Food.

Oh i love me some food. lol

Here are my top 5 foods

1. Fruit. Any kinda of fruit.

2. Bake potato

I never liked any kind of potato till Logan came around and now i just LOVE them.

3. Steak

Umm who doesnt love steak. Well i guess people who dont eat meat. But you all are crazy i love steak. :)

4. Salad

Again i hated this until Logan came around. And now i have it with every dinner i swear.

5. Pizza

Always loved it and always will..

Last day

So today was my last day working at the Transcript.

Sad day..

It was a Thursday, my last day taken calls until 8:00, last day hearing people call and yell cause they still don't have their paper, last day counting the money and putting it away, last day at getting a pay check from there, last day doing all that fun stuff at the Transcript.

But guess what. That last day means its the start of a new challenge, a new beginning, a change in life. And I'm so excited to see where it takes me.

So excited. :)

Back to my last day at work. On Thursday i didn't go in in till 3:30. When i walked in there were lots of pictures throughout the time i had worked with the girls at work. Right when i say that i started to cry, Kelly cried, and my mom cried. I was so nice that they did something like that. I also saw that i had flowers, and two gifts and lots of cards. The wonderful flowers were from Logan and in the card said, " Here to a new beginning babe, i know you will do great. I love you so much" Amazing right? The gifts were from Kelly and Chris.

Kelly and i LOVE our chips and resses cups, and our crazy bread. Well i got a big bag of chips and big bag of resses cup, but no crazy bread just cause it would of been bad by the time i got to work.. She is the best!

Chris i got a big Dr.Pepper, and some perfume, she knows me to well. :)

And then everyone 50 people signed a card for me. That was the best thing ever. I got to see all my co-workers, writing something about me. I'm really going to miss them!

It was hard to do everything for the last time, but I'm ready so start something new.

MONDAY bright and early I'll be leaving for the new JOB.. yeah I'm a little nervous...

Well maybe.........more then a little :)

So I'll leave you with a few pictures of my last day!

The wonderful girls that i work with :)

Keith and myself! He was always the one that would give me so much crap. I was he other daughter.

Tammy and myself

The Marie's!! MY best friend. The in-laws.

Chris and me. She always knew just what to say to me.

Angie and me! She was always my late night talker.

Liz and me! I'll miss her laugh the most.

Here is my half of my desk.

I know I'll still see all these great people, but it will just be different not seeing them every single day.

Thank you guys for making working there so great!! LOVE YA :)

Downer

Im sitting here at working think wow this is my LAST tuesday working here at the Transcript. Its totally weird for me to think this time next week, ill have a brand new job and new people i see everyday. Weird right. I know im making a huge deal over this but its a pretty big step in my life. Big one. I love working here, i love the people, i just love it here (most of the time).

I guess im just scared to start something new, meet new people, im not an outgoing person, i never have been. I may seem like it but im never the first person to start up a conversions, im very shy until i get to know you. So im scared that i'll get to know no one. haha. I guess with my starting this new job i need to become more outgoing and get out of my comfort zone, i need to be more crazy lol

So 6 days till i start my new chapter in my life. I have to wake up at 4:30 AM to get up and get out the door by 6:00AM. When i get off work Logan will just be getting to work, so we wont see each other much cause by the time he gets home from work ill be wanting to go to bed to wake up early again.. I have to miss taken Connor to and from pre-school, i have to miss my wonderful Tuesday and Thursday with my handsome little man, miss getting him ready for the day and making him breakfast and getting my morning kiss goodbye. I woke be able to wake him up anymore, miss all the crazy things he talks about in the morning, ill miss so many things. BUT i know what im doing it going to be great! After missing all the things with Connor i know, im making a better life for US..

It makes me so sad to write this. Im such a BOOB.

It will be okay Chelby!!!!

Well still on the baby side. Over the weekend i had to say goodbye to 3 puppies. Well 2 of them i can see whenever i want. 1 went to a co-worker of mine (Kelly), and 1 other one went to an co-worker of my dad's. So with them i know i can see whenever i want. We all live so very close that i can.! That makes me happy. BUT yesterday i had to say goodbye to this little, fun, love able girl..

MY girl

I wanted to keep her so so bad! But we already have two dogs and we just couldnt. I know she went to a WONDERFUL home. 6 little kids to play with and a very loving mommy and daddy! But i can still be really sad. The new owners did say that they would email me updates on her and would make puppy play dates. But we will see. I told Logan last night that i would drive out there and give the money back plus some more just to have her back with me. She was my little shadow. Oh pooie i just need to grow up.

Sorry for the sad post!!

Places.

