what happened I WOULD be okay. I felt the best i had felt in 24 hours. I knew we would be okay and my dad was going to be okay,no matter what happened.

After that each day got a little better, My dad got a little better, we got a little better!

And Look at us NOW..
 We are okay! We are here and living life to the fullest! My dad is here with me! He will be able to walk me down the aisle!

That day will be a day i will never forget. The way my dad look will always be in my head, how how much he was struggling, the way smelt, and the sounds in his room, i will never forget. As much as i want to forget i cant. The scream of my mom, and all the crying. But what else what i will remember is the HOPE, the FAITH, the BELIEVE, the GRACE OF GOD. That day i felt God was with us and was there for. That was the best feeling ever! I knew there was HOPE for us!

Now i sit here watching my dad WALK, on his own! See him bossing me around, and playing with Connor! Things like this i will never take for granted. My dad is amazing and i cant get over it! I'm so lucky to have my dad here with me! His voice is music to my ears..

I LOVE YOU DADDY, and thanks for fighting!

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Soccer

I have an all-star on my hands!
Connor had his first soccer practice last night, and he is in LOVE.
I think he might love this more then his momma. 
He has been waiting and waiting for this time to finally come. Last year i didn't get him signed up early enough so we had to wait a whole year. 
And that year was so long for my little dude!.
It was the sweetest thing. His team mate was running with him and Connor made a goal, his little friend said "WOW Connor you are the best player EVERRRR". Connor said YUP I know. 
the coach was asking them question about Soccer and Connor thought he knew everything. He did so good. It was sad when we had to leave, Connor cried and was so sad cause he wanted to play more!
I cant wait for his first game. April 14th!.. :)









Monday, March 26, 2012

Budget

Budget has became more then a word in our life lately.
Its our new favorite word.
Not really but i can try to like it.

California is coming up in less then 6 week. And we have to come up with the money to go. That's 6 weeks, and 4 pay checks to make sure we can go.
 Well we already have our rooms and tickets so i guess we cant turn back now.
But for the next 6 weeks, budget WILL become our new best friend.

Lucky i got some amazing taxes back and now we are able to pay off about 3 bills. Completely paid off. Guess what that means we will be debt free. Credit card free. Its going to feel great to have those 3 bills paid off. I can finally breath a little better. Weight lifted off my shoulders. I was so shocked when i found out how much i was getting back from taxes, but I'm so happy!!

It now means that we will be able to go to California without worrying about money. Family vacation. YAY.
But knowing me, i wont use any of my taxes unless we really need them for California, we are going to be on this budget. And this budget is going to be with lets us go. Get what I'm saying. Cause i feel like I'm saying the same thing over and over again! Oh well you get my drift.

Budget, Budget, Budget..



Did i tell you 6 weeks and ill be in SUNNY California! I cant wait!!

I can wear shorts

Its true!!!

I now feel like i can wear shorts without people thinking, " Wow Becky, her legs are so big, they look like one of those elephant legs". :) haha


I look at this picture and feel good about what i have lost so far. I know i still have a ways to go, but hey i know i can do it. I'm pretty proud of myself...

Ive been going to work out twice a week, where it kicks my ass, and the rest of the week, I'm either walking or a slight jog. I can feel me getting toner more and feel my belly getting smaller. I'm hoping i can start running more then walking. So the end of the summer that's my goal! These legs are only going to get sexier!

One pound at a time!

City Creek.


Over the weekend, i got a little love from my wonderful boys!
First of all i had to say bye to my sister and her adorable family. With my dad being sick they have been here a lot! I got used to it and i was loving it. Well i had to say bye to them till May. That's a long time not to see them.
So Logan knew i was a little down from them leaving, So he took me into Salt Lake and did a little shopping. We went and got Connor some soccer shoes, and looked around a little more. We are going to California in May and we wanted to get to clothes for that. So that's what we did LOOKED. haha. Then after that we headed to go to the movie. 21 Jump street. Funniest movie I've seen in a VERY long time. I was laughing so hard i was crying. It a must for us to buy.

