One to Two

For the last 6 years its has been Connor and I. 

He has always been my little side kick and my best friend. 

Im really worried that when Izaac gets here, Connor will start to feel left out. 

Just because its has always been the two of us. Now momma is going to have to take take of this little baby. Feed him, change him, watch him, and just be all over him. I know i will have help from Logan and family but i don't want Connor to think that his mommy has forgotten about him. 

I know its a huge change from being an only child to having to share everyone, and i know Connor will do great with that.

Im just worried how i am going to split my time with both boys. Izaac is going to need me a lot at the start and i know Connor is going to get a little jealous just because it has always been the two of us. 

I just always want to make sure that i take time to just hang out with Connor and be with him. Take the time to play a game with him or to throw the baseball around outside. I just need to make sure that my Connor Mike feels how much i love him, even with a new baby here. 

Connor has been my back bone and always the one that can put a smile on my face. He needs to know that and needs to know that no matter what he will always be my baby.

Im sure i'm going crazy over this and worrying way to much. 

Connor has never been the jealous type or wanting a ton of attention. So I'm sure it will be just fine. 

He is more excited to have a little brother then i think anyone is. He talks about Izaac getting here about 40 times a day. 

He tells me all the time that he is going to teach Izaac how to play football, Baseball, the Play station, how to ride a bike, and he is really wanting to share a room with him. I think its is by far the sweetest thing in the world.! I cannot wait to see how these two are together!

In just a few short weeks we are going to be a family of 4. No longer a family of three. Its just so unreal to me that this is coming up so fast.

I cannot wait to have little Izaac in my arms. 

I just hope we have done enough with Connor that he is going to know how much we love him!!!