WHAT A DAY!!

Okay so today was the WORST,IT WAS HORRIBLE, it was just not a good day at all..

First:

Alllll day yesterday i had the worst headache every i mean from the time i woke up till ummm.... i still have it. Soo it such i should of known that it was going to make my next day bad.

Second:

Diesel.. He doesn't have a mean bone in is body. He is very lovable. BUT today he was just not in the mood. I was in the bedroom while the kids were in the other room playing, with Dis. Didn't think anything of it. Net all i heard was a bark and Connor starting crying.. OH NO is all i could think. I ran in there and all i saw was blood. Great.. well i ran Con in the bathroom to get him all cleaned up and it was just a bloody nose and a little mark. But i was PISSED I knew Diesel did it cause Connor would say "Diesel is mean, and Diesel hit me!" I asked him what happened and he wouldn't tell me. All he would say is that he wanted to give Diesel a kiss.. Ugh Not a good thing. Ya it was only a bloody nose but what if it was more. I don't want to worry about him with Diesel all the time so i dint know what i should do. I cant stand him right now.

Third: Pictures

About a month ago Logan and I thought it would be a great idea to get a hard drive for all our pictures. I'm always worried that our computer will crash and I'll lost everything! So great idea right??? NOT Today i get on the computer to make a new collage for my blog. I was looking and NO pictures.... ummm ( I'm pretty stupid when it comes to computers and everything) So i call Logan in and say "Hey how do you work this thing so i can see all our pictures..?" Logan looks, and looks, and looks, i see his face kinda all worried. He looks at me and says.. "Babe all our pictures are gone." WHAT!!!!!! I grabbed the computer and was looking. He was right there wasn't One picture on there, not one. Everyone that knows me knows that i LOVE taken picture and picture are like my life, i love to capture everything.. So guess what? I have no picture from the time Connor was born till now! I've lost EVERYTHING!! It really didn't bug me that i lost other picture but the thing that hurts the most is i have no picture of Connor. The whole 3 years of his life are GONE. Just GONE. So i cried, and cried, and cried. (I'm a baby i know)

Forth: Fighting

I was so upset at that damn hard drive, that i kinda took it out on Logan. I was yelling cause i just wanted to put all our picture on a CD, but Logan thought it was better to put on the hard drive. Not a good idea to yell when it wasn't his fault. So we got in a fight and i ran to the bedroom to just be alone. Logan Left the house without saying goodbye all he said was our stupid dogs were out and he couldn't find them, which got me more pissed. I never leave someone without saying bye and I love you. So i called him yelling cause he didn't say anything to me. Bad choice.

Fifth: Loss dogs

So when Logan Left for work all he said was the dogs are out. Great now i have to go running to look for these dumb dogs..I just yelled and screamed to see if they would come back. Finally they came back through the fence. Damn dogs. lol

Sixth: Mess of a room

I swear two 3 year old can make the WORST mess ever in just a matter of 2 seconds. No joke. i went to the room and every single toy is out, puzzles, fake food, trucks, baby dolls, everything and i mean everything. Its sooo hard to get these two to even try to clean up. They get so side tracked so fast. So I'm trying so hard to get them to help, haha not even working. So i get to clean every thing up. ( not a big deal) but I'm just trying to have them help a little..

Seventh: Kids fighting

Ugh these two fight like brother and sister i swear. Enough said.

Eighth: Late

We got Gracie to dance LATE. Way to go me! On top of that i was 15 minutes late to work.

Ninth: House

So Logan and I have been looking for a long time to get our own place. Its so much harder then i thought. We find a place we love and then look at the price and about die. I swear nothing around here is cheap. I mean I'm almost 20 and still live with my mom. That's not a bad thing at all but i just hate that I'm not on my own. I have a family, i real family and I'm still at home. Ugh. Why cant things just been cheap and easy you know? Boooo on money

I'm just totally done with today it just seem like its one thing after another. I was sooo ready to get to work. I don't think anything worst can happen to me know. (knock on wood) It seems like all i have been doing today was either yelling or crying. I swear i have cried so much today, cried in Logan room, cried talking to Barb, cried driving to work, cry cry cry all day... I just hate days like today, I hate when Connor sees me cry or sees me mad, it just breaks my heart. So lets hope tomorrow is a better day.. PLEASE let tomorrow be a better day!!!!!!

Sorry for the upset post, but i need to let it all out!