Dierks Bentley

Over the weekend Mike, Celest, and baby Austin came down to spend the weekend with us.

Out at Miller sport park they had a big Concert going on. Mikes favorite band was playing plus two others. So we HAD to go to it. Its was a lot of fun. The only down fall is that is was DOWN POURING the hole night. Not just a little rain, it was BAD. All night it was raining, but we stuck it out and had a blast. The concert was great and we were able to get really close and see great! But i was happy to get home to my nice warm bed. :)

Here are two pictures of Dierks Bentley

Monday They were getting ready to leave. Connor was talking and playing with Austin and we looked over and Austin was giving Connor the biggest kisses ever!!!! I think Austin loves Connor, isn't that just the sweetest thing ever.

They are already BEST FRIENDS!!

Holly's Wedding

I always have to blog when i go to Idaho. But this trip my Cousin was getting married. It was such a pretty wedding and she looked amazing. While we were there we just hang out and of course i had to take some picture while i was there. The weekend before i went and got Connor and Austin matching outfit, and they looked so dang cute in them. Connor is now totally in love with Austin, i cant wait to see how they are when Austin is a little older.

My cousin and her dad danced to the same song Me and my daddy will when i get married. So my dad asked me to dance. It was sweet, he sure knows how to make me smile. :)

My beautiful cousin Holly..

We are only a week apart and were soo close when i lived in Idaho. Im so happy that we are starting to re-connect

Had to leave you with this cute picture. Connor was telling Austin a story and Austin is just taking it all in.

Smore

Im really hoping for summer to come SOON. We are are trying to give mother nature a hint every now and then. Haha. We we thought starting up a fire and roasting Smore, would maybe be a good hint. So here are some picture of that night...

The kids were really excited to stay up way past there bed times to do this. haha. Connor sure loves his cousins.

OK this picture makes me laugh so hard everytime. Diesel and Duke wouldn't leave my side so Logan went to take a picture and this is how it turned out. Hahaha Diesel cracks me up, its like he is smiling.

Connor just loved getting it on fire.

Its was such a fun night for the kids. I really think they had fun.. Now Summer please come a little faster..

Bebe 15th

I know this is SOOOO over due, but its better late then never right.

So Breanna this year turned 15, he birthday was on a Monday and Logan had to work late that night so Logan wanted to give OUR gift to her on Sunday so he could see he open it.

Logan thought it would be funny to get her with silly string.. Its was all fun until Connor got freaked out.

He cried cause it was all over him. I guess he didn't like that it stuck to him, its was pretty funny. :)

Bebe LOVES Cookie monster, while we were out in Salt Lake we found the PERFECT shoes...

And of course we had to get Justin Bieber movie.

Then on her real birthday Connor was able to give her what he had made her..

He also picked out the card. I just added a 1 off to the side of it haha.

He painted a cute little photo box for her. On the top of it was Connor little hand.. He was so proud of it.

Then the wonderful sister i am, i took her driving in my NEW car. Haha.

Lets just say i was scared out of my mind.

And of course we had to give her some birthday spankings.. Connor favorite part..

Hope you had a GREAT birthday Bebe!!! I love you so much! :)

Sickness

So the past 3 weeks i have been sicker then a dang dog..

I had Strep throat for about a week. That's sucked cause not once in my life i have had that. Just let me tell you i would rather have that then these other sickness any day! It was the worst thing ever but i still felt like crap.

Then....

Last Monday i woke up and thought i was getting a lovely UTI, so i just went on with my days and was going pee every 3 minutes. I thought i had JUST this till Thursday then i got a HUGE pain in my back. (When i stay at Logan we have to sleep on an air matters) so i didn't think much of it till it got worst, and worst, and worst. Its got so bad that Saturday night i was up with fever, chills, and i about puked.. Great huh

My mom and i were thinking what it could be. all my sign were..... kidney stones, even better now i have to pass a BIG stones out of my who ha.. I wasn't so happy about that.. I didn't want to go to the doctor cause stupid me don't have insurance , Connor dose but once i turned 18 i got off my parent, then we find out that i can be on there till I'm 26 but cant be put back one till OCTOBER..... nice what is that going to do for me.... Yup NOTING at all.

Long story short. My mom took me to the doctor and told me that i have.........

KIDNEY INFECTION

AND

BLADDER INFECTION

The doctor gave me a shot in the ass, then gave me medicine and said if it got any worst to go RIGHT to the E.R.

