Missing my boys

So I'm here in California with my wonderful sister.

I'm really having a hard time being away from Connor on the 4th. Today just wont be the same. Normally we are up in Park City and having the time of our life. Well Logan and Connor are up there, and here i am upset that I'm not there. Don't get me wrong i love that I'm here with my sister. But its nothing like being with my little family on the 4th. Its a every year thing that we do. I miss it, i miss staying on the top floor bedroom, and swimming and going to the Alpine slide, and just walking around with my amazing boys. I know my boys are having such a good time. Its a boys vacation!!

So this 4th will be totally different. I'm doing nothing but writing on my blog. We are just waiting for this little girl to be born. Nothing yet. We have tired walking, spicy food, pineapple, curb walking, just all the crazy things to start this baby to come. And nothing.... She is just wanting to stay in there..
I'm ready to hold that little girl. I cant wait..

 

Ive been really having a hard time. I'm pretty hurt about these comment Ive been getting from someone.

They have been talking about how Ive lost weight, but then they make these little comments about how i was fat and not able to do anything. Yes i have lost weight, but i was always able to do everything. I'm sorry but i never thought i was way big. I guess i was in other peoples eyes.

I have always budding heads with this person and we have never gotten along. NEVER.

Then he says a comment how i raise Connor. HOW DARE you bring up how i raise my son. Yes we are a little strict with how we are with him. I don't let him get away with things that he shouldn't be doing. I tell him no when he is doing something bad, i put him in the corner when he did do something bad. We have him go to bed by 9:30 no later. HE cant be mean to other kids, He has to say please and thank you. Normal stuff. Well that's what i thought.

When I'm with his kids. They are hitting, biting, punching, slapping, kicking, yelling, just everything. They don't have a bedtime, and when they do something wrong they blame it on Connor. Okay yea I'm doing the same thing he is doing to me. And i know everyone raises their kids different. But NEVER tell me how to raise my son, NEVER tell me that I'm raising him the wrong way, just NEVER bring shit up like that. Its only been three days and I'm so ready to just be away from him. We have never gotten along and we will NEVER get along. I truly dislike him so much.

I MISS MY  BOYS SO BAD!!!!!

Fundraiser

June 9th..

The Fundraiser was AMAZING...

Truly we have some wonderful people that came to support my dad and our family..

We sat uo for 140 people and we filled each seat! great right

Just in Idaho we had a toally of 52 people come. All were family and great friends. They drove 3 hours to be here for my dad.

We had 3 nurses from the Burn unit come to be there for my dad

and we had tons of strangers come just to be there for me dad. Amazing right

The night was great. food was wonderful and people were amazing.....

I think that everyone had a really good time, BINGO was really fun and so was talking to everyone.

I really dont have anything better to say, and i know i should start and just keep going on and on about this and go into details. But Picture will explain it all...

Thanks again for eveyone who came...!!!! You truly are our best friends we can always count on..

and i wanted to share this cause we didnt think it would turn out like it did...

But we raised OVER...............$7,000. OVER that..

Breath taken..

Overload on Pictures.. Sorry

 

Yes Connor did win the TV. Out of all the Thousands of tickets he was the one that won it

Here is my day pick the winners name

Burn unit and my family

Having a drink with Zoe And Mary

Lucas oil off Road racing

For fathers day we got my dad and Logan tickets for the Lucas Oil Off Road racing. We ended up getting free tickets from a good friend. So we were all able to go. 

Last year i had to leave early cause the puppies were being born, but this time i was able to stay for the whole thing. It was a blast..

We were able to park RIGHT next to the road. So we didnt have to walk far at all. My dad was in 7th heaven and so was Connor. It was hot and i mean HOT. but lucky we were in the shade most of the time. The races was really good a few good wrecks and jumps. 

It was just so nice to see my dad start doing things he used to do. It was fun to do this big thing as a family.

what can i say we LOVE racing....

Had to end this with an adorable pictuer of my boys.. They were watching the Rockstar GIRLS. haha Boys will be BOYS....