5 Wishes

My wonderful best friend, over at Our Family Of Four tag me in this 5 wishes post. All you have to do it tell us what are 5 wishes you want for 2013.

Thanks for the tag!

5 Wishes for 2013

- Take the time to a better mom to Connor. Lately he has been pushing my button just the right way, i lose my cool with him FAST. I'm sure its cause of the change, the holidays and everything in between. But i need to makes these years the best of his life. They grow up fast and i don't want him to remember his childhood and think all i did was get after him.

-Wedding. I want to make this wedding planning the best experience of my life. I know i will get stressed at times and don't wanna do it anymore. But August 3rd will change my life forever! I want my whole line to feel like they had a part in helping me. I want Connor to remember the day his mom and dad got married. I'm just so excited for our wedding.

- Start making this house OURS.

Moving during the holidays are the worst! So now that they are over, I wanna put the little touches up. I want people to walk in and know that we put a lot into this house to make it feel like home.

-Make more of Logan and I TIME. Date night for us doesn't happen much. Even when Connor goes to bed, so do we. So the time we have together is eating dinner and that's about it. I wanna have dates, even if it means staying up an hour later, having popcorn and playing card games. I don't care what it is, i just want more US time.

-Enjoy the little moments.

So there are my 5 wishes for 2013. I have a thousand more, but that will be another post.

Who i tag

Taylor @You and I

Ashlee @ I'll Love You Forever

Kendyl @ The Ballard's

Aubrey @ Jay And Aubrey

Jaquie @ Simple. Little. Joys

Cant wait to read all of yours!

This year

Christmas this year.... IT will be different.

Last Christmas was a very hard Christmas.. Why cause my dad was in the hospital, most people don't know but we almost lose my dad that day. They took him off dialysis, and his body wasn't taken it that well. Now that my dad is okay, the nurses we still keep in contact with told us how scared they were Christmas eve and Christmas day. They didn't think he would make it thought the night. Great to know right, cause when we were there, they never once acted like anything was wrong. I think they were trying to keep our spirits up and hoped we could have a good Christmas.

So long story short, i want to make this Christmas a little more happy.

Normally we go up Christams Eve we go to Idaho and spend Eve with my moms family. Its always been the thing we have done. I look forward to it every year. We play games, give gifts and just hangout as a family. Best thing in the world. Then Chrisatmas morning we open gifts have a great christams breakfast and head back to Utah..

We didnt do that last year so i was really excited to do it this year....

BUT now that i have a little family and a house to call my own. Logan wants to stay here in utah and have a chrisatmas of our own.. Yes i know i should want to do this. I mean Logan is my family and we do have a house. But I'm torn......

I want to spend a GOOD Christmas with my dad.

I want to have that Christmas Eve with my cousins, aunt and uncles.

I want to see my Nephew open gifts up.Cause the only chris i had with him was when he was 2 weeks old.

I miss living in Idaho and seeing my family. and Christmas is the only time we have EVERYONE...

But now i have a house

and

I have an other family to make happy.

I wish i could be two places at once.

This Christmas will be very very HARD and different.

I know i have to start making Christmas of our own, but im having a hard time with that. I guess i need to grow up.

So Christmas this year will be Logan, Connor and myself.

What do you guys do to make your Christmas a little more you?

Sandy Hook

R.I.P

Sandy Hook

 My heart is breaking!

I just cant believe something like this has happened.

20 Children and 7 Teachers.

It really makes you think about how short your life can really be. This is why i never leave anyone of my family members without telling them how much i love them.

I always hug Connor a little tighter each time leave him.

You just never know.

Just think about those parents that didn't get to bring their kids home that night, that wont have a Christmas or an other birthday.  I never want to picture my life without Connor.

My heart just goes out to those parents that cant hug their kid one more time.You look at those beautiful faces and just cant help but cry

There are sick people in this world and you cant trust anyone. It makes you scared to leave your kids anywhere, or even go to a movie, or anything like that.

Always count your blessings and thank lord everyday for what you have NOW.

I'm holding my baby a little tighter.