Seriously Thursday already..

I cant believe that it is already Thursday!

Thank goodness its Thursday..

This week went by super fast

and i hope this 4 day weekend goes slow.

Yup 4 day weekend for me!! :)

So now on to Seriously Thursday..

Its been a pretty crazy week. So i got a few good ones. haha

Maybe not good but okay ones

1)Seriously... WE have 5 puppies! I know you all already know that we have puppies but i still cant believe that she went earlier then we thought. SO Today they went in to get their de-claws taken off. Lets just say it was the saddest thing to watch. I felt bad that Mya couldn't even be in the room with them. But it was okay the Dr. said that all the puppies were health and getting fatter. He also said that Mya was looking amazing and that she was a great momma! As of right now we have two girls sold, so that means i still have 1 girls and 2 boys left. Right now i don't want to get rid of any of them.

2)Seriously... I have a dang canker sore on the side of my gums. Its so bad that i cant eat on my right side. Lame. Speaking of mouth i think i have a cavity on my right side. The Canker sore is on the gum where my cavity is. So I'm just hoping its a canker sore not a bad infection or something like that. I hate that i cant eat right, i look like a horse eating hay haha. :)

3)Seriously... Tomorrow is JULY 1. Guess what that means 19 days till my 20 birthday. July 19th ill be 20. Its kinda a bitter sweet thing for me. I wont be a teen anymore. haha Stupid i know buts come on its kinda weird to think my teen years are totally done with. No more will i be a teenager. Ill be in the 20 group. I'm pretty excited about that, everyone says their 20 were there favorite years. I'm looking forward to it. Ill stop being a boob.

4)Seriously... I leave for park City tomorrow.. I'm so excited to leave. On top of that i have Friday and Monday off so 4 day weekend for me and on top of that its 4th of JULY weekend.... Yay. I look forward to this time of the year ALLL year.. I'm going up with Logan family, but my family is coming up for one night to watch fireworks and have dinner with us. Park City means shopping, food, laugh, fun, and family time.. I'll make sure to take tons of picture. You know i always do.

5)Seriously... Speaking of 4th of July. Its is Seriously my favorite holiday of all times.! I love that it is right in the middle of Summer, i love the BBQ, the Swimming, the fireworks, the family time, the cute parade, I just love the 4th! Ya i think I'm just a tiny bit excited.

6)Seriously... I have lots of things to do by tomorrow.. The three things i really should had done like yesterday, i still don't have done. I'm just glad i have tomorrow off. I still need to wash clothes, pack clothes, and go food shopping.. If you all know me i stress out about packing. I always think i forgot something that i really need. I pack more then i really should. Logan always has to be right there to clam me down.. Haha Also i hate food shopping, like packing i get more then i need to. Oh well I'm going to be mighty Mom tomorrow and get everything done by.... uh 2. I guess waking up early is a must.

7)Seriously... MY SISTER came last night!!!! It is the best thing to see them again! Its been so long. 6 month is just to long. Connor was really excited to see them. He talks about Alyssa, Aidan, and Torie alll the time. The kids also go along great not one fight...till today. ;) Alyssa has been all over me, that's a big change, normally she is all over Breanna, but maybe its cause she has been with Breanna for the last month.. BUT Ill keep saying that I'm her favorite aunt!

8)Seriously... I'm so tired for my work. I'm been looking and looking and looking for a new job but nothing has came to me! The good job will come sooner or later, but I'm hoping sooner. I guess we will see. I'm just so tired of the people i work with, its just seems like i cant do anything right for them. Oh well maybe Logan will get the best job and i wont have to work anymore. Not like that's going to happened, i love being able to get away from my crazy life, for a few hours.. ( That sounded bad.)

9)Seriously... In this book we printed at work, there was these free coupons for, One Free Baby Carrier, and One Free Nursing Cover. A value up to $150.00. So even if I'm not having a baby for a few years. It would be nice to have them when i do have a baby! So guess what I'm going to get both of them! :)

Well that's my Seriously for the week!

Hope you all have the best and safe 4th of July weekend!

Cant wait to read what you all did!

Let it out Wednesday.

