Day 21 - Something that upsets you

Things that make me upset

1. Lying. I hate when someone lies to you. It seems like it always hurts twice as bad once you find out.

2. Money. Normal i would say that i LOVE money, but now that we have our own bills and payments it seems like we never have money. So me I'm always stressing out over this. I just wish that money really grew on trees :)

3. Saying bye to my family. As all you guys know I'm really close with my family. But we all live far away from each other. So once we are together, its twice as hard to say goodbye. I love being with family but i just hate having to say goodbye to them!

4. My weight. Enough said

20th Birthday

Today is LOGAN 20th BIRTHDAY!!!!

I cant believe that he is already 20. When i first met him, he was 15. It just means that we are growing up lol.

Its sad cause i have never been able to spend a birthday with Logan. It seems like his birthday always lands on opening weekend for deer hunt. I was at least able to wake up to giving him a birthday kiss!! :)

So Happy birthday baby!! I hope you have a great time with your grandpa and brother this weekend!

I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK!

One lucky girl

I would have to say I'm really one luck girl!!!

I just have those days where i think about what i have in my life and how grateful i am. It just always put a big smile to my face. I have nothing to complain about. I read some of these blog and how they have lost their little baby or how they lose their husbands, or just how life isn't in there hands. I'm so grateful that i didn't lose Connor when i was pregnant, i always count my blessings. My baby was as healthy as could be and i had nothing to worry about. I just see these moms loosing the one thing you love more then life. I would NEVER EVER EVER want to go through that. I don't even want to think about loosing my monkey..

I just always see these things on the news about parents hurting there kids, killing them. How could you even think of something so sicken.

Connor for bring life back into me! And always being the one that can cheer me up everyday. He is mommy world!

I'm luck to have Logan, he has been my back bone. I know no matter where life takes us he will be right beside me.

My mom and dad. The reason why I'm living. I so thankful that i have them to talk to all the time

My brother and sister. (including in law) They are my best friends! I know why I'm down i can just call one of them and say make me laugh and after that everything is great!

Kelly Chance. Work best friend, and our kids are going to get married so we will be mother-in-law?? She is the one that i can talk about anything and she always has the right answers.

Barb and Scott. My 2 family. I love them for who they are. I just love that they have taken my and connor in as there own! I don't know what i would do without them.

Jennie, Mike, and baby Calee. They are 10000000 of miles from me but they are my best friends. Hands down. I love mike for taken care of my bffffff and i love him for fighting for our freedom. I love Jennie cause well she is my BFFFFFFFF. and Cal Cal is just so perfect i love her to piece.

Really tho I'm so luck to have all these people in my life. If it wasn't for them i wouldn't be who i am today!