New Year's Hope

I know that each yeah i try to write one of these. And each year i don't always go though with them..

So I'm not making any resolutions....Ill just write things down that i would LIKE to do. No promises just hope. :)


- I hope i can lose weight before the BIG day. 7 months to lose 25 pounds isn't very long. I need to get my big ol bum in gear1 Like Yesterday. Who is going to help me make this goal?????

-Spend more time with Logan and I. With the wedding coming up i think this is when we need to be more US. I want that one on one time.

-Making this wedding planning amazing! I hear it can and will be NUTS at times but this year is the time i want to remember as the best year of my life!!

-Don't sweat the small stuff. I have trouble with this. I'm always worrying about everything. So No more sweating the small stuff.

-Work on my depression... I went to the doctor yesterday thinking i was depressed. Well come to find out... I am. I also found out a few other things that are wrong with me, but it will get better in time. So i have to work on my health. This is the number 1 thing i have to work on. I have been in my darkest place and I'm ready to get out of it. Saying that was step 1..

-Enjoy work more. Work has been so stressful. I'm hoping this year will be less stressful and we can move on from the past.

- More time with Connor. The last year i feel like i haven't been the best mom to Connor. I need to make time to go up stairs and play with him and his toys. I need to get dressed up in his hulk and run around like there isn't a care in the world.

-Money. With just getting a house, and a wedding coming up, we need to work on the money.

-Make time for ME...I need to get out of the house more, hang out with friends, do things for myself, and just get back to the old me.

-Get my house to a HOME. I cant wait to get everything up and looking like our house. I have so many ideas and I'm dying to do them.

- Smile more

-Get pregnant...AFTER the wedding of Course


I'm ready to make 2013 MY YEAR. I cant wait to see what it holds for us. :-)