Might get a little rude here. Oh well I need to

On one of the blogs thats i follow she started this new thing to LET IT OUT...

Bitching anonymous.

I thought hell ya i can do this. I always want to let it out so people wont know who im talking about. lol

And on top of it, it give me something more to blog about. :)

Join me.

Anonymous#1- I know I'm not the smartest person in the world, but stop telling me how stupid i am. Im human and i make mistakes. Get over it and if you don't like it, don't talk to me! Plan and simple

Anonymous#2- Its called Sunscreen.. I got burnt twice as bad as you did and i don't cry.. ALLLLL DAY LONG.

Anonymous#3.. She is never coming back to you. She left you for reason and your never going to know why she left. So move on with life and get over it. She is happy where her life is now. So move one.

Anonymous#4- Im tried of you talking to me about the same thing over and over again. I love that you can talk to me, but really i dont like the same thing over... She isn't coming back in our lives so come on, its time to talk about something else.!

Facebook Friend- Im ready to delete you from facebook cause all i you want is for people to feel sorry for you.

Person at Walmart- Brush your teeth, take a bath and please wear a bra. Thats not so hard. Thank you.

Male- Your dog is so far up your A$$ that you let the dog have the couch over your own wife and kids. Dogs are meant for the floor not human. He doesn't need the world in his paw. Come on now..

Wow thats felt really good. Haha

You must do i.

Makes me put a smile on my face..

:)

5 Puppies later..

So Sunday My dad took Connor and Myself to the Races out at Miller motor sport park.

It was a BLAST. I have never been out there to watch any of the races but i was so glad i did. My dad and Connor were so excited to watch them we couldn't get there fast enough. Lol True story. They cars got so huge air and there was one that rolled right in front of us. Pretty crazy bit it was really cool to watch. It was neat to see how excited my Dad and Connor were the whole 2 hours i was there. The reason i was only there for 3 hours is cause....

GO TO A LITTLE BIT DOWN MORE

I ♥ these two soo much

Connor had to get a picture with the race car. :)

He loved it

Ready for it

Ready.....

MY BABY HAD BABIES!!!!!!

This is Mya her last night of being pregnant..

Huge right..

Her belly is touching the floor.

So because of how big Mya was the last 3 or so weeks she has been sleeping upstairs with my parents cause she cant walk down the stairs anymore. (I remember that feeling)

So anyways, Saturday night she couldn't sleep for crap, My dad had to keep getting her from out of the under the bed, ( 1 sign of labor, nesting) the next morning she was really attached to me and wouldn't leave my side not even for me to go to the bathroom ( 2 sign of labor, Staying close to you owner), She starting shacking like she was cold or something ( 3 sign of labor), and after that she didn't want anyone to touch her, ( 4 sign of labor). SO after that we thought okay she is going into labor so we got her bed ready, got blanket, water, cloths, just about everything so she knew that's where she was going to have the pups. We thought okay she is in labor and might have the puppies either tonight or tomorrow morning, you know how labor goes.. WELL we were wrong.

I left to go to the races at 12:00 and she had the first puppy at 1:50...

SOO glad my mom was there to help us..

My mom called me and said we are having puppies!! I freaked cause that's my baby and I'm not there with her. (Call me crazy) My mom told me just stay with your dad and son, and if i need you ill call you.. So ever 5 min i was call or texting my mom to make sure Mya was okay and make sure the pup was okay. At 2:30 my mom called and said Chelb you need to get home Mya wont listen to me. But this time she has already had a total of 3. So I left my dad and Connor to watch the rest of the races. I got home pretty fast. ;) When i got to the room where Mya was she like crawled to me and Cried... She was in pain and ready to have the 4th one. I was a baby and cried cause i knew i couldn't help her, other then being there and petting her. After i got there she was pretty clam. The next thing i knew she was pushing and here was a puppies little heading coming out. (TMI i know sorry.) It was neat to see a puppy being born. Crazy to see Mya clean off the baby. After the 4th one was born we thought she was done.. Cause the vet told us she was going to have 4.

We were wrong again.

The 5th one came out at 3:30 and with ease.. It was like she didn't even push really. I didn't think that she was going to have the many puppies but i looked at how big she was and i can now see how she could fit all them in she belly. Cause she was HUGE.