Then i wake up yesterday and see that i have like a billion fever blister.. not even joking. My mom says its the infection coming out. I hate then

Lets just say I hate my life soo much right now. I swear that anything is better then feeling this. It was just as or even worst then my back labor with Connor. I would rather go through 5 labors then have this again. It is the worst..

I've lived on toast and water all week. Thanks to this I've lost 10 pounds. haha Not healthy i know..

On the plus side i think it finally going away. Today i haven't felt like sleeping all day and being away from every single person, and I'm at working thinking if i should have some of those chips sitting right there...

So PLEASE PLEASE be over its gone one for Three week and I'm so ready to feel normal again. I just want to feel normal... Please..

The New American Idol!!

SCOTTY WON!!!!!

was its just me or were all you guys just excited as me???

I was soooo happy.

Look how excited he was.

Oh and who else saw the KISS that Lauren gave Scotty after he won, and then Scotty was giving her a hug and said I LOVE YOU BABY.. yup i think they are a thing... don't you?? Who care they are dang cute together!

Anyways when they were going the tributes to all the judges i was laughing so hard when they did it for Steven Tyler.. F**K a duck and see what Hatches. hahaha Oh boy. I just Hope we have these three judges next year. I LOVE THEM!!!!

OKAY so I'm going to leave you with my new favorite song!!!

and of course my new favorite country singer SCOTTY McCREERY

I LOVE YOU THINS BIG

This is like the perfect song. i love it. :)

Sorry for going on and on about Scotty but can you blame me i mean come on. Haha :)

I'm the lucky one

It's so true. ME, I, I'm the lucky one.

Connor has been the biggest blessing in my whole life. Yea i was 15 when i got pregnant, i was scared out of my mind when i found out. I just knew i would be a disappointment to my family and they would just hate me for the whole thing. I was wrong, completely wrong. My family opened their arm even more when i was pregnant, not one of them put me down in the dumps over this. I was lucky. I count my blessing everyday for the people who are in my life RIGHT now.

Travis left me when i was 7 months pregnant, he left me when i needed him the most, he left me when my whole family found out, he left me when i was going thought the hardest time of my life. HE LEFT ME. Still to this day I'm not 100% sure why he did. I have lots of different thoughts. Maybe its cause he wasn't ready to be a dad, maybe he really was trying to best to be a better dad, maybe it was cause i didn't tell our family till i was 7 month pregnant, maybe its was cause we were having a boy, tons of thought ran through my mind i was lost and alone. I hated him for just leaving me like that.

How could someone just leave the girl that was holding his child, how could someone. I know I'll never understand why this all happened like it did, I'll never understand why CONNOR and I weren't good enough for him. But you know what I'm so glad it happened like it did, cause i wouldn't be the

person i am today if he didn't leave me. I wouldn't be a strong mom if he was here, i wouldn't be independent, i wouldn't be IN LOVE with my SOUL MATE. Sometime i think to myself, "Thanks you Travis for leaving me, thanks you for showing me that i can be a better person, thank you for showing me that i can find someone who loves me the way i am, thank you for showing me that I'm the best mom Connor could ask for. Thanks you Travis

I never thought 3 years ago that i would find someone that loved me for ME. When Logan came into my life, he knew that it wouldn't just be me, its was going to be Connor and I. Not once did Logan think twice about US. He wanted us, he wanted this life, he wanted to be a father figure to Connor.

Everyday that goes by Logan never fails to tell me how much he loves Connor and I not one day. He hugs me just a little tighter when he leave, kisses me once more just to tell me that I'm the one for him. I fall in love with this man

every time i see him, I never thought that could happen to ME. But it did.

My joy of life, the reason i live every day, my smile, my laugh, my whole universe. Connor is my everything. I don't know how i got so luck to have Connor choose me as his mom. I just know he was my greatest blessing.

After everything i went though he was the healthiest baby out there. Yea motherhood is hard at time but i wouldn't change the late nights, peeing in the car, throwing toys, pushing my buttons, nothing for the wonderful hugs, smile, laughs, kisses. I wouldn't change it for the world. My life at this very moment is the best its been. I love my life!

I'm one lucky Momma

One lucky girlfriend

one lucky girl!

and this is why... :)

Idol Part 11

So sorry that i missed last weeks but Blogger was being weird and wouldn't let me on. Oh well right.

So here we go. Can you believe that we are already down to the top 3. I think this season has gone by soooo fast. This week is always my favorite week i love when they get to go home and see all the people come together just for them. I think its pretty neat. I'm excited to watch tonight's, also kinda scared to see who goes home. Oh and by the way who watched Beyonce new music video.... Kinda different right, its was weird. I didn't like it. haha

Now for the good stuff...

