New Beginnings

As of AUGUST 29 I will be an Employee

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C3/ Connect 3

I went in today to have a interview... And let just say i was scared out of my mind.. Not once have i done a interview. When i got hired with the Transcript my mom worked there and thats kinda how i got it.. So anyways i was scared, had no clue how it was going to go.. I went in got asked a few question and right then and there i got HIRED!!!! Yahoooo. I dont think i have been so excited..

I love working with the transcript. LOVE IT.. But i thought it was just time for me to do something new.. Make a change in my life and see where i go from there... I hope i just have a great time working there..

On top of it, i'll me getting paid more, benefits, a great work scheduled, and i get to dress up and look all cute every day!!

Im so ready to start this next chapter in my life, and see where it takes me.. Im excited..

Let me see your peacock.

KATY PERRY ♥

So you all know that I went to Katy Perry with Torie, Breanna, and Alyssa..

This was Alyssa first concert, and she LOVED it..

Breanna and i got our tickets really early and Torie and Alyssa didn't get them till July 4th so we didn't get to seat by each other..

Actually we did. haha But Breanna and i gave up our seats so we could set with each other..

I'm glad we did cause it was a BLAST..

Katy Perry is amazingggggg

It was so funny to see all the crazy people all dressed up.. There was some that was dressed as Peacocks, candy land people, E.T, Kisses on their boobs..haha and some dressed up like they were gay. (well maybe they were but hell if i know..) Still it was pretty crazy and funny to see how people were..

We all had so much fun. I'm glad we were all able to go and set next to each other. Alyssa would tell us that we were her favorite aunt and were soooo coooolllll to take her with us.. I love the time i have with my sister and little Burgers..

I took a million and one picture but i wont bore you with all them, so you will just get a few of them.. :P

Papa Coo Coo Train

The kids love train!

They love it more cause its PAPA train.. and only papas..

So we took lunch to my dad and hung out for a few..

The kids Adored it.. I love seeing them so happy and excited about things like that..

So here are some picture of our day with Papa and his trains..

Ten Days

Okay so here i go again.. Something to blog about. Right

But im not going to do it every day, i think ill do it every Monday So for the next ten monday ill have a little more about myself. Not like you dont already know a lot about me...

So here we go.. :)

Ten Secrets..

1. I have a big mole on my right side of my rib. I need to go in for it but im scared that it might be more then a mole.

2. I have no friends. Like all i do it stay home and watch TV. Pretty lame huh

3. I cant go to bed with any doors, window, or blinds open. Im still scared something will come out and get me. lol

4. Sometime i wish i was left handed. when i was little i thought all the cool people wrote with their left hand.

5. Semi trucks scare the Sh!t out of me. I swear in my life before this i die from one of them. It must of been windy and fell on my car and killed me.. Hate them

6. I want my own place so bad its make me sick to my belly.. I want to be out on my own..

7. I think i fart more then my dad does.. Well im close.. ;p

8. I hate my smile more then anything..

9. I watch HDTV all day everyday.. Its my life at the moment.

10. I listen to music a little to loud in my car. i go thought speaker a little to much.. :)

Hahah

Close no matter what..

ITS MY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

Now i can say that im no longer a teenager. Haha.

Kinda weird to say that.

Bring on the 20 is all i got to say.. :)

I'll be posting more about my birthday....after my birthday is over with..

So all you guys get now is what i did in the morning!!!

And the morning was a GREAT way to start off my birthday...

Wanna know why...

I got to see my BFFFFFFFFF and Miss Calee

I was so excited to see them again. They took Connor and myself out to breakfast! After we eat Jennie and Cal came over to see the puppies and hang out with us for a bit. Knowing us we had to get some pictures, but either Connor or Calee wanted to talk pictures. I guess that says alot about their moms.. (we take tons of pictures)Haha. It was so nice to see Jennie, ive missed her so much its not even funny. :) We always pick up right where we left off when she left. Its doesn't matter if we talked all day every day when she is gone, or talk once in a great while, No matter what we always stay just as close. I love that about us.!

So anyways ill leave you off with some adorable pictures we did get..

The Sun will shine.

July 14th is the day we said goodbye to my Aunt.

As we were driving to the funeral home i looked out the window and this is what i saw.

When i was little my mom would always till me. When you see clouds like this it means someone is going up to heaven. My mom was right, my Aunt was going up to heaven when she knew we were all together. I felt such peace come over me, it made it a little easier to know she was in heaven at last. I knew then i was going to be okay saying goodbye to her... and i was okay. I was better then i thought i was going to be. The funeral was amazing, listening to all the old things we used to do, all the picture, all the laughed we had just made it better.

I love you Aunt Joy. Spread your wing and fly with the angles.

After the funeral we went to my Aunt for Lunch and just to go over things.

Its was so nice to re connect with all my family. Its crazy how much Ive really missed all them.

All us girls got together talking about all the things we did when we were little. Its was so great to have all those memories.. I just know not to take life for granted live like it is your last day and love with all your heart, in the end all you have is your family! And family means everything to me!

Me and Jesse!!

Shinning star.

Im having a pretty hard time with my aunt passing.

I know that she was sick but i just cant wrap around that she is really gone.