So we now have 3 little girls and 2 little boys. All perfectly healthy and getting bigger.. Mya is doing great and being such a good mommy! I cant get enough of them, they are so damn cute! I cant wait till they are older and i can cuddle and hold them.. :)

Connor is totally in love with them. Each morning the first thing he will say is Mommy can i see Mya puppies and make sure they are okay.. I caught him picking in the door just to look at them. It was so cute..

Also Diesel had to meet his nieces and nephews. He is like a daddy and wont leave the door. He is like Connor and will take a little look every now and then. So cute!!

I'm IN ♥ with these puppies!

June25 ♥

Saturday was Mindy and TJ Wedding. Ive known Mindy for about 9 years i work with her mom and we used to play on the same softball team. But anyways They are so cute together when Mindy was going to say I DO, she said oooohhhhhh YYEEESSSSSS... That's totally Mindy. I loved it.

I got this awesome shot of they shoving the cake in each others mouths.

Mindy totally won that one, it was pretty funny..

Lilly, Me and Alaura.

This little girls are the sweetest things ever!

My wonderful family of mine.. ♥

They are the 3 best friends that anyone could have!

All my lovely girls that i work with.

Casey and I were bound and determined to get the bouquet, Casey swears to it but she pushed me out of the way to get its. So she gave me a little flower. So i guess that means we both got the bouquet, which means we are next to get married.. Haha Yea right.. :)

So after the wedding, we heading over to the swimming pool for Lillian 10th birthday party. Connor was IN love being outside and swimming all day long. But stupid me i forgot to put sunscreen on and i burnt like a lobster. Well more my legs and chest, but my legs have never seen sun this summer so i guess ill get my tan on finally.. ;)

Connor was digging the slide we rode it

uh 15 times or more i lost track.

But he loved it and is already asking to go back all summer long..

Don't mind my crazy face

Once again my wonderful family.. And my boobies crack lol Sorry.

After swimming Logan took me to a movie, Bad teacher = BAD MOVIE.

I wouldn't go see it if i was you. :)

When we picked Connor up from Barbs he was already passed out.

So i had to sneak a sleeping picture. Adorable right.

It was a prefect way to spend a Saturday!

♥

You will always be my baby

Yesterday i was reading two of my good friends blog, and they have been blogging about how their little ones aren't little ones anymore. I went home and thought about it all night, all night. I was thinking about all the times when Connor was just a baby and how much i miss that. I sat on the computer all day today looking at all the picture i took of him while he was little. I cant believe in just a matter of 3 years how much things can change, how much my baby could change. My little boy isn't a baby anymore.

That was hard to swallow.

I miss sitting on the couch holding him while he slept in my arms, i miss the little coos when he would see me after he woke up.

Now i have this crazy little boy who i have to beg to get one little kiss from him, I have to ask him 20 times to answer my question. I have this little boy growing up before my eyes.

Its makes me so sad.

I miss giving him baths in the kitchen sink,

I miss his little hand always holding on to my finger,

I miss those smiles without any teeth.

I miss changing his little bum and feeding him while his eyes rolled back in his head..

I miss that

Now i have a crazy little 3 year old who doesn't listen to a word i say. lol I have this little independent boy who wants to do things his way or the highway. I have this little boy who wants to beat you up and wrestle you all night.

I love this.

I miss him being my baby, my tiny little baby who i could hold and cuddle anytime of the day.

I miss being able to sleep with him in my arms at night.

I miss feeling him kick inside my belly.

I miss the sweet little giggles at night while he was dreaming.

Oh how i miss him being a baby..

I have this wonderful big boy who is getting ready to start pre school, i have this big boy who wants to do everything on his own. I get mad, upset, my limits push, i cry, i need my break. But you know what i would do it a million times more, just to always have my baby. I miss so much of the time when he was just tiny. But i love the age he is at now (most of the time) i love being able to ruff house with him, i love hearing him say "I love you mommy", I love the bear hugs i get, the kisses on the cheek, I love being a mommy to this crazy, independent, wild BIG boy. I wouldn't trade it for the world, not one minute.

