Tuesday, February 25, 2014

24 for days!

I have so many emotions running thought my head right now. I feel like i have never done this before and im trying to get myself ready for something i have done. 
Yes i know it has been 6 long years and 6 years ago i was still a little baby myself. But i think to myself 
"Why are you freaking out like this Chelby" 

~Im scared that i wont be able to do the labor and that im going to puss out and get the epidural, which is fine and all but i want to be able to go without it as long as i can.

~I'm scared that im going to tear. With Connor my doctor was awesome enough to stay in the room with me to massage down below. I told my new doctor about this and she said she does the same thing. But im still scared that im going to tear cause i feel like little Izaac isn't going to be so little.

~ I'm scared of becoming a momma of TWO. How am i going to be able to take the time with both my boys and make sure they both know how much they mean to me and how important it is to have an amazing bound with each one of them. Will i love one differently then the other one and will they be able to notice it?

~ I'm scared i wont be able to breastfeed like i want to. I never tried to do this with Connor, only because i was still in high school and didn't want to take the time to have to pump at school. Awkward right!!! But this time i have study and study everything about breastfeeding. I know its going to take time and take patients, but what if i cant do this!

~ I'm scared to go back to work after my 6 weeks off. Who is going to watch little Izaac. My dad wont be able to cause well he has one kinda good arm and no legs. He wouldn't be able to change or feed little man. So i have to start thinking of who is going to take care of my baby. I hate feeling like someone else is raising him more then i am. What if they get him on to a routine that doesn't work with me. Or what if they don't feed him the breast milk like i want them to. Or what if Izaac think they are his momma.. It just breaks my heart to think about that. 


~ I'm scared my husband and i might drift apart. I know our love will grow much more once we have Izaac, but there is always that "What if".

~ I'm scared i wont be able to keep my house clean and laundry picked up. Yes i know i wont have the cleanest house on the block but i also don't want the dirtiest.

I know im getting myself all worked up over nothing. But i just want whats best for my family and baby. I want to be the mom of the year and the wife of the year. I just want everyone to be happy.. 

I feel like im becoming a mom for the first time and i have no clue what i am doing anymore. 


Monday, February 24, 2014

35 Weeks



What's up with Baby this week? 

35 Weeks.

Week 35 photo

Our little man is weighing in at a little over 5 pounds
and about 18 inches long.
The size of Honey Melon 

 Because it's so snug in your womb, he isn't likely to be doing somersaults anymore, but the number of times he kicks should remain about the same. His kidneys are fully developed now, and his liver can process some waste products. Most of his basic physical development is now complete — he'll spend the next few weeks putting on weight.
 Congratulations! You’re now carrying over 5 pounds of baby-goodness - not counting their amniotic fluid, the umbilical cord, or the placenta itself. Developmentally, your wee womb-tenant has the fat-factory running at full tilt while their digestive system puts the finishing touches on critical organs in preparation for their first meal (remember - before birth, all of their nutrition was blood via the umbilical cord). With their first meal in mind, it's time to look forward to one of the most important things you'll do for your infant - namely, keeping them alive with nothing more than your breasts.



 Symptoms?  Wells lets just say this week has been the worst!!!
Im very very emotional, really i cry on a dime over nothing.
I cant breath, even when i talk i lose my breath
pressure down below,
Im pretty much ready to be DONE!!!


Gender? Handsome little boy!

Excited For?
Getting to meeting my little Izaac!

Maternity Clothes? BEST FRIENDS!!!!

Sleep? What the heck is this thing you call sleep???
Im getting none of that around this household. :(


Movement? Lots and lots!! He is like a little kicking ninja. It so neat to watch my belly move like the waves.

Belly Button Status? OUTIE.. 

Missing Anything?
Breathing
Sleep!

Milestones? 
Making it to 35. 

Cravings? Nothing, I just like to eat anything..


Weight Gain?  30 YUCK!!!! 



This was 34 weeks and 3 days and 35 weeks and 2 days

I think i have dropped and gotten bigger!!  


Doctor appointment: 35 weeks and 6 days.

So on Friday i went in for my weekly appointments!! Yes i said weekly, cant believe its already that time. 
Well this time i was stripped down from the waste so they could do the strep test and i will get those back this next appointment. They also checked to see if i was dilated at all. Come to find out i'm dilated to a TWO and 50% tinned out!!! YAHOO. I knew that i was at least going to be dilated a little bit cause of all the pressure i have been feeling the last few days.
Im measuring right on track and little Izaac is already weighing 6.5 pounds!!! :)
My doctor also told me about what i should pack for our hospital stay and how excited she is to deliver me! I swear this doctor is a give from god! She is amazing. 
After i left the hospital i just felt a little different. So once i got home i just hang out and rested a little. 
The night i had the worst sleep of all time.I couldn't get comfortable and it hurt to move anyway i would.