6 Places..

Nashville

I love country and this is the place to go to learn everything you want to know! I would love to go and see all the different things there.

D.C

I want to learn everything about this place.

Paris

And everything around there, I want to take a month trip and just go to all the fun places all around there. Oh and i want this picture in my house a huge picture of this. I just love it.

Pocatello

Dont laugh, this is my home town and it is my favorite place to be. I love it here and would move back tomorrow if i could.

Bora Bora..

Oh i dream of going to this peace all the time. One day i will be bale to put my feet there. :)

Australia

This peace is just beautiful! I want to go live there for a few years.

Big Steps

Here i go again talking about my new job.

Lame right.

Well your still going to hear about it.

So a WEEK... ONE WEEK from today will be my last and final day here at Tooele Transcript. Kinda sad huh. I have mixed feeling about it. Im sad but yet so overly excited. Im leaving my first job and going to something that im not sure im going to like (really i know ill like it but still), Not sure if they are going to want to keep me, a million and one things are going on in this crazy mind of mine. Transcript has been just wonderful to me, i couldn't of asked for sure a great first job. They were always so easy with taken days off, switching days and dealing with family issues. Wonderful right. I was very spoiled, i had it easy.

So with this new job i Start August 29, and Connor Starts Pre-school September 6. and he also has an open house on August 30..

So that means I, his mommy will miss he very first day of School. A huge step in Connor life, his mommy is going to miss. Im crying as i write this, i cant seem to get over the fact that ill miss such a big thing in his life. I will never get to take him to School or pick him up from school. I have no idea how this job is with family or with missing days, but i just hurt knowing that i wont see him with his cute little pack back, school clothes on, and a great big kiss from my pre-schooler. I wont have that. Ahh im such a baby, but thats MY baby going to school.

I just want to remember the day with his mommy and daddy taken him to school, i want dont him to ask 10 years down the road, "Why weren't you there with me mommy" Ahh. :(

I know with this new job its going to be GREAT of my family, its going to make it so we can do something with my life. I know its going to be good.

But a mommy NEVER wants to miss the first day of anything. Never wants to miss that. And guess what THIS mommy will miss a Big step in my little mans life.

Who knows maybe i can do something about it. I mean i have to do a 8 week training class, they have 2 classes a day 7am-3pm and 3pm-11pm. Im doing the 7am-3pm so maybe i can see if i can just for one day go to the 3pm-11pm. I mean i wont miss a class, i will just be going at a later time. I dont know maybe something like that will work, but i dont know how "Good" they are with that. I guess in a week i'll find out.

As of right now this mommy will be so upset and crying all day of September 6. It will be a very sad day for me. But yet i'll be one proud momma.

Can you believe that THIS baby is going to be a pre-schooler..

It just seemed like 2 days ago i was taken these pictures of him.

Its hard to believe.

No i have this crazy 3 year old who is going to start making big steps in his life.

Ahh Mommy loves you Big boy.

God Gave Me You

I love this man. Yes i do. :)

Fishing Buddies

The start of the summer we told Connor that we would by him a fishing pole and take him fishing. With everything that has been going on it seems like we never had the time to do that for him. So finally we took Connor and got him a fishing pole and Friday Connor, Mya, my mom and myself heading to the Dam to go fishing. Well really all Connor did was case his line out over and over again. We didn't go all out and get worms to really catch a fish, Logan wanted us to wait so he could be there when Connor got a real fish.

So before we headed out, i never told Connor what we were going to do, all i told him to do was get his shoes on and pack some water. So he did just that and we headed in the car to go to this special peace. When we got there he screamed. MOM, we are going FISHING HUH. He was over excited we couldn't get out of the car fast enough. Cutest thing ever.

So we just hung out there for about an hour while Connor fished, and Mya ran around. It was a great way to spend a Friday night. :)

I cant wait to see how he is going to act when we really go fishing and he actually get to catch a REAL fish. Oh i cant wait.

Fishing Buds, and Best friends

Connor with his pole.

Mommas whole world!

The four of us just hanging out

Peace out Mom

Lets just say Kids are the best thing in the world. :)

7 wants..

So here we are again! Weekend was amazing. Ill post more about it tomorrow when i have more time. But for now ill leave you with my 7 Wants. are you ready for this. :)

Number 1: A beautiful house, to make into a wonderful home.

Easy right. wrong. Im really hoping with this new job i can be moved out by next MAY.. I want this so bad. :)

Number 2: My iphone.

Yup im getting that. This weekend. Who is excited for me.. YUP i am!