Then we thought we would go check out the new mall here in Salt Lake. City Creek. It just opened up this week and its AMAZING. It was so busy, but of course it would be. There are a lot of store i would go shop at, or even just to go out for the day and walk around it. Its beautiful. Then after City Creek, we headed home. It was a great way to spend a Saturday! I need it.


Then Sunday i woke up and wanted to do something with Connor. I feel the last few months i haven't been doing much with him. So i thought a movie with my little man would be great! So we loaded up and headed to the Lorxa. Such a cute little movie! Connor loved it, and thought the whole movie this little man held his momma hand. Adorable right. He told me he wanted to hold my hand like daddy does. Cause daddy wasn't here to hold my hand. He is so dang cute.


 Then the rest of the day, we went for a few walks, hung out at the pound, and ate dinner. Connor was riding his bike, and fell pretty hard. Scraped up his knee, and called daddy cause he knew he wold make it feel better. He is all about his daddy lately. I think it is the sweetest thing.
So my weekend was pretty great! Got to go on date with two wonderful boys! Im so lucky!

Friday, March 23, 2012

Worn out

Im always worn out anymore. I'm non stop on the go and it taken a toll on me. It's not like I'm always in salt lake or always at doctor appointments. But it's the fact that I'm on my feet 24/7. My dad keeps me going. And maybe that's a good thing. Cause before this I was lazy and never wanted to leave home. I'm a home body for sure. But now all I want to do is get out. My dad is always needed something, food,bathroom, glasses cleaned, hand massage, back scratched, you know just everything you could normally do with hands. I love being with my dad and helping him all the time, but it's taken a toll on me. Each time I do something and go set down. Two seconds later he is wanting something else. Haha I never get to set down for 5 minutes. Yes I'm venting and venting a lot. I can be a baby every now and then. Then we have appointment after another. Each day of the week we have some kind of appointment. Driving everywhere and getting in and out of the car just takes forever. I didn't think this would be as hard as it really is. My dad still needs all the help. He can't do much on his own. So he needs us to help him. We are his arms and legs and everything right now. I need to stop being a baby but I'm worn out!!! I love my daddy more then anything in this world, and my so grateful that I can be home with him all day. I wouldn't change it for the world. But i just needed to vent!

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

The hunt

That's right the hunt is on!!!! The hunt for a job. Logan and I are really having a hard time making all our bill payments. So that means Chelby needs a job, and needs one very very soon. I've been looking for one but only put one application in so far. I need a night job from like 3-10 or when they close. Reason why is cause I need to be home with my dad during the days. After my sister gets home from school I can leave my dad with her. But it seems like when your looking for a day job all they have are night jobs, and when your looking for nights job all they have are day jobs. Very hard to find one. It's suck cause as much as I want to be with my dad and Connor all day, i need to start helping support my family. We are struggling BAD.!!! I wish we weren't and I could be a stay at home momma but that's only in my dream. It real life I need to be a full time momma and help Logan out. Logan has started working latte and going in earlier to try to get more hours but it's not much. It's hard not to have him home before bedtime and not home for dinner. But we need to do something. Logan is amazing and has supported us, he is a wonderful daddy and the best thing that I could of asked for. I'm so thankful for him.!!! But I need to start helping. So starting NOWi. Getting my bum in gear and getting a job, hell even if I need to work food. :( but it's a job and money. So wish me luck and if any of you hear of a night job please let me know ASAP. The hunt is on like donkey kong. ;-)

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Idaho State Journal

When the Tooele Transcript wrote the story on my dad, everyone in Idaho got a copy. Well My wonderful Grandpa thought that Pocatello need to know about this as well. My dad lived there for 40 sum years. So Idaho is his HOME. We thought it would be a good idea. So my grandpa headed down to the Journal and told that that he though this story need to be heard more. So a week last, Vanessa the reporter called my dad and wanted to see if they could put the story in the paper. An hour later we got off the phone. She told us that it would be about a week before it came out.

Well my Aunt Denise got her paper this morning and called us right away. "Terry is in the front page of the Journal"! I couldn't believe that they got it in that fast. Just yesterday she was interviewing us.

 So My dad has been on the front of TWO papers! I know that his story is amazing, and i love that we can share it. Its fun to read both story and see how other people write. I think both stories are AMAZING!!


