Ash Wednesday.

Im sure i know what you are thinking...

Me, Chelby talking about Church...

Well lets go back a few weeks or so. Logan and i had started talking about getting the boys baptized in the Catholic Church. 

Logan grew up Catholic and was really committee to going. But like anyone he started to hate going to church and hate walking up early. But he still like to live by what he believed in and what he thought was right. 

 Each year he would drag me to Ash Wednesday just cause he still wanted to be committee but not fully committee. 

At the same time Logan and i were talking about getting our boys baptized, Logan parents were talking about the same thing. If you know the history Logan parents have guardianship over Logan's two cousin. 

One is 12 and the other is 6. So they asked us if we wanted to do it for the boys as well. 

I have always wanted to have some kinda or religion but i was never committee to really go. But having a husband and family who are committee i thought it was about time that i joined in. 

So the past two weekend we have gone to Church, and it has been amazing. Really. Just waking up each Sunday knowing that we are going to Church kinda gets me excited. Both times what they have talked about has really hit home for me. It really got me thinking about my life and where i want to go with it. It got me thinking about my family and how i want to raise my kids and how i want to have a relationship with my husband. 

I know i have only gone twice but i have a feeling that it will be something great, not only for me but for my kids as well. 

So with that being said we are excited to start thinking about getting the boys baptized. We have to think of who will be the godparents and everything that needs to go into that. 

Do i want the boys to have the same godparents or do we want them different. My heart is kinda torn cause the godparents has to also be baptized as Catholic and none of my family is Catholic. So that just leaves us with Logan family. 

Nothing wrong with that but i still would like to have my family be apart of it. Also Logan wants his brother to be the kids godparent BUT barb has already asked Chad to be the god parent to Grace (Their Cousin) So i don't want to go with Chad just because he will already be a godparent to someone. Maybe i'm over thinking it and making it harder then i should. But i want to make sure whoever we pick will be someone great and i know would be wonderful to me kids! 

Also today is the start of Ash Wednesday. 

As a family we are giving up for 40 days Fast Food and Caffeine.

Bring on the headache and having to cook real meals. :)