My New Year's Resolution

Ive been thinking a lot lately and every year i try to set some goals for me to accomplish. But it always seem for me to fail or just forget about them. So this year I'm sitting my mind that i have to try my hardest to accomplish them.

My New Year's Resolution 2011

1: Lose weight.

It seems like everyone number 1 resolution is to loss weight. But this is always the hardest one for me. I love food!!! So I'm thought this year is if i don't think about loosing weight I'll do better. I'm always stressing out about getting my weight down and for the pass 2 week i really haven't watch what I'm loosing, and in those two week Ive lost 10 pounds. So I'm going to stick with that and hopefully lose more. Cross my fingers!

2: Gym time

I need to start working out. End of story

3: Get Organized

I am by far the worst organizer in the world! Not even joking. I'm horrible. We have so much stuff but no where to put it. I know once i move out and get a place of my own it will be a little better. But still i need to work on this a lot.

4: Print out all my pictures

Barb (mother-in law) is always printing out every picture she take. I love this idea. I'm always afraid that my computer is going to crash and I'll loss everything. So this year I'm going to buy photo book and print out pictures every pay check. I will have about 100000000 photo books but that's okay with me! :)

5: Be more crafty.

My cousin is by far the craft's person i know and all her deco in her house she made by herself. I would love to be able to tell people that i made this for my house and have people love it. So I'm set. I need to learn something new, something crafty every month. I want to make something every month so when i do get a place of my own i can have stuff for it!

6: Save Money

This year has been hard on us and the meaning of saving. So starting 2011 saving is going to be a big thing for us. Saving every last penny.

7: Job

I love love my job. But i think its time for me to get out and find something big and better. I would love to get my CNA and start a job there and work my way up. Big goal for me.

8: Outgoing

I'm kinda a home body. I love being home and just cuddling up in a blanket and watching TV. But I just want to be more outgoing and do more things. Go out on our monthly dates like we did when we first started dating.

9: Getting a place

I want this more then anything. Everyone knows how it is when you are home. You want to get out so bad. I'm really going to try hard to get this one done. Its time for me to get on my feet and be myself. I'm ready for it and i think i can do it. Wish me luck. :)

I'm going to try hard and keep these thing on top. But only time will tell. I'm excited for the new year. 2011 is going to be a great one i can just tell!

Christmas Eve/ Christmas Day

Every year for Christmas we go to Idaho to spend it with my family. I love it! So this year is was up at my Aunt. It was great had wonderful food and played a Frasure family card game!

My two cousin didn't know we were doing faces.

I sure love us

My mom and dad got all the girls matching jammies! I think we look pretty hot if i say so

And the boys got matching ones too

The Christmas Tree

From Santa

Our First Christmas together

He was so excited to get Legos

My happy little man

It was great to finally be able to spend Christmas with all my siblings and there loved ones! It was nice to have all of us in one house.

Polar Express

So everyone that knows Connor he LOVES Trains. One night Connor called Aunt Torie and Uncle Michael and asked them, "you go and ride a train with me?" So on Connor Birthday he opened their gift and it was a Thomas the Trains, Uncle Michael called Connor over and said " You wanna go ride a train with Aunt Torie and Uncle Michael"? So they took Connor for the week and went to Boise and road The Polar Express. HE LOVED it, talks about it all the time. He was able to see Santa and this time i guess he really liked him. I was so happy that Torie and Mike were able to get that time to be with Connor. they live in California and isn't here to spend time with him so it was great that they had the whole week to spend with him.

Uncle Michael and all the kids

Aunt Torie and all the kids

Beautiful Alyssa

Sitting with Santa

Higgins Christmas party

On the 18th we went up to Idaho for my Dad side of the family Christmas party. It was SO nice to finally see everyone. It has been about 2 years since Ive seen them, and a little long for some others. So it was really nice to have all us together again!.