When my grandma died (My dads Mom) my Aunt Joy was really sick also, they were both in the hospital at the same time. We didnt think both would make it. We did lose my grandma. So my aunt has been pretty sick for the last 10 years plus. She drank a lot took pills and just wasnt doing good. I just cant believe that she is really gone.

When i was little about 7 and 8. I was really close with my aunt, i saw her every weekend she would watch us. I was always looked forward to seeing her. She would help us making christmas cookie at grandpa, she would help open gifts at christmas, she was always making us laugh. She was the fun one to hang out with. Its just seemed we all were close to her.

But when i moved everything changed. I didnt see her that much at all. I saw her maybe once a year if i was lucky. My dad and his whole side didnt talk much after we moved, and that was very hard on me. So now im thinking all those years i could of had more time with her.. All those laugh, christmas, birthdays, all that i missed, she missed. I just wish that after we moved all of us would of stayed close. Its breaks my heart to know she didn't know who i was after i become a teenager, and when i was an adult. She didn't get to know Connor or Logan. She didnt know who i was becoming.

But now i know that she is always with me and will be my shinning star and always watch over all of us! I miss all those time i had with her before this happened. I remember christmas 2010 was the last time i ever saw her. She told me how beautiful i looked and how happy i was. But i knew at that time she wasn't doing very good. Im just happy i got to see her once more im so happy i got to hug her and kiss her and tell her how much she meant to me.. I LOVE YOU AUNT JOY...

Now im making sure i tell everyone that i love how much they mean to me. Im not taking life for granted anymore, im living each day to the fullest, im loving with all my heart and not letting the little things get to me. My aunt Joy has change the way i look at life, you never know when life is going to change and you always want the people you love know how much they mean to you...

I love you so much Aunt Joy

Thursday will be the last day i see you but no matter what you will always live in my heart and all the wonderful memories.

Always watch over us...

♥

2 Tattoos and 1 belly ring later

For years now..

well only 2 year.

Me and Torie have been trying to think of a tattoo to get together..

We have thought of everything and anything.

We wanted something the meant a lot to us. We wanted to love it forever.

And we found something that would..

So anyways we went in Friday to 8 Zero tattoo.. (Best place ever)

Drew something up and got our tattoos. Breanna also got her belly ring done.

Lets just say the Wrist KILLS. I wanted to cry haha But it was totally worth it in my books. Breanna almost cried to, i took a video, ill post it later. :)

Its was such a fun Sister night out. We had fun and non stop laughing! Best way to spend a friday!

the two on the left are my Dad and mom birth stone

the one in the center is my birth stone

and the three are Mike Torie and Breanna..

Its means my family is my whole heart!

Cute right.

Lets just say that Friday night was a night to remember!!

I love hanging out with my two best friends

We get each other ♥

No one gets me the way Logan does.

No one will ever understand Logan, the way I do.

It's hard to explain....

but we get one another.

We both have many imperfections...

We both say things we don't mean.

We both bitch just to bitch

And we both get frustrated about the bitching.

At the same time...

We both have big hearts...

We'd do anything for one another.

We're very sensitive.

We aren't afraid to shed some tears.

We love hard.

And we know.

We know we are soul mates.

We know were meant for one another.

We know we work, because of who we are... together.

No one could ever understand why I do what I do or why I am who I am... except for Logan.

And the same goes for him.

I don't think that anyone else could make things work with him.

Or put up with him the way I do (not in a bad way).

That goes both ways.

This is so hard to explain.

Hard to put into words.

But we get it.

We've said it so many times to one another....

and we both understand.

No explanation needed... it's us.

It's who we are.

It's what we are.

We are perfect for one another.

As much as I hate to admit it at times.

As much as he may frustrate me at times.

As much as I threaten him that he'll end up a lonely ass man (haha totally joking)....

There is no one else that I could imagine growing old with.

No one else I could imagine being the father of my children.

The grandfather of our grandchildren.

Rocking on our rocking chairs.

And flipping him off a

time or two.

Holding hands while walking the halls of the nursing homes.

Bitching to him about my joints hurting.

Yelling at him cause he is walking to slow

My daily bowel movements.

Yep. That's going to be us.

And I can't wait for it.

And that's why...

We are perfect for one another.

I couldn't imagine growing old with anyone else.

(although at times I just want to strangle him!)

At the end of the day...

I love him.

He loves me.

And we are meant to be.

Aunt Joy

Today i lost someone very special to me..

My beautiful Aunt Joy.

She my dad sister. Its so hard to really think that she isn't with us anymore. But i do know that she isn't in any pain now. My aunt has been very sick for a few years now, but your never ready for someone that close to leave. NEVER ready for that.

Her kidneys, heart and lungs were shutting down, she was in a coma, and on life support. No one wants to see her like this. I know she is in a better place and with my grandma.

Aunt Joy i love you more then anything always know that please. I miss you and cant wait till we meet again. Always watch over my dad he really needs you right now. I love you so much.

Until we meet again. *Be my shinning star.*

This was the last time i saw my aunt! Christmas 2010.

I love you. ♥

My dad and his siblings

Watch over us and shine always!

"UP"

Go to this link!!!!

I need to go see it, Connor would totally dig it. :)

ksl.com - Builders bring 'Up' house to life in Utah

The house from the movie "UP" is here in Utah..

Herriman..

I think it is so dang cute.

I cant wait to see it.