Scotty.

1: His pick. Amazed "Lonestar"

2: Jimmy pick. Are you going to kiss me or not. "Thompson Squares"

3: Judges pick. She believer in me. "Kenny Rogers"

To me Scotty is just simply amazing. I loved each one of his songs. He just make me goo goo all over him. Haha ;) I think that he will be in the top 2 hands down, and even if he dose go home tonight i know that he will have an great career and go a long way

Lauren

1: Her pick. Wild one "Faith Hill"

2: Jimmy pick. If i die young " The band Perry

3: Judges pick. I hope you dance. "Lee Ann Womack"

I loved her first and last song. The second one seemed like it was harder for her. I think she is finally getting stronger and she believes in herself more. I love listening to her. I think she has a bright future ahead of her.

Haley

1: Her pick. Led Zeppelin

2: Jimmy pick. Rhiannon " Fleetwood Mac's"

3: Judges pick. You oughta know. "Alanis Morrissette's"

I love Haley don't get me wrong. But these last few weeks i think I'm starting not to like her as much as i did before. She seem to...Coky, you know back talks the Judges and thinks she is all that. Yeah she has the totally package but i think it might ruin her. Then some times i think that judges are hard on her, harder one her then anyone else. So anyways. I like her first and second one the best. More so the first, and her falling i felt bad for her but she got right up and rocked it. I loved that her dad was able to come and play with her. I think thats what made her rock that song.

Anyways i would like to see Haley go home this week. I think Scotty and Lauren would be great at the top 2. They are all amazing and i know I'll be sad with whoever goes home tonight. To me its Haley time. :) We will see.

Oh i don't know if anyone else got to see this. But i was on Yahoo this week and the pop up came up that said Scotty homecoming surprises.. So knowing me i had to look.

So just watch its pretty cool. :)

Words from a 3 year old

As i was blogging today Connor ran up to me and said " I wanna write something"

So here we are i'm letting my little 3 year old blog.

How sweet is he. I know he dosent know what it means but he wanted to be like mom. So why not. I will love to look back at this and see what he did.

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So this is what he said that it said!

(Connor Words)

This say you and its called mommy and chelby. That is my story about mommy and me riding a train.

hahaha what a dork.

How do you know?

Two of my good friends Jennie and Jaquie have posted a post asking

"How do you know"

How did you know that your spouse was the one for you?

And what has kept you on your toes all these years?

I know its not always rainbows and butterflies. So what has kept you holding on through the good times and the bad?

I know Logan and I haven't been together 5 plus years but i know that what we have is something strong. So I'm going to share my thoughts.

How did you know?

Logan and I were friends for 3 years before we even got together. He was the one that was always there for me when i needed someone. It was like he knew when i was down and needed a friend. Logan was always the one lifting me up and making look at the positive things. When Travis left me, Logan text me the same day to make sure that everything was okay, (not knowing what had went one). He was the one that would come over before and after school to see Connor (This was before we starting dating). When Logan and i starting dating i felt a feeling that i never felt before. For the first time i felt that someone loved me for who i was and what i did. I feel in love with Logan January 21, 2009, I know most people always say "I fell in love with him the day i met him" But for me i fell in love with me when he asked me to be his girlfriend. I knew this man for 3 years before we started dating. In that time i was getting to know who he really was and what he was like with me. I loved the way he wanted to be apart of Connor life, i loved that he didn't care that i was a single mom, I loved that he wanted to help with everything and anything, I loved that he wanted to go through that hard times with me, all he wanted to do was be in MINE and CONNOR life. I fell hard for him and still to this day i fall more in love with him. I knew he was the one for me when i knew he wanted to be in this for the long run. He didn't care about my pass he was ready for the future with the 3 of us

What Keeps Us On Our Toe's?

We have been together for 2 years. Those years haven't been the easiest for us. We are both so hard headed, and always wanted to be right. But in the last few months we have worked it out. We before would get in fights and just leave it at that, never talk about it. That was totally wrong for the both of us. We both now know that we need to talk about everything! We are really good at that now, i don't do anything without running it by him and he doesn't do anything without running it by with me. We just want the best for us and i think everyone needs to talk about everything big or small.

Also i think you need to have s normal date night. Logan and i still go out every month one the 21. I think everything relationship needs nights out with just the 2 of them. I always think we get stronger every date we go one. We talk about everything we are doing and things we don't like. I love those date nights with Logan it brings as closer.