Bebe, Celest, Me, Cameron, Torie, and Keli

Dad, Uncle Doug, Mike, and Baby Austin

Sisters

Uncle Earl, Me and Aunt Gina

Connor, Me and Aunt Shelly

Me and Cousin Vickie

Me and Uncle Doug

We are so Cute

I had such a great time with everyone.

Connor 3rd Birthday party

( Just so you know the next few post will for sure be PICTURE OVERLOAD)

On the 17Th my monkey man turned 3! Crazy i know I'm still trying to get used to it.

So that morning he woke up with the house all Thomas out :) He loved it and he woke up with his Aunt Torie Uncle Michael and his cousin there so he was in 7Th heaven. Right away he wanted t o open his gifts. I made him, his favorite breakfast (toast) and put candles in it and sang to him! He loved it..

We got him a big Power wheel and he was able to walk out to it, when he saw it he got this huge smile.

His toast

My 3 year old

For his party we went and had our family and closes friends come swimming with us. We rented out the party room and was able to have all the kids go swimming. Connor was excited all day. "I'm going swimming for my birthday huh mommy" He would ask me that about every 10 minutes or so.

He had so many gift and i swear that he opened them in about 5 minutes he was so excited to go swimming.

His cupcake.

All ready to go swimming

I think over all Connor had a GREAT birthday. He was smiling all day long and that's all the matters.

I love you my 3 year old monkey!!!!!

The holidays

This year for the holiday is going to be a little weird. It will still be a great one, just a little different. Now that me and Logan are getting really serious, we really wanted to spend Christmas as a family this year. Every year for Christmas i always go down to Idaho to spend it with my brother, sister, aunts, uncles, cousin and my whole family. So i didn't want to miss out on a Christmas. I begged Logan to come to Idaho with me (didn't take much begging) to spend it as a family. Its now even better cause my whole family will be there. My sister is here from California so we will have all my family. That mean in one house there will be 13 people plus 4 dogs. Crazy i know but at least we will wake up on Christmas as a family. So the down side of Logan coming with us to Idaho is that we have to come back on Christmas day to spend it with his family. Its not a bad thing it will just be different not being with my family the whole day. I wont be going over to my Aunts for Christmas dinner, i wont be able to wish my grandpa a Merry Christmas, I wont be able to be there for Austin 1st Christmas, my first Christmas i wont be with my mom and dad now that is weird. I guess this is what happens when you get in-law you have to some how make it everywhere on the specials holidays. It will be really hard driving back and forth in a 24 hour period but its all going to be worth it when I'm with my family all again. I know i shouldn't be all butt hurt cause Logan is missing Christmas Eve with his family and Christmas morning. I just got to get used to the whole sharing thing with the family. I know once it gets here everything will be fine and i wont be a big baby anymore, but as of right now i can be a baby. I love my in-law but i really didn't get this thought that we would have to split things up when it come to stuff like that. But I'm always telling Logan but we always see you family cause they live 15 minutes away my family is 3 hours away and 12 hours away. Ugh i need to stop I love both my family with everything i have and i know this is going to be a great Christmas. I'll get to see how someone else celebrates Christmas.. I'll stop complaining now.

Well this is going to be early but i wont be on here till after Christmas. But

i wish everyone a Merry and safe Christmas. I cant wait to hear all the stories about your wonderful Christmas!

Love you all

Christmas color contest

Every year Transcript sends out a Christmas coloring book contest. And every year we always get SO many entreats. This year was a little different for a good month we only had maybe 50 totally and then yesterday and today we were able to fill our WHOLE wall with pages. We have a totally of 193. I about died when we counted them all up. Im sure we will reach about 200 by the time we are done with it. we still have 30 mintues to go! Lets hope for 200.

Here is haft the wall

And the other side.

I would have to say it look pretty awesome!!!

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas from my family to yours!

We hope you all have the best Christmas and a Happy New Years.

Third Birthday.

I can't believe that my baby is 3 today!