Saturday morning was a pretty good morning. I got up ate some breakfast and headed into town with my mom and sister. We had a birthday party that afternoon and we needed to get a gift for the party. I was walking pretty slow cause how low he was. 
Once we got to the party i was feeling pretty good. Connor was swimming and i just sat and watched him have fun! I stood up and felt a huge kick and just a ton of pressure down below. I didn't think anything of it cause i had been feeling that a lot. Once i got home i went to the bathroom and as i sat down i head a big plop. I looked right away and there was my mucus plug. Not a lot but you could tell that it was that. 
Kinda freaking out i went and told Logan and my mom. I had plans that night to go to Salt Lake with my little sister for the Utes Gym. I didn't want to tell her i didn't want to go cause she has bought us season tickets. 
So i went anyways and the whole time i was so uncomfortable. I was walking so slow and i was having braxton hicks or full on contractions. My right side was killing me from my hip bone all the way up to my boobs. I couldn't take a deep breath and i was just miserable. I was so happy when it was finally over, i knew i was going to be able to go home and sleep. The drive home was even worst. I felt like i was going to need to turn around and head to the hospital. But i didn't want to go to the hospital and be sent home again for nothing. I didn't want to feel stupid like i did last time. So i sucked it up and went home. I dropped my sister off at her house and walked in to talk to my mom. She told me over and over again that i should call my doctor and see what she has. I didn't listen and just went home to go to bed.

That night was bad i would turn and it felt like i was trying to move a huge rock from side to side. My heartburn was bad and i always felt like i needed to pee. So pretty much i didnt get more then 3 hours of sleep. I told Logan that if it stayed like this throughout the morning, we needed to go to the hospital. I was trying to time the contractions but it was hard to. The pain was always there, it would get stronger but it was never leaving. 

Sunday we had plans to go to Church and then go into salt lake to get some last minute things for me and the baby. When i woke up i didn't want to get out of bed but i knew how much going to Church meant to my in laws and my husband. So i sucked it up and headed to Church. Still having the same pain but it was not as strong as the night before. After church we went to target to get some things for me and Izaac. While i was trying on clothes i felt a huge kick and then i felt like i peed a little bit. I hurried and went to the bathroom to see if i needed to pee. I was pretty embarrassed cause i didn't want to tell my mother in law that i just peed myself. Well when i went to the bathroom i didn't have to pee, but yet my underwear was wet. I text Logan and he was kinda freaking out. Asking if we need to get our stuff and call the doctor. I told him lets wait and see if i leak more or if i just really peed myself. 
Once i got home everything kinda quite down, i was still in pain but nothing like Saturday. I was finally able to get some sleep last night. Thank the lord. 

But this morning i  woke up with my underwear wet again. It wasn't bad to where it was wet in the bed but i had to change my undies. I know i need to call my doctor but i don't want to call and feel stupid when she says that its nothing and i just need to wait it out. I am still hurting on my right side and its starting to move to my left side. But its not strong, its just there. 
I have a feeling this little man is going to be here before we know it. I'm really tired of being pregnant. I just want to hold my Izaac so bad!!! 


Saturday, February 15, 2014

34 Weeks


What's up with Baby this week? 

34 Weeks.

Week 34 photo

Our little man is weighing in at a little over 4.5 pounds
and about 18 inches long.
The size of a Cantaloupe




He fat layers — which will help regulate her body temperature once she's born — are filling her out, making her rounder. He skin is also smoother than ever. He central nervous system is maturing and her lungs are continuing to mature as well. If you've been nervous about preterm labor, you'll be happy to know that babies born between 34 and 37 weeks who have no other health problems generally do fine. They may need a short stay in the neonatal nursery and may have a few short-term health issues, but in the long run, they usually do as well as full-term babies. See what your baby looks like this week. our amazing baby is on the move! Until now, your wee womb-squatter's been living fairly high up in your poor stretched-out womb - blithely compressing your poor lungs and internal organs. This week your baby's going to pack their tiny bags and make the epic shifting move to your pelvis - commonly referred to as the time when baby "drops". If you haven’t noticed it already, you’ll be feeling the weight shift indicating your baby is most likely out of breech position (if they're being stubborn, check out 17 Ways To Turn a Breech Baby) with their head now resting on your pubic bone.