SO THANK YOU IDAHO STATE JOURNAL AND TOOELE TRANSCRIPT!!!








BEATING THE ODDS


Ex-Pocatellan recovers after ‘he went septic’
BY VANESSA GRIEVE vgrieve@journalnet.com 



    Terry Higgins had a 10 percent chance of survival after strep pneumonia turned septic in his body in early December.

    Higgins, who was born and raised in Pocatello, was healthy and thought he had a common cold, which grew worse in a matter of days.

    On Dec. 2, the 54-yearold Tooele, Utah, resident could hardly breathe and requested the family take him to the emergency room. Terry ended up at the University of Utah hospital.

    “I didn’t even know where I was at until I got my mind back,” Terry said.

    Terry and Vicki Higgins’ daughter, Chelby Higgins, said that night was the first of a three month hospital stay for Terry.

    Chelby said upon arriving at the University of Utah critical care unit, medical professionals noted the fluid in Terry’s right lung and turned him to his other side. Instead of the fluid draining out it entered into his body and “he went septic,” killing off his liver and working its way into his kidneys. The 
toxic level of bacteria in his body could have killed him.

    After being in the hospital for about 24 hours, the family was planning Terry’s funeral. Doctors were eventually able to put Terry on dialysis.

    Chelby said he was put on four different blood pressure medications and due to his high blood pressure within 3-4 days doctors were looking at amputation.

    “His feet and legs were black,” Chelby said.

    Terry remembers waking up to see his blackened limbs in time for the doctors to ask him if he would consent to amputations.

    “If that’s going to make me live,” he said and remembered filling out the paperwork.

    Chelby said Terry’s legs were amputated under the knee, his right arm was taken below the elbow and his middle left finger and joints on some of the other digits were removed. The feelings surrounding the events are much different than they were in early December and the road ahead appears long.

    Chelby said her father was in the hospital for exactly three months and came home March 3. She expressed her excitement seeing her very independent father gain more independence as he is gaining his abilities and strength on prosthetic legs. Next week he will likely have his prosthetic right arm fitted.

    “Since we’ve been home he’s been doing amazing,” said his daughter, Chelby Higgins. “He’s walking around and working on his own. Started to pick up with his left hand. He’s back to the same guy he used to be. He’s slowly getting back to walking as fast as he used to.”

    During this process, Terry had five surgeries and lost about 4 inches of his intestines removed after finding a blockage and then a pin-sized whole that was leaking fluids into his body.

    “I think it’s been harder for us as a family than on him,” Chelby said. “We’re used to him doing all these things on his own. ... We call him our super hero because he is indestructible.”

    Chelby added that Terry survived cancer about 30 years ago.

    When he was in the critical care unit, doctors kept him stable by pumping 28 liters of fluid into his body, Chelby said. Her normally 199-pound father weighed closer to 250-260 pounds.

    “When they filled him up with fluid, he was so big you couldn’t touch his arms because you thought he would pop,” she said. “Fluid was coming out of the skin.”

    She said the water formed blisters on his skin and nurses warned people not to touch Terry because it would be extremely painful for him. “We were only able to touch a little bit of his face,” she said.

    Chelby said by the time the family initially reached the U of U hospital, about 40 family members arrived or were en route to the hospital.

    Terry said he doesn’t remember much until about mid-February. He was surprised Easter hadn’t passed. He has been even more grateful for his family’s bedside dedication and support.

    “I thank God for what I have, the four kids I have and four grandchildren and the people all up in Pocatello who came down, and (our) daughter from Fontana, California, without them I don’t know if I would have been here,” he said.

    Terry is recovering and is receiving physical and occupational therapy.

    “It’s been a roller coaster for us for sure,” Chelby said. “We’re happy to have him back home and healthy. ... I do think the most difficult part has passed, now. It’s dealing with our emotions with what happened and getting used to everything.”

    People interested in reading about Terry’s recovery can read Chelby’s blog at lccgarcia09. blogspot.com. 





This was the picture they used! 

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Dad's Stories.

Terry Higgins.
My amazing dad, who lived through everything.
On December 2, 2011. Was a day that would change the rest of our lives. Who would of ever thought a common cold would turn into the biggest nightmare! My dad is my superman cause he is indestructible!