3 years ago i was in the hospital waiting for this beautiful baby to be born, waiting to become a mommy, waiting for the greatest blessing ever to happen to my life. Connor was born December 17 2007 at 4:35pm weighing 7lb 12 oz and 21.5in. At that moment i fell in love not knowing that i could love someone so unconditionally. I was young but i knew right then and there my life changed for the better. Connor is my whole world, and will always be!

3 days old

Snuggle time with my baby

Late nights just watching him sleep

Sweet little cries

Only one that could stop him crying.

little smile while dreaming

Cute little giggles

Best 1 year of my life

1 year old

Cuddle time (still)

leaning to walk

silly talking

those slobber kisses

running to me when i got home

Best 2 year of my life

2 years old

Believe it or not you still love to cuddle

Playing hide and seek

telling me every minute I love you mommy

kisses all the time

best laugh ever

smile that can melt your heart

Best 3 years of my life

My 3 year old baby boy

Connor i cant wait for the many year of it being the best year of my life. You are what makes it the best year. You are my pride and joy, the reason of life, my smile, my laughter, my monkey man, and always my greatest blessing. You amaze me every day with the little things you say or do. I love watching you grow and learn new things. Your always such a big help wether its loading the dishwasher, cooking food, or doing wash you love to help. You are using big words like obviously mom, actually, unfortunately, you are such a dork. You bring so much joy to my life.

My little man know all this alphabet

can count to 25

knows most his colors and shapes

he can spell his name and pretty much write it to

has a great memory

talks like a 16 year old

loves to read books to you

will talk in full sentences

smart little man

I love you baby and i hope you have the best 3rd birthday ever!

My beautiful monkey. You are amazing. You fill each day with something new, giving me a reason to get through another day. The love I always ever wanted is standing right in front of my face in this perfect little body. You make it easy for me to sleep at night even when you are not with me. I feel your arms around my neck and your little voice saying "I love you." You make everything in the world that is bad feel like its peaceful. Every time I look at you, you make me want to cry tears of joy. I get the most excited when I see you achieve something and watching you grow. You have this smile that lights the universe. You have the best personality. You are such a joker, which makes harsh days become good ones. I am so grateful to have you in my life. You are the light in my heart. Thank you for picking me to be your mom!! I wouldn't have picked anyone else but you! I love you always and forever..

Transcript Christmas party..

Every year my works throws a Christmas party for the whole company. Its always fun to go to, great food, great games, and great people! This year Connor was really excited that he was able to go and see Santa.. As you can see that really didn't go well. After we left Santa he asked me "Why didn't i get my train" Haha i couldn't help but laugh!

Me and Xander Bug

My wonderful family of mine

Little miss lil and me

Casey and me :)

My sexy man shooting some hoops.

Over all the night was great. This is something i always look forward to every year. Cant wait for next year..

Welcome to the world!

I would like to welcome the new addition to our family......

AUSTIN MICHAEL...

Austin was born 12/11/10 at 11:23 am he weighed 9lb 7oz and 21in.

This little man is such a wonderful miracle, and I'm so blessed to have him in my life.

Celest went in to labor about 8:30am and went to the doctor at 3. By then she was already at a 7 and 100% thinned out. So we thought that she would have him anytime.. but few hours later she was at a 9. Austin wasn't ready to come out and would not move down. Every time that Lester would push, Austin would move up and push up on her ribs. The doctor said this baby is going to be about 10 pounds or more. Poor Celest pushed for 4 hours and still nothing. So the doctor finally said we are going to have to do a C-section. We gave her a blessing and off to the surgery room they went. 10 minutes later Mike and little Austin came through the doors. We were so happy and seeing the looking on my brother face, he was crying but So proud. I'm glad that after this long road for them they finally have this joy in their life!!!

I'm so happy that i was able to be there to welcoming this little miracle into this world. Aunt Chelby already love you to the moon and back! Remember that I'm already your favorite aunt!!

Love you bug a boo!