 When baby drops this may also give you some horrific stabbing back pain as they press on your sciatic nerve. If that's the case, get off your feet and try to do some spine-lengthening stretches to help your baby move OFF that poor throbbing nerve. In developing internal-organ news: although not quite fully formed, your little poop-factory's liver is now capable of processing a certain amount of waste. Because your baby's liver is not quite birth-ready, it's common for newborns to get a case of mild and harmless jaundice (signaled by a slight yellowing of the skin). Jaundice is the result of your baby's body producing more bilirubin (a by-product of blood production) than the liver can currently breakdown, leading to a subtle yellow tinge that goes away in a few days. Babies born earlier than their due date tend to have moderate to severe jaundice, which - in the hospital, will be treated via light therapy to help their body break the bilirubin down. For home-birthers, jaundice is easily dealt with by increased breastfeeding (to help their body pass the bilirubin) and "naked time" for baby in a warm sunlit area for 10 minute intervals throughout the day until it disappears.




 Symptoms?  Wells lets just say this week has been the worst!!!
Im very very emotional, really i cry on a dime over nothing.
 Heartburn as been really bad this week. I have woken up gagging about three times cause its so bad.
I cant breath, even when i talk i lose my breath
pressure down below,
feet swelling,
back killing,
oh and legs are killing me still.
Im pretty much ready to be DONE!!!

Gender? Handsome little boy!


Excited For?
Getting to meeting my little Izaac!
I have had about three friends have their babies this week and i just cant wait till its my turn. Its so close by so far away! 

Maternity Clothes? BEST FRIENDS!!!!

Sleep? What the heck is this thing you call sleep???
Im getting none of that around this household. :(


Movement? Lots and lots!! He is like a little kicking ninja. It so neat to watch my belly move like the waves.

Belly Button Status? OUTIE.. Over the past week, Logan has noticed that you can really see my belly button from the outside of my shirt. 

Missing Anything?
Wine
Breathing
My long HOT bubble baths
Sleep!

   
Milestones? 
Making it to 34 weeks.
6 Weeks to go..

Cravings? Nothing, I just like to eat anything..


Weight Gain?  25 Pounds.But im sure that is going to changed once i go back to the doctor next week.
After this next appointment i will start going in once a week!! Crazy to know that im that close to having him!!!

Im getting so excited but yet so scared! :)


Tuesday, February 11, 2014

One to Two




For the last 6 years its has been Connor and I. 
He has always been my little side kick and my best friend. 
Im really worried that when Izaac gets here, Connor will start to feel left out. 
Just because its has always been the two of us. Now momma is going to have to take take of this little baby. Feed him, change him, watch him, and just be all over him. I know i will have help from Logan and family but i don't want Connor to think that his mommy has forgotten about him. 
I know its a huge change from being an only child to having to share everyone, and i know Connor will do great with that.
Im just worried how i am going to split my time with both boys. Izaac is going to need me a lot at the start and i know Connor is going to get a little jealous just because it has always been the two of us. 
I just always want to make sure that i take time to just hang out with Connor and be with him. Take the time to play a game with him or to throw the baseball around outside. I just need to make sure that my Connor Mike feels how much i love him, even with a new baby here. 
Connor has been my back bone and always the one that can put a smile on my face. He needs to know that and needs to know that no matter what he will always be my baby.









Im sure i'm going crazy over this and worrying way to much. 
Connor has never been the jealous type or wanting a ton of attention. So I'm sure it will be just fine. 
He is more excited to have a little brother then i think anyone is. He talks about Izaac getting here about 40 times a day. 
He tells me all the time that he is going to teach Izaac how to play football, Baseball, the Play station, how to ride a bike, and he is really wanting to share a room with him. I think its is by far the sweetest thing in the world.! I cannot wait to see how these two are together!

In just a few short weeks we are going to be a family of 4. No longer a family of three. Its just so unreal to me that this is coming up so fast.
I cannot wait to have little Izaac in my arms. 
I just hope we have done enough with Connor that he is going to know how much we love him!!!


