8 fears

8 Fears..

The lost of Connor..

Never in my mind will i want to lose him. He is my entire world and so much more. I cant picture my life without him in it. He makes me whole, he makes me smile, brighten up my life he is my everything. I never want to lose that.

Family.

My whole life is base on my wonderful family. I cant ever see my life without them in it.

Rats.

EWWWW enough sad right there.

Being alone.

I never want to be alone in my life. I dont feel right when its just me. Dont get me wrong i like my time and space, but i always have to have someone with me. Im a big baby and need someone. :)

Death.

Im truly scared of dying. I dont want to be in pain.

Clowns.

Again enough said. HATE THEM Cry every time i see them.

Logan.

In Logan family every guy on his dad side has had heart attacks. His dad, grandpa's, and uncles have died from that.. Its scares me. I just dont every want to lose Logan. We are met for each other and i dont want to miss out on a great life with him. :)

P.S

I have a lot of venting to do tomorrow.. Uhhh i just need to let it all out. So sorry for whoever reads this, your going to get a ear full tomorrow.. lol