Thursday, December 23, 2010

The holidays

This year for the holiday is going to be a little weird. It will still be a great one, just a little different. Now that me and Logan are getting really serious, we really wanted to spend Christmas as a family this year. Every year for Christmas i always go down to Idaho to spend it with my brother, sister, aunts, uncles, cousin and my whole family. So i didn't want to miss out on a Christmas. I begged Logan to come to Idaho with me (didn't take much begging) to spend it as a family. Its now even better cause my whole family will be there. My sister is here from California so we will have all my family. That mean in one house there will be 13 people plus 4 dogs. Crazy i know but at least we will wake up on Christmas as a family. So the down side of Logan coming with us to Idaho is that we have to come back on Christmas day to spend it with his family. Its not a bad thing it will just be different not being with my family the whole day. I wont be going over to my Aunts for Christmas dinner, i wont be able to wish my grandpa a Merry Christmas, I wont be able to be there for Austin 1st Christmas, my first Christmas i wont be with my mom and dad now that is weird. I guess this is what happens when you get in-law you have to some how make it everywhere on the specials holidays. It will be really hard driving back and forth in a 24 hour period but its all going to be worth it when I'm with my family all again. I know i shouldn't be all butt hurt cause Logan is missing Christmas Eve with his family and Christmas morning. I just got to get used to the whole sharing thing with the family. I know once it gets here everything will be fine and i wont be a big baby anymore, but as of right now i can be a baby. I love my in-law but i really didn't get this thought that we would have to split things up when it come to stuff like that. But I'm always telling Logan but we always see you family cause they live 15 minutes away my family is 3 hours away and 12 hours away. Ugh i need to stop I love both my family with everything i have and i know this is going to be a great Christmas. I'll get to see how someone else celebrates Christmas.. I'll stop complaining now.

Well this is going to be early but i wont be on here till after Christmas. But
i wish everyone a Merry and safe Christmas. I cant wait to hear all the stories about your wonderful Christmas!
Love you all

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