Then i think we need to show our love. Weather its holding hands, kissing, saying you love them, sending a cute text or a simple smile. Logan doesn't like PDA. He is the kind of guy that will do everything when no one is around other then the two of us. That was hard for me to get used to. But i did it. He is always sending a cute text to me or whispering in my ear that he loves me and is the luckiest guy in the world. That how Logan will show he loves me. And i love that so much!

Honesty. I think this is the main thing in any relationship. Logan and i have always been up front with everything. We are always telling what happened and what it made us feel we never hold anything back..

What has kept you holding on through the good times and the bad?

The truth is my love for him keeps me going. I have a love for him that i can explain in words. The way he is with Connor makes me fall in love with him even more. He treat Connor like he was his own. Logan has been in Connor life from day one, and has stood by me with everything I've done. This is what keeps me holding on. With every fight we have been in at the end of the day when he is putting Connor into bed, i watch him give Connor a kiss on his for head and tell him " Daddy loves you little man". Its makes my heart melt all over again. His love of us keeps me going.

I would love to hear from all you guys who read my blog.

Leave me a comment with your link.

I hope this all makes sense, its love and that's something to cant all explain in words. :)

♥

Dream wedding. :)

Day7. Your dream wedding

I'm a girl and i have my wedding all planned out.

All i need is Logan to pop the question haha.

My color: Turquoise and Brown.

Connor and my Dad will be walking me down the aisle

Made of Honor :My little sister Breanna

Brides maids: Torie, Celest, Jennie, and Brittany. As long as Jennie and Brittany can make it.

(Girls you better make it.. :p)

Flower girl: Alyssa

Ring Bearer: Austin

Best man: Connor, adorable right

I want to get married outside in June or August. :)

I wont be walking down to the normal wedding song. I will pick mine and Logan song to walk to. Its makes me feel like its OUR wedding and not like everyone else.

I could go on and on.

But i would be just as happy if it was a short and little wedding with the people who love us the most. I cannot wait till that day comes. It will for sure be one of my favorite day's :)

ONE DAY :)

Monkey

Day6. A photo of an animal you would love as a pet

I love monkey!

I call Connor my monkey all the time so really i would love to have a really monkey.

Just look how adorable they are!

Flipping Excited

Blogger was being stupid last night so sorry that i didn't get to my Idol Post.

I just won't do one.. lol

But to tell you the truth i was pretty sad to see James go last night. I really thought it was going to be Haley. Oh well at least my two favorite's are still in it..

So I'm flipping so excited to see this movie!!!

My Sister Breanna is going to be 15 on Monday! Talk about crazy huh.

So we thought of some of her birthday we would go out tonight and watch that movie and go out to dinner. I'm so excited!!!

Missy our Real talk in the Transcript gave this movie a B. That's good cause normally she hate funny movies. She even said that is was better then The Hangover. So that is a good sign!

Mindy a good friend of mine, and is getting married in June

So tomorrow we have a Slumber Party for her.

(Adult party)

IF you haven't been to one of these, you must go to one!

We are making Jello shots with little gummy wee wee in them and making sugar cookie wee wee also. ;)

Its going to be a good time!

So that sums up my weekend plans so far.

I'll make sure to take lots of picture and post them next week.

Hope you all have a wonderful weekend :)

Day5. A photo of yourself from 2 years ago

I was looking at this picture and was thinking where i was in life at this time.

Its so crazy to know in just two years how much things can and will change.

I wasn't even close to finishing school

Logan and i was only dating for a few months,

Connor was almost 2 years old,

i never knew i would lose one of my best friend

I cried more then i smiled

I felt lost at times,

But now

I'm stronger,

Logan and i are going on 3 years

Connor is starting Pre-School

I made more friends

I finished school

I gained everything back

I proved to myself i really can do things.

I'm happier now. I feel just in those 2 years everything has changed for the better. I know now what i want in life. I know the person who is going to stand by me till the end of time. I have the best friend that are going to be there for the best moment in my life. I'm excited to see what the next 2 years are going to bring me!

Day4. Your favorite photo of your best friend

I dont think i could just pick one favorite picture, so here are a few!

Haha

I miss you Jennie. :)

Day3. Your idea of a perfect date

Logan and i don't really do anything to crazy.

We normal go to Dinner and a movie.

That is away so much fun for me cause that is what we both like to do. Movies are our hobbies that we enjoy together.

But i would love to do something out of the normal.

