You are my Sunshine

Last night we were driving home and i was just thinking of just about everything. It just seemed that everything ran through my mind all at once. I hate when that's happens.

I'm i really a good mom??.

I'm so scared that I'm not doing a good job. I know everyone tells me that I'm a great mom. But really I'm i being the best mom i can possibly be. It really sucks not to have the money to do everything i want to do for Connor. I feel like at times that i could do so much better. I just hope that Connor feels like I'm doing a good job. I know that no matter what i have or what i have done for Connor, that I'm always going to have my little boy with me. I know that he is my shooting star, my whole world.

So last night when we got home, Logan went to make Connor bed while i sat in the living room holding my baby trying to get him back to sleep. I just thought more and more about me being a good mom. So as i rocked him back to sleep i sang him one songs and told him a quote from my favorite book. (I say this quote to him every-night for the past two years)

"I'll love you forever

I'll like you for always

As long as I'm living

My baby you'll be."

and the song my mom would always sing this to us if we were ever feeling down or sick

"You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away."