Monday, February 10, 2014

What makes me happy


1- Family
2- The smell of rain
3-The warm sun
4- Tomorrow
5- Smiles
6- Laughter 
7- Facebook- Keeping close with friends
8- First snow fall
9- Jobs
10-Mtn Dew
11- Smell of fresh cut grass
12-Music
13- Difference
14- Phones
15- True friendships
16- Doctors 
17-Sunsets
18- Late night talks
19- Morning cuddles
20-Family dinners
21- My puppy dog 
22-Canyon drives
23- The past
24- Sunrises 
25- Photos
26- Faith 
27- Hope
28- Love 
29- Birthdays
30- Randoms text
31- Smiles on kids faces after doing something good
32- A good book
33- Crying
34- Life lessons 
35- Fall
36- Football season 
37- 4th of July
38- Girls night out
39- Shopping
40- Old couples love
41- Futures
42- Birds signing
43- Old home videos
44- Long drives alone
45- Sight
46- Jokes
48- Memories 
49- Kisses
50- Long hugs!

Worries and wants

As of today we have 40 more days till little Izaac due date. 

I dont remember much of Connor pregnancy and i think it because i was young and trying to hide it from everyone. So i really didnt get to enjoy it. Once everyone knew it was kinda a shock and a big blur. So with this pregnancy i have been able to enjoy it and be able to plan things out. 
But now that the day is coming so close, i'm also starting to freak out a little bit. 

I was young with Connor and i never really thought about labor and delivery. I just kinda went with the flow. But now i have a birth plan and i have a husband to talk with.   

I am having to figure out back up plans and everything. 
1- I go at night and i have my husband take me to the hospital. Yay perfect plan right..
2- Husband is at work, two hours away, who car pools each day. Then i will have to wait till he gets home at 5:30.
3- Husband takes his own car the last few weeks, make my parents take me , and meet Logan at the hospital. 

I want this labor and delivery to go totally different then Connors.
Everyone and their damn dog knew i was in labor and i had about 300000 people come and visit.. 
I hated it cause i hated to have people see me like that and i hated it cause i wasn't able to relax and enjoy my newborn son. 

So this time i am really hoping that it can be more relaxing. I want Logan and I to be the only ones in the room and really the only ones who will be at the hospital. I don't want 20 people in the waiting room waiting for Izaac to be born. 
I'm going to do kangaroo care right after and then start breastfeeding. I don't want anyone to hold or see Izaac till his brother gets to see him. Connor will be the first person other then Logan and myself to see Izaac and to hold him. I know most everyone will be upset with me cause its not fair. But i'm sorry i don't want Connor to feel left out and i don't want 20 people in the room with me after i give birth. That's why i really hoping to have him in the middle of the night. I want to be able to get clean up cause who likes to be sitting in all the nasty stuff you deal with at birth and try to visit with family and friends. 
My mother in law really hates the idea and we have already gotten into a few fights about this. But i really don't care. I want to be able to enjoy this Labor and Delivery, i want Connor to feel special and i want to go all natural. 

Speaking of going all natural. This is what i am most scared about. I was 16 when i had Connor and i got the epidural as soon as i could. 
But i hated the feel of not being able to move and not being able to move a few hours after i delivered him. So i'm really going to try and do this without any meds. 
So they will have a tub there ready for me, the exercise ball, and i will be able to walk around freely. Logan really helps me relax and he keeps me calm. I know lots of moms do this but i'm scared. I don't want to be the one screaming so loud that everyone can hear me and i don't want to be the one who is in tears cause i'm hurting. I want to be able to go natural and feel strong about it. 
So im scared, worried, excited, nervous, and just all around happy to finally be at the end. I cant just picture my little family.
I cannot wait to hold, kiss, and smell my son. 
I cannot wait to see the look on Logan face. I don't know if he will cry, or smile, or just stand there in disbelieve.
I also cannot wait to see how Big Brother Connor is going to act. I know how excited he is and how much he is wanting his little brother to be here at ready. 
I'm just ready to have our family... 

Saturday, February 8, 2014

33 Weeks




What's up with Baby this week? 
33 Weeks.
8 Months

Week 33 - BabyGaga Pregnancy Calendar
Our little man is weighing in at a little over 4 pounds
and about 17 inches long.
The size of a pineapple


For all the weight and bulk you’re lugging around these days, you’d think your little champ would weigh more than a mere 4 pounds! But once you add in the placenta, amniotic fluid, and extra blood, you've got at least 10 pounds of baby and their life-support gear smooshed up against your organs! In terms of appearance, your sweet lil' looker is getting cuter and pudgier every day as they pile on that adorable baby fat. And as you know all too well, your womb kick-boxer is getting stronger with every passing day. Heck, it’s even possible to observe a well-placed belly-wobbling kick just by watching your belly! Here's a fun game for when your kick-boxer is especially active: place a small object (baby blocks or a remote control) on your belly and see how far your star-kicker can lob that thing across the room! Despite their obviously increasing strength, your bigger-by-the-day baby will actually start dropping their rate of movement in the last few weeks, no thanks to their restricted womb space. If movement ceases for over an hour, drink some cold juice, lay on your side and wait for some added movement. If nothing's happening at that point, go ahead and call your medical caregiver. Hey, did you know you’ll continue feeling your baby's movements even during labor?



