The unbelieveable!

So i don't know if anyone of you that believe in life after death..
BUT i know i do. I believe that when die i will go to heaven and live a very happy life there with all my wonderful family and i will be able to look down on earth and watch over my family as well. I believe in all the great stuff. The reason why????
Well after my grandma passes on. I was sitting in my room just minding my own business and all a sudden my music box went off. The music box was the last gift my grandma had ever gave me! It played for a good 5 min non stop. It was about a week after she has passed. It was the best feeling in the world knowing my grandma was reaching out to me, letting me know that she was happy and watching over me all the time.
My grandma comes to me when i need her the most i think she has came to me about 10 time in the 7 years the she has been gone. ITs either in a dream or she plays the music box for me. It always makes everything so much better..
So you all know that i lost a great friend this last week. I was having a hard time it was just bring up so many thought and feeling i was just taken it harder then i thought i was going to.. Saturday was the day i had to say goodbye to her, and when i got home Sunday i was taken a bath and just took a few Minutes to talk to my wonderful grandma.. (  I always talk to my grandma)
 I told her how much i loved her and how i missed her more each day that passes. I asked her if she was watching over me when i was going thought this, i asked her to always to watch over Connor, myself and my family. I told her all the things that were going on in my life and that i need a pick me up! NOT even 2 minutes later the song I'm already there by Lonestar come on..

I BROKE DOWN...


My grandma came to me when i needed her the most...
She came to me when i was down and needed someone there for me.
She came when i missed her the most.
My grandma came to me

That song will forever be specials to me..

I love you grandma so much!!

Still talking about life after death. At the friends furneal we were at her gravesit and all a sudden a dragonfly came by.. fly right by her and right by her family.
Dragonfly symbolism that someone has moved on and is happy where they are.
That was her letting each one of us know she is happy.. She was there for each one of us!!

Awh chills.. I love you both and i know you guys are happy! I miss you so much! May you always fly high!

Update

So a little LAME update on me and WORK.  UGH
Well this is my 3 week of training class. Lets just say that my brain is going to blow up. Not even joking. This training class is set up for 6 MONTH not 8 week. Ya that's a lot to fit in, in the short amount of time. I'm just going crazy with all the different things i need to know. You wouldn't believe it.
So last week our big boss came in and reminded us that at the end of this training class we would be getting a raise.. Then he paused............."I lied your getting a raise TODAY" Yup after 2 week of working there we got a $.50 raise and still at the end of the training class we will ALSO get the normal $1.00 raise. So i will be making $1.50 more then i normally thought!!! Do you even know how much more that's going to help me! I couldn't of been more happier!
Back to the Brain blowing up. Like i said this WAS going to be a 6 month training class and they have moved it to 8 week. We are learning thing that normally take a week we are learning in ONE day! Its just so much stuff to do learn all at once..
In the end its (I think) will be a good job and i will like it. I guess we will see when it comes down to it..

One more thing Connor is LOVING SCHOOL!!!!! HE talks about it allllll the time. Its such the sweetest things in the world. Sad but i have no pictures cause i don't get to take him and when i leave picture taken for Logan i never get ANY pictures!!! So as soon as i get some pictures of my handsome ill post!!!

Sorry for the lame post i just was looking at my blog and it look really sad so i needed to do something to make it smile!!

Tuesday Sept 20, 2011

Tuesday about 3:00 pm There was a HORRIBLE car crash that happened in Pocatello Read here. In that car was one of my best childhood friend of mine.

MICAH STORY...

She was/ still is an amazing person. I cant even put into word what it was like when i heard the new.My heart just broke. There was no way that it could be a friend of  mine. Yet someone so young and so amazing. I didnt want to believe anything i was hearing, cause just 4 years ago i lost other best friend of mine on that same road in a crash just like this one. I didnt like knowing everything was happening again. I just couldnt deal with it... :-/
 I haven't see her in a few years but we would keep in touch through facebook. It hurts so bad cause when we were little she would always tell me she thought of me and Amanda (MY best friend) as her older sisters. And it was true she was my younger sister! We hung out all the time. Amanda lived right across the street from her. So everyday i was with her. I looked at her like my little sister. We did so much together. MY cousin and her Brothers were also best friends so again i was always with her. In the last few years we didn't talk much just a ever now and then hi how are you doing. And i hate that's all we did. I just wish i could of hang out one more time with her. Be able to act like crazy kid like we used to. Just one day. I can wish and wish but i know that she will always remember the WONDERFUL times we had when we were little girls.

Micah i will never forget the great laughs we had or the great time we shared when we were little. YOU are on our angel and the star in our sky! Just know many people love you with everything they have.

I miss you more then anything.

Now it time to spread you wing and fly!

May you always rest in paradise