Missing my boys

So I'm here in California with my wonderful sister.

I'm really having a hard time being away from Connor on the 4th. Today just wont be the same. Normally we are up in Park City and having the time of our life. Well Logan and Connor are up there, and here i am upset that I'm not there. Don't get me wrong i love that I'm here with my sister. But its nothing like being with my little family on the 4th. Its a every year thing that we do. I miss it, i miss staying on the top floor bedroom, and swimming and going to the Alpine slide, and just walking around with my amazing boys. I know my boys are having such a good time. Its a boys vacation!!

So this 4th will be totally different. I'm doing nothing but writing on my blog. We are just waiting for this little girl to be born. Nothing yet. We have tired walking, spicy food, pineapple, curb walking, just all the crazy things to start this baby to come. And nothing.... She is just wanting to stay in there..
I'm ready to hold that little girl. I cant wait..

 

Ive been really having a hard time. I'm pretty hurt about these comment Ive been getting from someone.

They have been talking about how Ive lost weight, but then they make these little comments about how i was fat and not able to do anything. Yes i have lost weight, but i was always able to do everything. I'm sorry but i never thought i was way big. I guess i was in other peoples eyes.

I have always budding heads with this person and we have never gotten along. NEVER.

Then he says a comment how i raise Connor. HOW DARE you bring up how i raise my son. Yes we are a little strict with how we are with him. I don't let him get away with things that he shouldn't be doing. I tell him no when he is doing something bad, i put him in the corner when he did do something bad. We have him go to bed by 9:30 no later. HE cant be mean to other kids, He has to say please and thank you. Normal stuff. Well that's what i thought.

When I'm with his kids. They are hitting, biting, punching, slapping, kicking, yelling, just everything. They don't have a bedtime, and when they do something wrong they blame it on Connor. Okay yea I'm doing the same thing he is doing to me. And i know everyone raises their kids different. But NEVER tell me how to raise my son, NEVER tell me that I'm raising him the wrong way, just NEVER bring shit up like that. Its only been three days and I'm so ready to just be away from him. We have never gotten along and we will NEVER get along. I truly dislike him so much.

I MISS MY  BOYS SO BAD!!!!!