Read here for the rest of the story about my amazing dad. Hope you are all amazed about him, like we are all.


































Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Now That I've Found You

I'm always looking for song for my wedding day. I wont walk down to the normal wedding song. I want to be different and walk down to a song that means something to Logan and I. I would have one song when all my bridesmaids walk, and then an other one for when i walk down.  I have three song that i just LOVE. So one day, when i do get married i will have to pick. But for right now i can just day dream about that amazing day! :)

Here are the three songs..
I think "God Gave me you" will for sure be the one that my bridesmaid walk down to, but the other two I'm not sure what one i like more. Heck maybe one will be our first dance song.!
I love music!




First week

Well its been a little over a week that my dad has came home!

Lets just say that this week has been a very very busy week. We had an doctor appointment every day. There was some days that we had two or three. It just seemed like we were on the go non stop. I swear after three months i can drive to and from Salt Lake with my eyes closed. Haha.

I didn't think running around Salt Lake would wear me out so much! When we got home all i wanted to do was sleep. I still don't think im up to sleep. Luckily this week we only have one doctor appointment. So we can relax a little more this week. But still im non spot on the go. With my dad not being able to do much on his own, i feel like im up and down all day! My dad will need a drink, or is hungry, or has to go to the bathroom, or anything. Its like im on my feet 24/7. I love doing it cause its for my dad, but i get worn out so fast. My feet kill me and my back. He is starting to do something on his own but im a mother hen and don't want him doing much cause im scared he might fall. I need to start letting him do these things, or i will be so worn out i cant do anything.

So my dad is doing wonderful! He is back to who he was, and Thursday he was fitted for his arm!! They say that we should get his arm in about 2 weeks.

Here is a picture that my dad will look like. Well it will be just like this but with the hook. Then after my dad gets used to the hook, they will more him to the hand.
This hand is pretty amazing, it works by the movement or your muscles. My dad will just move the muscle that moved his wrist before and the wrist will stay moving. Same thing with his fingers. When my dad was trying it out, i wanted to see how much it would pinch. Well......lets just say my dad about broke my finger. It KILLED.. But it was pretty funny cause my dad was trying to let my finger go but he wasn't able to, so we were both freaking out.

We cant wait for him to get his hand. I know when he gets that, my dad will be unstoppable. Its going to be amazing, just like him! :)


Monday, March 12, 2012

Spring

I have spring fever!!!!

Its March and its 66 degrees.
Im ready for this spring/summer year.
I have so much planned that i cant wait till it comes..


Lets see. 
May i will be going with Logan family to California. 
We are taken the kids to sea world as well as San Diego Zoo, and of course the beach
The beach is calling my name! I can just hear it. Chelby, chelby, you need to come to me! :)
I know that Connor is going to LOVE Sea world and the zoo. The last time Connor or I was at Sea world, I was pregnant with him. So i don't think he would remember that! I just cant wait! Shorts and flip flops. Ahhh Please hurry.



 Then by now im sure you all know that each year Logan's family makes a Park City trip over the 4th of July! Its something i look forward to each year! Park City is such a beautiful place and i love it there! I think the reason why its so special to me, cause that's where mine and Logan first vacation was. Cheeses right. But it means a lot to me. Last year i found this one spot, that i told myself " This is where im going to marry Logan at". Yes im going to marry Logan at Park City up in the mountains! so exciting!

Then Right when i get home from Park City i have to jump on a plane and head back to California for the birth of my beautiful niece. She is due on the 7th. So i will get there the 5th and stay there till the 17th or so. I have always wanted to be in the birth room with my sister when she has her babies but each birth, i haven't been able to make it. This time i WILL be there. Unless she goes in early. Im really hoping i can be there. I know it would be such an amazing thing to watch.

 THEN on the 17th. I will be driving to Vegas!!!


For my 21st birthday!! Everyone is going to meet us there so we can have fun for my birthday as well as everyone meeting the new baby. 
Guess who cant wait....
ME!!! 
This summer is going to be such a fun summer. I have a lot of stuff to do within the few weeks. July is going to be a very very busy months. But that's what summer is all about right. PARTY..


SO PLEASE SUMMER COME FASTER!!!!!! 
:)

Weight lost

Well I'm updating again about me and my weight lost..