Number 3: Friends

Its seems like with High school being over i have no friends. I just dont make time for friends and i dont know why i dont. So starting now friends are a must. I mean a girl needs friends right.

Number 4: Cold stones

Weird i know but it sounds soooo dang good right now. Yum

Number 5: Connor to love pre school

I know he will, but i just dont want him to be all worried when i have to leave him. The sad things is, with this new job i wont be able to take or pick him up from pre school. Ill miss out on all the fun little things he does when i pick him up. Maybe some days ill be able to.

Number 6: Forever

Yeah thats right i want forever with my two wonderful boys in my life. I would like to make that 2 wonderful boys and a little girl one day. But i want forever with them and make a wonderful life.

Number 7: Wedding day.

One day in the month of August ill marry my best friend. I have everything planned. i just need the ring. No pressure right.

Sunset.

So with this new job i have to get all new clothes. If more of a dresser work place. And im totally digging that. I cant wait to get all dressed up and look all cute everyday. Im really excited for that. So anyways Saturday Logan took me Shopping. Oh yeah i was able to get 4 shirts, 2 pants and new shoes. Still need to get a few more so im not wearing the same thing over and over again. Lol But i was happy the shoes i got were normally 50 bucks and i got them for 10. Yeah that was the most exciting thing i got. Lol.

After shopping Logan wanted to take Connor and i out to dinner. Logan told Connor to pick where he wanted to go and guess where he picked.... CHILIS. Out of all places he wanted to go there. I have no clue why there but thats where we went and it. It was so good i haven't been there in years so i was really happy that Connor picked that.

After a long day in Salt Lake Logan wanted to have time with just the two of us. So we loaded up the 4 wheeler and headed up to the Copper Pit to watch the sunset. Lets just say that was AMAZING to see. The sun lit up all of Tooele and over the water was just pure amazing. It was so nice to just set up with Logan and just talk. We never get to do that much anymore so it was nice to just talk with him.

Im one lucky girl to have these to wonderful boys in my life. I dont know where i would be without them in it.

The picture isnt the best but you can just see how pretty it looked.

It was getting ready to rain so i thought it made it look so neat.

I just love this picture.

One boy and one girl, totally in love.

It still amazes me how big the pit really is.

♥

We are the teachers

Connor is in the WHY stage now.

Everything is always why mom. Why do i have to get dressed, why does the birds fly and not walk, why do i have to take a bath, why do cars go fast. Its why after why after why.

While we are driving all you her is why, home come, because why. Before i would be bugged by it and just say Because Connor. I would get frustrated and just want him to stop talking cause it was always the same question over and over again..

But one day in the car he asked me why do you love me mommy.?

I was lost for words, how do i tell me son why i love him. There are a million and one reasons why i do.

Do i start naming why i love him. Do i just say something short and sweet, or what do i do. I finally told him lots a reason why i love him. And he tode me awh Mommy i love you to. Melted my heart.

After he asked me that i thought to myself. I'm Connor teacher, everything i say or do Connor learns from me. All the things he does bad or all the things he does good he has learned from him mommy. He is asked all these why question cause he is wanting to learn, he want to know all things in this world of his. He want to know why birds fly and not walk, he wants to know why cars drive fast, why i have to go to work, why that person is walking, why dogs dont like cats, he want to know all and im the one who needs to teach him why they all do that stuff. Im Connor teacher and i need to teach him..

Im now taking my time and explain things for him, even if he does get it and asked my why again, i know that even if i have to repeat myself 30 times i will take the time and teach him everything i know. In the end Connor will know all the WHY's.

Connor I love you for this smile of yours!!

I LOVE YOU BOO BOO

Turtles and Cars

Sunday we headed into Salt Lake to go hang out with Megan (Chad ex girl friend)

We have been meaning to for such a long time and finally we were able to. So we went to lunch and headed over to her house to tie dye some shirts. Connor had such a fun time getting paint all over him self and he was happy he got to make a complete mess of everything. I wish i took picture of his shirts but i didn't. Ill post them later. :) But at Megan house they have lots of animals. Horses, turtles, birds, dogs, and cats. Connor was in love with the turtles and horses, we wanted to take them home so they could sleep with him. Haha what a nerd. :)

Its was nice to get to talk to Megan about the whole Barb thing, she know just what I'm talking about, it was nice to have someone understand me. I cant wait till we are able to hang out again.

Tuesday night Logan really wanted to take Connor to the Drive inn movies.

The movies were Cars 2 and Zookeeper. I was shocked that Connor stayed up the whole movie of cars but as soon as it was over he was out cold. :) So was mommy i passes out in Zookeeper. ooppss. I can never stay up through both movies. lol