Like horse back riding, or rock climbing, or maybe sky driving. Haha i know pretty crazy. But i would love it do something that we both have never done. Then go to dinner and you know maybe a movie haha..

Slacking

So I've just haven't been in the blogging mood lately!

So I'll try to make something up cause my blog is looking pretty depress.

So i finally got my Mya back.. Woo Woot!! I was so excited to get her. But it was like she has totally forgot about me. She didn't want anything to do with me. I was thinking that she hated me, but really she was missing Tex haha Cause after the first day she was back to normal and loving all over me! I was happy that she was back to herself! But i think we really have a good chance that she is pregnant. When dogs get pregnant the vet cant do anything about it till they are 6 week, dogs are only pregnant for 8 weeks. So that suck cause what if she isn't pregnant. Also dogs have all the signs we do when we are pregnant, morning sickness, tired, eating more, moody, bigger belly, so on and so forth. So far Mya has thrown up 3 times, sleeps ALL the time, hate diesel, and only loves me. So Yeah i think maybe she might be. But i wont get my hopes up till June 27. Wish us luck. :)

Wednesday i came down with the Worst sore throat.!! Guess what it ended up being strep throat.... we think. I don't have any insurance and i really didn't feel like forking $200 out of my pocket. So i took lots of vitamin and slept a lot. Friday and Saturday i felt like i was dying. But I'm much better today. Thank god!!

Every year we normal go up to Idaho to be with my Aunt. My mom hate being away from family for the holiday, mostly Mothers day cause her mom isn't with us anymore. But this year we didn't cause we are going up in two weeks for a wedding. So Thursday my Aunt Shell called and she that they were going to come up for Mothers day!. I knew my mom was going to cry, and that's what she did. screamed and cried!. It was one the best mothers day my mom had in a long time! She kept say thing this is the best day ever. I was so happy to see he that excited to see her sister.

Mother's day was good. I was still sick so we stayed home and watched movies! I love days like this so it was a great day! Didn't take any picture cause I've been slacking in that also. I was sleeping and Connor come to wake me up and said "Mommy i got you a flower and a card and a gift". It was the best thing to wake up to! He would grab my face and kiss my cheek and say I LOVE YOU MOMMY, Happy mother's day! Best thing to hear on that day. Thanks Connor for making my mothers day so perfect! You are my world and the reason I'm who i am today!

Logan Applied for a new job and has a interview today! Cross your fingers he gets thing one. He would be making double of what he is making now and he would have weekends off and would get full benefits!! Yahooo.. So we are hoping that he will get this one! :)

So that's pretty much what has been going on in the Garcia family!!

Hope you all had a wonderful Mother's Day!

Idol Part 9

This week on Idol they did..

THEN & NOW

Pretty good right.?

Lets start with

Haley:

Her first song was Lady Gaga : You and I

This song hasn't even been on radio yet. Which i thought was a crazy move.

BUT when she starting going i LOVE it. I thought she did a really good

Then:

Her second song was Animals: House of raising sun"

Can you say Awesome! I love this one a lot better then the first song i thought she did amazing. I think after having a hard time at the start of American Idol i think she has finally started to know who she really is and is totally rocking it!!!

Scotty:

Montgomery Gentry: Gone

LOVED LOVED IT..

Go figure right..

I love that he was going crazy and showing us a different side to Scotty! He really did a awesome job with this song.

Then:

Elvis Presley: Always on my mind

I like the first song better but i like that he did a wild and crazy one, then took it down to slow and sweet! I loved him as always. :)

James:

30 Seconds to Mars: Closer to the edge

This one was the best of the two. I think that he was really good. But this is just me but i think he might end in the bottom 3.. MAYBE

Then:

Badfinger: Without you

It was sweet that he cried for this song but i think he sucked .

Bottom 3 tonight (I hope)

Lauren:

Carrie Underwood: Flat on the floor.

LOVED THIS ONE!!! I think this is one for her best so far.

Then:

Righteous Brothers: Unchained Melody

Umm it was good but not my favorite.

Bottom 3 as well.

Jacob:

Jordin Sparks" No air

Ohhhh Boy i don't think he could of hummed the air more then he did then with this song! hahah. To say the least he SUCKED at this song. I have no clue why he would of one this song cause it is sooo far off of what he would really do. That's what i think. :

Then:

The Everly Brother/Roy Orbison: Love hurts

Really i hurt during this song. I think he is just not getting better with each week. Its sad cause he is a good singing, but i think it is his time to go home...

So once again i think Jacob will be going home

I HOPE!!!!!