He may already be getting ready for birth by turning upside-down. He head should be pointing down, ready for her journey into the world. Your doctor or midwife will be paying careful attention to your baby's position in the coming weeks. Some babies do decide to turn back round again. Your baby's skull is still quite pliable. The plates of bone that make up her skull have not completely fused. This is so she can ease out of the relatively narrow birth canal, the passage between your cervix and the opening of your vagina. But the bones in the rest of her body are hardening. Your baby's skin is also gradually becoming less red and wrinkled as fat builds up underneath. If you're a first-time mum, your baby's head may move into your pelvis this week and press firmly against your cervix. This happens for about half of all first-time mums. If you're a second-time mum, you can expect this to happen a week before labour. For some, this won't happen until the start of labour. Hoping to manage your labour naturally? Here's all you need to know about natural pain relief. You may notice that your feet and ankles are quite swollen by the end of the day. Water retention, also known as oedema, is often worse in warm weather and late in the day. Surprisingly, keeping hydrated helps reduce water retention. Your body, particularly your kidneys, and your baby need plenty of fluids, so drink up. If you suddenly feel swollen or puffy in your hands or face, however,


 Symptoms?  I feel like the next 7 weeks are going to drag... Im starting to get a ton of pressure down below, i feel like he is trying his hardest to get out.
I'm getting into the NESTING stage. I feel like i have to clean everything. I have been really working on trying to get this room done and get clothes washed and put away. I started to pack his diaper bag and i'm starting to think of the rest of our bags. With Logan working an hour and half away i need to figure out who will be taken me to the hospital if Logan cant make it back in time and where Mr Connor Mike will be going. I have a billion and one things going through my mind and i feel like i have no time to make up on mind. haha
My legs are going to be the death of me.



Gender? Handsome little boy!


Excited For?
Getting Izaac Room all set up! I cant wait to finally see how it will all look in the end!
And of course seeing my little Izaac. 


Maternity Clothes? OH YES. I think i would die without these. They are a women best friend.

Sleep? My sciatic nerve and restless legs are kinda really putting a damper on my sleep. So really this is a joke. I dont sleep much anymore. 

Movement? Kinda slowing down. I mean he is still moving but not as much. And when he does its more like rolling around. I love it.

Belly Button Status? Even with belly. Sometime you can see my belly button through my shirt but not every day! 


Missing Anything?
Laying on my belly.
Legs not hurting 24/7
Not being moody all the time.


   
Milestones? 
Making it to 33 weeks.
7 Weeks to go. OR LESS.
Making to my baby showers.


Cravings? Laffy Taffy and cheese bread from maverick.


Weight Gain?  25 Pounds.




On Friday i went in for my 34 week check up.
On Thursday and Friday i had noticed that Izaac wasnt moving as much as he normally does. So when i went to my doctor i made sure to let her know. Right away she checked his little heart beat and it was low. It was down in the low 120's. So she finished up my check up and then had us move to the room next door to do a stress test to make sure Izaac was getting enough oxygen. Lucky this time Logan was with me and i wasnt alone.!
Izaac heart rate was all over the place and i was having small contraction. After an hour my doctor came back in and let us know that everything was looking good. Izaac was getting enough oxygen and my contractions weren't bad.
She told me that i need to do a kick count each hour and make sure he is doing at least 8-10 an hour and if not then i need to come right in.
We talked about my birth plan and what i was wanting to do. She made sure to make me feel confident about what i was choosing for my birth plan. Makes me love her even more.
Izaac is already head down and she had me feel around and you could totally fill his little head. It was so neat to know where he was at and what was always kicking my ribs. I am also measuring at 34 weeks.
After this next appointment i start going to weekly appointments. I never thought i would see this day but we are finally coming to the end. As much as i love to feel Izaac move inside me, i cant wait to hold him in my arms.






Monday, February 3, 2014

Some Days are just HARD.....