No matter how big he gets he will ALWAYS be my baby.. :)

My beautiful monkey. You are amazing. You fill each day with something new, giving me a reason to get through another day. The love I always ever wanted is standing right in front of my face in this perfect little body. You make it easy for me to sleep at night even when you are not with me. I feel your arms around my neck and your little voice saying "I love you." You make everything in the world that is bad feel like its peaceful. Every time I look at you, you make me want to cry tears of joy. I get the most excited when I see you achieve something and watching you grow. You have this smile that lights the universe. You have the best personality. You are such a joker, which makes harsh days become good ones. I am so grateful to have you in my life. You are the light in my heart. Thank you for picking me to be your mom!! I wouldn't have picked anyone else but you! I love you always and forever

Seriously...

Yup I'm doing it again..

Cause I'm bomb like that.. Haha Yea right.

I'm doing all picture this time too.

Your just get sick of me doing pictures all the time.

Anyways you guys should do it. :)

Seriously.... Can you believe that it is almost July 4th. Where did that come from. You know what thats means. PARK CITY! I look forward to this time of the years all year long. Its is always a blast going up there. This year will be just a little different. Megan wont be there, Chad and Megan broke up about 4 months ago, after they were together for 7 years. Thats crazy to me. Even if Megan wont be there, i know it will still be a lot of fun.

Seriously.... I get to see these cute kiddo this next week, oh and my two sisters. Im so excited to see them. Its been way to long and i miss them so much. I always feel the longer they are away i think they wont know who i am. Alyssa knows who we are but im scared that little Aidan wont know who I am. He is 2 and i think we have seen him 4 times maybe 5. He dosent know us as much as Alyssa dose. I guess we will see. Im SO excited.

Seriously.... Ames, Poor Ames. If anyone else watches The Bachelorrette you should know what im talking about. I felt so bad for him. At first i thought he was kinda weird with that smile, but after this episode i felt so bad and started liking him more. Lame i know i thinks is cause i felt sorry for him.. OH and by the way who is tired of Ashley talking and crying over Bentley.. Come on girl GET OVER him and finally know that the guys STILL there are, there for the right reasons..

Seriously.... I love this man with everything i have dont get me wrong. But my gosh he can drive me NUTS. You know its true love when they drive you crazy. Haha love you babe :)

Seriously.... Im sure you are all tired of hearing this, But still to this day we haven't found our Miss Cali May. I still look for her every time im driving, i miss her. Im still going to believe that she will come home one day. I know deep down she isn't dead, I know someone has her. One day she will come back.. I love you miss Cali and i miss you more then anything.

Seriously.... Who watches Pretty Little Liars... All i have to say is Seriously....

Seriously.... It was my Momma birthday yesterday!!! Happy Birthday Momma I love you so much and thank you for everything you do for me.

The 4 of us

I love hanging out with my brother and sister in law. Its seems over the last few years we have gotten a lot closer.. Im not his baby sister anymore im his best friend and we can talk about everything and do anything together. So im really happy that the 4 of us got to get away for a little bit and just hang out. While they were here we thought it would be a lot of fun to go 4 wheeling up the canyon and take them to see the Copper pit.. BUT there are still snow that was as tall as my brother. We we just hung out in the middle and took some pictures. Its was just beautiful up there. I could of stayed alll day!!!

We had to make fun of Bebe cause this was the 4 wheeler that she fell off of.

My best friends!!!!

Remind Me..

Yea right now Logan and i are going through a hard time and im going to leave it at that.

But things will work out for the better and only time will till what is going to go on.

