Connor Michael

December 17, 2007

Was the best day of my life.

I remember that day like it was yesterday.

Going in at 3:30am, and waiting for this beautiful baby to be born.

I was scared and didn't think i would be a good mommy to this perfect little boy.

4:45 pm my 7 pounds 12 oz  little boy came into this world

Little did i know the moment we met eye, he changed my world.

5 years later and you still change my world eachday

 Connor Michael,

Its true the moment i looked i you, i feel in love and knew that my life would be different, it would change for the better. Word cannot even start to tell you how much you mean to me. You are the light of my life and the reason i breath everyday.

You are a crazy, wild, loud, lovable, and caring boy. You have such a big heart and always want to make people laugh. Your smile is just to die for. Everything time someone talks about you, it always starts off with Connors smile is the best smile in the world. Its true baby you have a smile that lights up the world. No matter how mad i am at you or how bad of a day i had, when you smile at me it makes everything much better. You have the best little laugh. Its a very contagious laugh. Whenever you laugh its always from the bottom of your toes.

Right now you are IN LOVE with Ninja Turtle, Hulk, Captain American, and spongebob. You could watch spongebob everyday and never get tired of it.

You love going to school and hanging out with your friends. You have a little girlfriend names Harbor that you are in love with.

Soccer is your thing, but i think it will change to baseball cause thats all you talk about now that you are 5 years old.

You think skateboarding is the new cool thing to do. When you saw your Cousin Cameron with his, you just had to have one of your own. Yes for your birthday you got a skateboard.

You can ride a bike with no training wheels. Aunt Bebe taught you how to do that.

and you love being outside. I think if we would let you, you would sleep in the dog house with the puppies and be happy.!!

Speaking of puppies, you are in love with your DOGS. Mya and Disele are your life. You have to have them right next to you at all times. They sleep with you and you wouldnt have it any other way.

I am such a lucky momma. I look at you and just fall in love all over again. No matter where life takes us Connor, its always us and the world. I cant wait to see where life takes you! I know you will be amazing and never stop.

I love you baby boy.

HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY



5 Wishes

My wonderful best friend, over at Our Family Of Four tag me in this 5 wishes post. All you have to do it tell us what are 5 wishes you want for 2013.

Thanks for the tag!

5 Wishes for 2013

- Take the time to a better mom to Connor. Lately he has been pushing my button just the right way, i lose my cool with him FAST. I'm sure its cause of the change, the holidays and everything in between. But i need to makes these years the best of his life. They grow up fast and i don't want him to remember his childhood and think all i did was get after him.

-Wedding. I want to make this wedding planning the best experience of my life. I know i will get stressed at times and don't wanna do it anymore. But August 3rd will change my life forever! I want my whole line to feel like they had a part in helping me. I want Connor to remember the day his mom and dad got married. I'm just so excited for our wedding.

- Start making this house OURS.

Moving during the holidays are the worst! So now that they are over, I wanna put the little touches up. I want people to walk in and know that we put a lot into this house to make it feel like home.

-Make more of Logan and I TIME. Date night for us doesn't happen much. Even when Connor goes to bed, so do we. So the time we have together is eating dinner and that's about it. I wanna have dates, even if it means staying up an hour later, having popcorn and playing card games. I don't care what it is, i just want more US time.

-Enjoy the little moments.

So there are my 5 wishes for 2013. I have a thousand more, but that will be another post.

Who i tag

Taylor @You and I

Ashlee @ I'll Love You Forever

Kendyl @ The Ballard's

Aubrey @ Jay And Aubrey

Jaquie @ Simple. Little. Joys

Cant wait to read all of yours!

This year

Christmas this year.... IT will be different.

Last Christmas was a very hard Christmas.. Why cause my dad was in the hospital, most people don't know but we almost lose my dad that day. They took him off dialysis, and his body wasn't taken it that well. Now that my dad is okay, the nurses we still keep in contact with told us how scared they were Christmas eve and Christmas day. They didn't think he would make it thought the night. Great to know right, cause when we were there, they never once acted like anything was wrong. I think they were trying to keep our spirits up and hoped we could have a good Christmas.

So long story short, i want to make this Christmas a little more happy.

Normally we go up Christams Eve we go to Idaho and spend Eve with my moms family. Its always been the thing we have done. I look forward to it every year. We play games, give gifts and just hangout as a family. Best thing in the world. Then Chrisatmas morning we open gifts have a great christams breakfast and head back to Utah..

We didnt do that last year so i was really excited to do it this year....

BUT now that i have a little family and a house to call my own. Logan wants to stay here in utah and have a chrisatmas of our own.. Yes i know i should want to do this. I mean Logan is my family and we do have a house. But I'm torn......

I want to spend a GOOD Christmas with my dad.

I want to have that Christmas Eve with my cousins, aunt and uncles.

I want to see my Nephew open gifts up.Cause the only chris i had with him was when he was 2 weeks old.

I miss living in Idaho and seeing my family. and Christmas is the only time we have EVERYONE...

But now i have a house

and

I have an other family to make happy.

I wish i could be two places at once.

This Christmas will be very very HARD and different.

I know i have to start making Christmas of our own, but im having a hard time with that. I guess i need to grow up.

So Christmas this year will be Logan, Connor and myself.

What do you guys do to make your Christmas a little more you?