Sometimes you just feel like the world is crushing down on you. 
As much as you want to be strong and have a good head on your shoulders it never happens like that.
Going to take a shower just to cry or to scream a little bit is the only way to make you feel a little better. 
Most days i feel like i cant even remember how to smile or even to put a fake smile on my face. I have so many things going on right now in my life i don't know how i make it day to day. I just want to lay in bed and not move.
And a heart to understand them.

But then i look at my adorable son Connor and watch my belly move from my unborn son and know that i have to keep pushing for them. I have to try my hardest to make this life worth wild and worth the crazy ride. Cause in the end these two boys need their mommy more then anything. And if i keep dwelling on the little things i will miss the big things in my kids life's. I dont want to miss out on anything. I want to remember each day, like im re-living it over and over again! These boys are the reason i am who i am. 
Im going to be strong for these two and i know no matter what happens in my life i know that i will always have my boys to be my support. I love you boys more then anything in this whole wide world!!!

I know there will always be trials and hills to get over but i didnt think i would have to deal with 99% of them all at once. But i will deal with them one at a time and get through this without any bruises.... well without any cuts. 

Just a hard day, not a bad day.

Just Cause

Just cause i can post these pictures. 
We were on our way home from Idaho this past weekend and Connor was so tired. Each time i would look back he would be sleeping a little different. I don't know how he sleeps like this but i thought it was adorable! 

I'm so lucky to have such an amazing little son!





Saturday, February 1, 2014

32 Long weeks

What's up with Baby this week? 
32 Weeks.
Week 32 - BabyGaga Pregnancy Calendar

ARE WE DONE YET....

Our little man is weighing in at 3 3/4 pounds
and about 16.7 inches long.
The size of a Large Jicama


In the latest womb reports, your amazing baby has now developed sensitivity to temperature! Which means you’re likely to get a swift kick if you put a hot pad or bag of ice on your ginormous belly. For the Elton John lovers out there - baby’s got blue eyes. Actually, even if you're too young to know who Elton is, all babies have blue eyes at this point. This could easily change after birth (or even between now and labor), but for the time being, blue it is. Thanks to their recently matured lungs and a strengthening immune system, over 90% of babies born in their 32nd week survive! So - go ahead and throw a mini-party right now because it’s pretty much a done deal - you've got a human-bean that's going to make it! That's not to say you actually want your wee womb-squatter to pack their bags and move out now, because they'd still end up in the ICU for a good while, rather than in your arms at home. Babies are best when fully baked!

 By now, your baby weighs 3 3/4 pounds (about the size of a large jicama) and is about 16.7 inches long, taking up a lot of space in your uterus. You're gaining about a pound a week and roughly half of that goes right to your baby. In fact, she'll gain a third to half of her birth weight during the next 7 weeks as she fattens up for survival outside the womb. She now has toenails, fingernails, and real hair (or at least respectable peach fuzz). Her skin is becoming soft and smooth as she plumps up in preparation for birth.



Symptoms?  This week has been pretty bad for me! I cry over nothing and my mood changes with each minutes that passes. I feel bad for Logan and Connor. Everything gets to me, like im sure i sound like a bitch 99% of the time.
 My sciatic nerve is going to be the death of me. It hurts to be on the feet for along period, cause my back will start hurting. At night I'm also getting dang restless leg syndrome..

Can the next 8 weeks go fast!!!


Gender? Handsome little boy!



Excited For?
 Baby showers.
Getting Izaac Room all set up! I cant wait to finally see how it will all look in the end!




Maternity Clothes? OH YES. I think i would die without these. They are a women best friend.

Sleep? Well it been getting better now that i have this bad boy! But with my sciatic nerve and restless legs and having to pee 4 times a night, im not getting as much sleep as i would hope.




Movement? LOTS!!!! He is always moving. I think its pretty funny to watch my belly go crazy! 

Belly Button Status? Even with belly. Sometime you can see my belly button through my shirt but not every day! 

Missing Anything?
Laying on my belly.
Legs not hurting 24/7
Not being moody all the time.


Cant believe the difference. 

 
   
Milestones? 
Making it to 32 weeks.
8 Weeks to go. OR LESS.
Down to the single digits in weeks.
Painting Izaac room



Cravings? Nothing really this week. I have noticed that i'm not hungry all the time like i normal am. 

Weight Gain?  25 Pounds.
I hate thinking of how much i have gained. Everyone says it doesn't look like i have other then my belly but i can tell. It makes me sad cause i know its going to be hard to lose again!!!



Here is a little sneak peak of Izaac Room. 
Connor helped me pick out the colors and helped me paint all day. It was so cute to see how excited  Connor was to help with his brothers room. 
I cannot wait to show more!!