-Day 12-

Day 12- A picture of your room . Share a secret.

Don't Judge..

My room is a mess but I'm getting there.

I just got a new TV and i haven't moved the other one.

I've been trying to get all organized so this is a working progress.

As you all know i have to share a room with Connor so i had to take this picture in two, just so you could see Connor side. This is right when we woke up so the beds aren't even made.. Ugh sorry :)

And you get to see my puppy dogs :)

Share a secret.

Umm....

This is a hard one i don't have many that i can think of but lets see.

I'm deadly afraid of the dark. Weird i know but i hate being in the dark. Like Ive said before i always have to have the TV when I'm going to bed, cuddled next to Logan and i always have to have a dog next to me or by my feet. I always think of the worst when I'm laying in the dark. Even when i get off of work during the winter and its black as black at night i have to RUN to my car cause I'm scared someone is going to come out and get me. Silly i know but i hate it. When its late at night and i have to either run out to my car or even go to my room down stairs i have to have all the lights on or have my dogs come with me. Haha So thats my secret. Lame.

The more i talk about it the more silly it sounds.

-Day 11-

A picture of something you dislike.

Oh man, I get this all the time at my work. People come in smelling like B.O or smoke and it just makes me gag. I have to step back cause it is so bad. I hate that.

Child abuse.. Enough said, It wrong and i hate even thinking about it.

Mice. They just creep the crap out of me. I cant even look at them with out freaking out.

Lying. Its the worst when you know someone is lying to you. I think lying hurts more then the truth. Even if the truth kills me sometimes.

-Day 10-

A story about a past relationship.

I really hate the thought of this one. They are part relationship and i think they should stay in the past..

But ill talk about one.. This relationship i can talk about without hating the person cause still to this day we are really close and talk a lot still.

Travis Converse.

I was in love with him in 4th grade haha. I moved after the 5th grade so after that i never really talked to him or even thought about him. Then one day when my Best friend called me while she was on the school bus heading home from school. Travis rode the bus with her and he asked her hey is that Chelby from 4th grade, haha yes it is. So the whole 30 minute bus ride i talked to Travis.. It was really weird at first but then i started to remember how i felt about him when i was there. It had been 4 year the last time i talked to him but once we talked it was like normal.

So he got my number and called me right when he got home.. We talked everyday after that. One weekend i went to Idaho for a family thing and ended up hanging out with Travis, he lived about a block away from my brother. We hung out the whole weekend and when i was leaving he asked me out. It was going to be hard cause we lived 3 hour away, but it was worth it at the time. So every time i was in Idaho we would make sure that we hung out. We talked 24/7 on the phone and always made sure that we wanted this. I spent the whole summer in Idaho so i could spend it with him. He even came to Tooele to go to my homecoming with me, i also went down for his homecoming as well. We thought it was going to work out in the long run.

After a year of us, we knew that the relationship wasn't going to work, it was hand not seeing him at school or after school. So we thought it would be better to stay as friends. And we have stayed that for 5 years now. He was there for me when i was pregnant when i was going through that hard time with Connor... ugh sperm donor lol (sorry). I have been there for him through all the hard times with him also. He has became my best friend, the one i turn to all the time. He is always the one i can count on when I'm not in the dumps.

Now we are both in a great relationship with two great people, we both have kids and so happy. Im just glad after everything we has been thought that we can still be this close..

Thanks Travis for always being there for me. :)