GO ME. haha.

Its been about 2 months. Well pretty close. When i first weighed in i was at 174. And now I'm at 158. 16 pounds.

I have been at this weight for about 3 weeks. I'm still eating like i was, and doing everything. So i knew i needed to do something more. So going to the gym is just what I'm doing. Well its aerobics. And let me tell you, that it KICKS my ass. After my first day i was sore for 3 days after word. Haha yes that's how bad i wasn't in shape. During the class i really wasn't tired at all, but right after my legs were shaking and they felt like rubber. I think i over did it for my first day. But hey if its going to help me lose more wight I'm more then happy to do it. The only thing that sucks about it, is that its only two days. Tuesday and Thursday. So that just means for me that i need to work out the other days I'm not there. Maybe just walking, doing some weights, or something easy, cause those Tuesdays and Thursday are so harsh on me. :) I'm a big wimp.

For me i feel like i haven't lost anything. I still feel like a huge whale, but other people can tell the difference. I just really want to lose my fat legs, my belly, and get to a single digits for a pant size. Lets hope. I'm trying and I'm working hard. But food is always so good. haha

I'm really hoping that i can get to where i was before i got pregnant. I gained so much weight when i had Connor. And never tell now i have been really motivated to really do anything. But I'm determined to get back to that. I would even be happy losing more. I still have 18 pounds to lose before i get there. So if any of you have more tips to help me, that would be amazing!! :)



Here is a picture of me at super bowl and the next one is just last week.
I still look like a fat cow. ;-)

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Letting go.

I look at my blog and i think that i can be a better blogger.. I see all the other blogs a follow and they know just how to put their words. I'm the kind of person who doesn't open up. It take me a long LONG time to tell someone how i feel. I always feel like i have no more to talk to, and the reason why is cause i don't open up! I don't like talking or expressing my feelings. That's bad for myself cause i always want to talk to someone, but i always think that they will shut  me down, or make fun or me, or just hate me for how I'm feeling. I know i know I'm bad. But that's just who i am. 

A lot of my trust issues started after Travis left me (Connor's......Dad). I felt like i wasn't good enough for anyone! Still i don't feel like I'm good enough for anyone. I think that i could be a better mom, better girlfriend, or daughter, and even a friend. I know that i could be better with all that. But i feel like I'll never be good enough! When Travis left me, i just knew it was all my fault. How could someone leave me when i was pregnant, carrying his child, and when i needed that person the MOST. Just up and leave me. I knew i had done something completely wrong in life. I felt lost and broken. I still do. And that's where mine and Logan problem comes in at. I need to let the past GO!!! The past has made me who i am today, but it doesn't need to control my life. 

I'm ready to make a change. I don't have feelings for Travis. I haven't for 4 years, but when i look at Connor, i see him. I know if i let Travis go away from my mind, i can make a better life for my family! I can stop seeing Travis in my son  and i can make a better life for Logan and I! I'm IN love with Logan and i want to be with him forever, but i don't think we can make a big step till i let go of my past. I need to let go of Travis hurting me. Logan inst Travis, and i know Logan would never leave me. He would never leave Connor! Logan is the Love of my life and i need to remember that I'M the love of his life! I need to believe it, and I'm trying to. Its just hard..

But I'm ready to let go of my past. I'm 20 years old, and i need to start making a future with My amily.
And I'm ready to start trusting the people in my life. I need to, or I'm going to lose myself. :)

I love you Logan so much!!!


FORGET WHAT HURT YOU IN THE PAST, BUT NEVER FORGET WHAT IT TAUGHT YOU!!

Friday, March 9, 2012

Beating the Odds



Beating the Odds
by Rachel Madison

Tooele resident Terry Higgins survived a life-threatening illness, amputations and three months in a hospital to be back with his family 

On Dec. 2, 2011, after battling what he thought was a common cold for three days, Tooele resident Terry Higgins told his wife he needed to go to the emergency room. He was having a hard time breathing, talking and walking.