[Brad] We didn't care if people stared We'd make out in a crowd somewhere
Somebody'd tell us to get a room
It's hard to believe that was me and you
Now we keep saying that we're ok
But I don't want to settle for good not great
I miss the way that it felt back then I wanna feel that way again

Been so long that you'd forget the way I used to kiss your neck
[Carrie] Remind me, remind me
So on fire so in love. Way back when we couldn't get enough
[Carrie] Remind me, remind me

[Carrie] Remember the airport dropping me off
We were kissing goodbye and we couldn't stop
[Brad] I felt bad cause you missed your flight
[Carrie and Brad] But that meant we had one more night

[Carrie] Do you remember how it used to be
we'd turn out the lights and didn't just sleep
[Brad] Remind me Remind me
Baby remind me
[Carrie] Oh so on fire so in love
that look in your eyes that I miss so much
[Brad] Remind me, baby remind me

[Brad] I wanna feel that way
[Carrie] Yeah I wanna hold you close
[Brad and Carrie] Oh If you still love me
Don't just assume I know

[Carrie] Do you remember the way it felt?
[Brad] You mean back when we couldn't control ourselves
[Carrie] Remind me, remind me
[Brad] Yeah remind me
[Carrie] All those things that you used to do
That made me fall in love with you
Remind me. Oh Baby Remind Me

[Brad] Yeah you'd wake up in my old t-shirt
All those mornings I was late for work
Remind me

[Brad and Carrie] Oh baby remind me

[Carrie] Oh, baby remind me, remind me
[Brad] Yeah, you'd wake up in my old t-shirt
Baby, remind me



[Brad] We didn't care if people stared
We'd make out in a crowd somewhere
Somebody'd tell us to get a room
It's hard to believe that was me and you
Now we keep saying that we're ok
But I don't want to settle for good not great
I miss the way that it felt back then I wanna feel that way again

Been so long that you'd forget the way I used to kiss your neck
[Carrie] Remind me, remind me
So on fire so in love. Way back when we couldn't get enough
[Carrie] Remind me, remind me

[Carrie] Remember the airport dropping me off
We were kissing goodbye and we couldn't stop
[Brad] I felt bad cause you missed your flight
[Carrie and Brad] But that meant we had one more night

[Carrie] Do you remember how it used to be
we'd turn out the lights and didn't just sleep
[Brad] Remind me Remind me
Baby remind me
[Carrie] Oh so on fire so in love
that look in your eyes that I miss so much
[Brad] Remind me, baby remind me

[Brad] I wanna feel that way
[Carrie] Yeah I wanna hold you close
[Brad and Carrie] Oh If you still love me
Don't just assume I know

[Carrie] Do you remember the way it felt?
[Brad] You mean back when we couldn't control ourselves
[Carrie] Remind me, remind me
[Brad] Yeah remind me
[Carrie] All those things that you used to do
That made me fall in love with you
Remind me. Oh Baby Remind Me

[Brad] Yeah you'd wake up in my old t-shirt
All those mornings I was late for work
Remind me

[Brad and Carrie] Oh baby remind me

[Carrie] Oh, baby remind me, remind me
[Brad] Yeah, you'd wake up in my old t-shirt
Baby, remind me

Patience...i need that.

I'm going to vent a little here.

Its been the last few weeks that Connor has been in the horrible 3 stage.

When i say horrible stage i mean its where i need to walk away and cry cause i get so upset that he doesn't listen at all.

He is a great kid a really great kid, but he just knows how to push my button just at the right time for me to lose it. I don't want to sound like a bad mom cause i lose my patience So fast and so easy.

He throws these little fits where he is kicking and screaming when he dosent get his way, and when i get after him saying that he didnt need to act like that at all, and i explain why he didnt get his way. But when he finds out why he didnt get his way he freaks out again and i have to put him in bed till he calms down.

There are days that he is the best little kid in this whold world and then there are days that he his in the horriable stage. I just dont know how to handle it anymore. Somedays i just want to throw my hands in the air and let him do whatever he wants to, but i know i cant do that cause he will be a bigger butt then he already is, but i come to that point. I just really hope that i can get more patience and be more hard with him.

I know that he is 3 and will be like this just so he knows how far he can go before i lose my mind. But right now im loseing my mind and i dont know what to do anymore.

I need a little help to all the mommys out there. When your kids go through this stage what helped you.. Yes i know i need to get more patience but what do you do to get that.. Ugh...

SUNSHINE AWARD

My wonderful friend Kendyl at

http://andrewkendylandrykerballard.blogspot.com/ awarded me the Sunshine award.. Thank you!! I didn't think much people even read my blog, i was thinking about deleting it but im glad someone reads it! Thanks Kendyl. :)

The rules of this award are..

