Im just weak

I have had my ups

and i have had many downs.

 Its hard. All i want is my daddy to be home. I know that i will have my dad soon and everything will be back to normal but i just want him home now, or just really soon. I feel so over welled, stressed out, and just sad. I have my times where i just cant be strong anymore, but i never let my dad see that. I have to be strong for him and for my family. But there is times where i just break down into Logan arms and just cry for hours. We have been through so much in the last two weeks. And we still have a long way to go! But it will be worth it in the end. I still have my dad with me and that's all the matters. I hate seeing him in pain or worried. It breaks my heart to see him like that.

I just don't know how to feel anymore, i try so hard to be strong. But it doesn't always happen.

I just want my dad!