His wife, Vicki, took him to Mountain West Medical Center, where he was diagnosed with pneumonia. Terry, 54, was told he needed to go the University of Utah hospital for additional care because his pneumonia had turned septic. Chemicals released into his blood to fight the infection had triggered widespread inflammation, leading to a life-threatening drop in blood pressure called septic shock. His kidneys shut down, his liver enzymes — needed to trigger activity in the body’s cells and maintain various metabolic processes within the liver — went from a count of 100 to 17,000, and his heart was beating as rapidly as 180 beats per minute.

“They had him on four blood pressure medications just to keep him going,” Vicki said. “They told us he only had a 10 percent chance of survival, and that there was nothing they could do.”

Torie Castro, Terry’s daughter, said at that point the family started making funeral arrangements.

“We just left it in God’s hands,” she said. “That’s what the doctors told us to do.”

Before Terry was admitted into the hospital, he was completely healthy and at a normal weight. He spent the next 13 weeks in the hospital, underwent five surgeries and lost 25 pounds, but on March 3, he was finally able to go home. Terry said his journey for those 13 weeks was anything but easy, and the doctors that worked with him call his survival miraculous.

Because Terry’s kidneys had quit functioning the night he was admitted into the hospital, blood flow to his hands and feet had been minimal. His family was told then that he would most likely lose both feet and both hands.

“I remember looking down at my feet and they were just black,” Terry said. “The doctors said something about amputation, and I thought, ‘Well, if it’s going to save my life, I guess I’ll have to get it done.’”

In addition, because his liver enzyme count was so high, they were told that the enzymes could leak out of his liver and flow up to his brain, which could kill him. He was also placed on a breathing tube to help him get enough oxygen. During this time, doctors also put 28 liters of fluid into Terry to keep him stable because of his low blood pressure.

“It was like if you touched him, he would pop,” Castro said. “Fluid was coming out of his pores, and caused blisters all over him.”

Terry started on dialysis on Dec. 6 with the hope that his kidneys would start functioning again. On Dec. 10, he was able to come off of his breathing tube. This is one of the few moments of his 13 weeks in the hospital that he remembers.

“The only thing I can remember is my family always being there by my side,” he said. “Every time I looked around there was always part of my family there. That’s what helped me get through what I got through.”

On Dec. 15, Terry had to undergo surgery to have both of his feet and lower calves removed, and his right hand and arm below the elbow removed.

“There just wasn’t any life left in them,” Castro said. “After the doctors took it all off, the life that came back was amazing.”

Less than a week later, Terry had to have some fingers on his left hand removed as well. At first, it was hard for him to deal with the loss of his legs and arm.

“It was hard, but I lived with it,” he said. “I can get around and do a few things.”

During the week of Christmas, Castro said the doctors tried to keep Terry off of dialysis. She said he was fine on Christmas Eve, but by the day after Christmas, he needed a full oxygen mask and an emergency dialysis run.

“Once they did that dialysis, he was better,” she said. “He came back to life. Everything after that was going well for two weeks. His kidneys went back to normal, and he wasn’t on any medications or oxygen.”

Beginning the first week of January, Terry no longer needed dialysis. However, once again, Terry hit another bump on the road to recovery on Jan. 6. He began to have severe pain in his abdomen, and after a cat scan, it was discovered that he had a benign mass in his small intestine.

“He had to have two surgeries, and they removed 4 inches of his intestine,” Castro said.

The second surgery was due to a hole the size of a pin in his intestine, Castro said.

“He had all this fluid in his body, so they put a tube down his nose to drain fluid from his stomach,” she said. “He has an opening underneath his breast bone that goes down to his belly button. It can fit a football inside it. The doctors are letting it heal on its own, but right now it’s still open.”

After a fifth surgery to remove all the skin from the blisters Terry had, he began to heal quickly. During the rest of the month of January he was able to have his stitches removed from his amputations and was even able to start leaving his hospital bed and move to a wheelchair for a few hours at a time. On Jan. 31, after 122 days in various sections of the hospital, Terry was finally able to go to rehab.

“He got very discouraged and depressed toward the end, but his attitude on top of it all is what helped him make it to where he is today,” Castro said.

In rehab Terry did speech therapy, was fitted for his prosthetic legs, and after he received them, was able to start learning how to walk on them. After a month in rehab, Terry was able to go home.

