July 24th

So over the 24th we headed off to Lagoon..

This year was so much fun!

Connor was all into all the rides and wanted to ride everyone!

Before this year he was really scared to ride anything. But from what he said." Mom im 4 now and that means im a big boy and isnt scared of anything"

Well it was true. He wasnt scared of anything. It was just so fun to have a riding buddy.

And also i finally got my little sister to ride the sky coster!!

I have rode it about 3 times so i knew it was going to be fun. 

I was making it sounds so bad and scary. 

Breanna was ready to turn around and not ride it at all.

But we got up there and she had a blast. Its the best feeling. I love it.

Over all Lagoon was a blast. 

Connor and Austin loved it.

Have faith

Dont Judge Me....

You cant hadle half of what ive delt with....

Theres a reason I do what I do.....

Theres a reason I'M who i am..

The past is the past and thats all i can say about that.

But life has taken a different turn. Im not sure if its going to be a good turn or something that is just going to hurt ME in the end.

Right now i believe that it will be for the best. But deep down i feel like its going to hurt me.

While i do this i know i will be hurt, mad, stressed, and just upset. BUT i have to think of whats going to be best of my SON.

And whats going to be best is what im doing now.

Im ready for this change and im ready for the new life.

Sometimes you hust have to stop

worrying,

 wondering

 & doubting...

Have faith that things will work out,

 maybe not how you planned,

 but just how they're meant to be...

Just because i dont think anything is hotter then a man holding a baby.

And because Connor keeps asking me for a little sister

I just cant get enough of these pictuers!

I think we are all ready for a new baby!!!!!!

;)