1- Thank the person who gave you the award and link back to them.

2- Tell us something about yourself.

3- Nominate 5 other bloggers

4- Let them know you awarded them

I'm a mom of a wonderful 3 year old little boy who i love more then anything.

I still live at home and DYING to get a place of my own

I shop till i drop. True story

Im in a great relationship with Logan

My family means the world to me..

Now on to who i award.. This is hard cause i love soo many. :)

1) Melissa Warner @ http://melandjason.blogspot.com/..

I love reading her blog, she is crafty and so creative. Her little girls are just the sweetest things i have ever seen.

2) Taylor Lambson @ http://taylorlambson.blogspot.com/

Her blog i love cause she is so opened about things and tells it like it is.. Her and i have gone through the same thing when we were pregnant. I just love reading how little Ev is doing.

3) Jaquie Petroff @ http://dropdeadj.blogspot.com/

She is always so positive about everything! I look up to her! She is very crafty and always looking to make the best out of everything. Her kids are the cutest things and i love reading the funny little things Jackson says.

4) Lori Lawrence @ http://lawrencesandwich.blogspot.com/

Her blog is so fun to read, I love seen the things that she dose with her 3 boys. She is always making the days fun and so joyful! Her family is adorable!

5) Kendyl @ http://andrewkendylandrykerballard.blogspot.com/..

She is so crafty and always doing cute and fun new things. She is always doing better for her family and making everyone feel loved. She is always posting things about her son and i think to myself my son is doing the SAME things. :)

Well Thanks for awarding me Kendyl!

and thanks for reading my crazy blog..

Seriously...

1) Seriously... My mom is so nice, Im working late and she is bring me over dinner. Yup i think my mom is the best. :)

2)Seriously... My brother is coming down for Father's day this weekend, Im so excited to see him, and of course Austin and Lester.

3)Seriously... Speaking of my brother, I sent him a text on Monday asking if he and Lester wanted to have a double date and go 4 wheeling. Well when i texted him my phone started acting stupid and put 5 wheeleing instead of 4 wheeling. So now my brother wont let me live it down. It will always be called 5 wheeling now. :) hahah

4)Seriously... I'm so happy that it is finally nice outside, Connor and i spend every minute of every day out side.. And we both love it. We love that we can go for walks at 9 and it still be warm.

5)Seriously... My sister in law has a cousin that is 7 months pregnant and just found out that her little girl wont make it. Something is wrong with her spine and isn't letting the brain develop and she has no skull. It breaks my heart everytime i think about it. I feel for her, but now she has to make a decision, if she wants to carrier her little girl till her due date or have her now. The doctors told her, the baby will be alive till the cut the umbilical cord. Never in my life i want to make the decision. I just cant believe what they are going through.. My pray are with her and her family!!!

6)Seriously...My mom's birthday is NEXT Wednesday and guess what i have NO clue what i should get her... Im lost on what she wants. Any ideas???

7)Seriously... I have the cutest son in the world, Every morning he wakes up and yells Mommy i didn't pee the bed!!! He is so proud when he doesnt. I think mommy is more proud! :)

8)Seriously... I still cant believe my wonderful couponing trip. I cant wait to go for the nest one.

DAM!

I was on of the crazy ones to go up to the dam.. Really its wasn't to crazy like everyone was talking about.. Its pretty high but not as bad as i was thinking..

So Tuesday Connor, Mya and myself went for a drive and ended up at the dam. It was such a nice day to get out and watch those two run around. There wasn't many people at all so that was a plus. I was really wanting to see the over full and see how bad its was going over so i took a few pictures. The first one is so Beautiful.

Connor was really wanting to throw the rocks into the dam, So i had to make sure we were pretty far from the fisher, so we went to the end and threw rocks. Poor Mya is pregnant and was dying of heat, I'm not a very good momma. I didn't even think of it. So we ended up leave earlier then i thought. But i think Connor had a blast, he keeps asking when we are going next. Telling me thanks mom for having a fun day with me..

These little moment with Connor are my favorite.

Love you monkey.

Wish Connor eyes were open

Laughing face... How could you not love this face!!!

My world