He’s now been on his prosthetic legs for about two weeks. Terry will continue to work with a physical therapist to regain strength in his muscles and learn how to become even more independent with his prosthetic legs and arm.

“I got right up on my legs really fast,” he said. “I just started walking away.”

Terry will be fitted for his prosthetic arm this week, and should receive it next week.

Zoe Hallowell, registered nurse at the burn unit at the University of Utah hospital — where Terry spent several weeks after his amputations — spent a lot of time with Terry during his stay. She said his recovery was remarkable, but that it didn’t surprise her because he maintained such a positive outlook.

“He persevered. He was a strong man every day and he kept a really positive attitude and never gave up,” she said. “It was a pleasure working with him. He definitely beat the odds.”

“He says he’s going to start running soon,” Castro said. “Before all this happened when he walked he had long strides and we had to run to keep up with him, and it seems like we’ll have to do the same thing.”

Terry, who is employed as a welder at Union Pacific Railroad, said once he is given the OK, he plans to return to normal life and start working again.

“I’m a pretty fast learner, and I can get in the habit of welding again,” he said. “I’m hoping within the next six months to a year, I’ll be back to work. I’ll get my strength back up to my normal self.”

Terry said the support of his family and a good attitude are the two things that helped him through all of his surgeries and pain.

“Times can get you down, but I always have somebody next to me,” he said. “I’ve never changed at all, I’m just myself. And thank God for family.”

Vicki said Terry’s positive attitude helped the whole family.

“He never once gave up,” she said. “He knows he can’t change the past, and he just has to go with what he has now. We’ve learned that you don’t take anyone or anything for granted because it can be taken away from you in a heartbeat.”

Vicki said her family also learned how important it is to love unconditionally.

“It’s been a roller coaster, but the end result is that we still have him here,” Castro said. “We all wondered how he would react to all of this, but he just doesn’t look back. All the doctors call him a miracle. We call him our superman and our hero, because he’s indestructible.” 


Read more: Tooele Transcript Bulletin - Beating the Odds 

Home sweet home.

 After 3 Months,
13 Weeks,
92 Days,
2,208 Hours,
5 Surgeries,
4 Different units,
and hundreds of Doctors and nurses.

MY DAD IS FINALLY HOME!!!!!

After tons of ups and down, billions of tears, sore body, and million of miles.

HE IS HOME.
And home for GOOD!!!

Saturday was the best day of our life, we walked out of the hospital together, arm in arm, hand in hand, we walked out as a family. Together we got through the hardest thing we have ever had to do. We got thought something i wish no one has to go through! We walked with a miracle, our Superman!
As a family we made it!

3 months ago we were planning a funeral, We were getting asked the hardest question we ever had to answer. We didn't think our dad would make it! But we were wrong. 3 months to the day of us planning this funeral, we were walking out with our dad, taking him home. 3 long months....


I cant believe that 3 long months and we are home! My dad is healthy, and my dad is back to normal!
We don't have to drive up to the hospital anymore, no more finding parking spots, no more hospital smell, and no more beeping noise from all the machines. Now all we are going to hear, is my dad telling us what to do, watching the NASCAR, and hearing his voice! I love it





We had my dad kids and grand kids, and we had my aunts and uncles, waiting at the house for him. Balloons welcoming him home.Us jumping up and down cause he was home finally. Just watching that car pull up to OUR house was the greatest thing in the world. To watch my dads face light up, and to see his smile on his face made my day. He is home and home for good! I cant say it enough but he is HOME!!!!!.


I cant say thank you all for all the support and love! All the prayers and the sweet words, help all us through this! Without you all we wouldn't of made it home!
You truly never know how much you are loved till something like this happens. 
But i now know that we are loved and that people will help every way they could!

MY DAD IS HOME!!!!
He is home!!

The note

When my dad was really sick, Logan was having a really hard time. He felt like he was losing a dad again.
This is something i will never forget, Watching Logan drop to his knees and just CRY. He was so mad, that god could be taken a father away from him again. This memory keeps re-playing over and over in my head. I knew Logan like my dad, but that day i knew he LOVED him. 
So while my dad was sick, Logan wrote this letter to him. He didn't think that he would be able to let my dad read it. But today Logan added a little more on the end, and read it to my dad. My dad cried and said "Well Logan, you'll always be my son-in-law". It was amazing. I have two great men in my life, and I'm so lucky to have them!!!

So here is the note. :)


TERRY HIGGINS


On December second, I had a little sense of déjà vu. I found myself once again in a hospital, not for my dad but a man who was pretty much so.

 Terry, you are like my dad, you’re someone I can look up to, someone I can go to for advice or someone who will just sit around and watch the game with. You may not know, but you have made an impact in my life. You’re always there to help me out, or to teach me new things. I really feel like a son when I’m around you and you just don’t know what that means to me, and I’m always thankful to you for that.

 December third, I got the bad news about you. I dropped to the floor and tears began to pour from my eyes. I couldn’t believe that god would put me through this again. I’ve already lost my dad once and now I’m about to lose another. I prayed to my dad, both my grandma’s, my sister and my late brother to do whatever they can to keep you here for me. I know that I sound selfish but I know what it’s like to lose someone and that day I felt all those emotions again. I prayed for what seemed like hours but was just several minutes to help me, to keep you here, so I didn’t have to go through it again, so everyone that you knew, that you’ve touched, wouldn’t have to go through.

 After those several minutes I felt calm, I felt relieved, I didn’t know if it was a good or bad thing, but I knew I was strong, that I had to be strong!

 I always knew you were a strong man, but I never knew how strong till I got the best news ever! You’re going to be okay! I was so proud and so ecstatic of how fast you were improving. I felt like a son whose dad is there hero, because in that moment, you were my hero! I really learned a lot at those moments. What it takes to be a good man, a father, and a husband. You are the strongest person I’ve ever met and the greatest gift you tough me, was “To fight, to fight for what you want!”

 Terry I love you, you mean the world to me. Not only did you let me date your beautiful daughter, but also be a part of your grandson’s life. You are like my dad, and I love you for that. I look forward to all the things you still have to offer this world and to me. And I can’t wait to have you home, not only because I love you and miss all the stuff we do, but because you left me home with all these damn girls!! LOL I know you’re going to have your rough times ahead but we all go through them, it’s just a part of life. Just always remember I’m always here for you, for whatever you need or if you just want to get out and smack some balls around the course.

 I love you Terry Higgins. Just remember one thing, “To fight for what you want,” because we are all here by your side. I love you!!


Thursday, March 8, 2012

The lift

Before in my blog i told you all that my dads work was going to put a lift in the house, so it was easier for my dad to get in and out of the house! Well over the week that's just what they did. They came and cleaned out everything, well moved it to one side. That night we had workers come in and put in the big life in, i was thinking something small. I knew it was going to be bigger, but not as big as it really was. Haha My dad was so happy to see that in. He couldn't believe how much stuff he had up in the shelves. It was a lot of Stuff. It has worked wonders for my dad. He still isn't able to walk up the stairs as well as we do. So the lift is the only thing we use. Its just great!
SO THANK YOU RAILROAD. you guys are amazing.


Here are before and after pictures!





Monday, March 5, 2012

Coming home.

Last week we were able to bring my dad home for the home evaluation. They Hospital wanted him to come to his house to see what we needed to fix before he came home. He was able to come and walk through his home for an hour. And let me tell ya it made a total differences in him.
When we got to the house he wanted to walk up on his own and go up the stairs. He did wonderful, for his first time going up them i think it was great! After we got into the house ALL on his OWN he walked 8 steps. Without a walker also. I about died.! He was able to go to his bedroom and just lay on his bed. IT made him feel so much better. They told us that the only thing we would have to do it get swing away doors. THAT'S all.:) I was shocked cause i knew we would need to do a lot more. Luckily it was just that. We got some more tips on how to get him up and around. It was a great learning thing for us as well as my dad.
When it was time to go home, my dad wasn't ready to leave at all. But he knew what he need to work on before he came home for good. The last week he was up at the U he worked his BUTT off to get everything where he needed it.
I know my dad was really happy to be back to the house he hasn't seen for 3 mouths. It was amazing to have him back, even just for an hour. It was so excited to us cause we knew he was coming home SOON :)



 He is just so handsome! I love him!