Before i was a mom

I got this in my e-mails today, and i just fell in love with it!

Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. Before I was a Mom, I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom

I miss her

I haven't seen Jennie in 2 months, and for us that is a VERY long time. I miss her so much. Its hard knowing that i cant just drive up to her house and see her.. It kills me. I know that we have had or ups and downs, days where we hate eachother so much. But in the end we will always be best friends.

I miss the nights where she would sneak into my bedroom just so we could talk

jamming out to our music

laughing so hard

our long talks

PICTURES

our Salt Lake trips

shopping

2P&&AP

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nigger 1 and nigger 2

pictures

rodeo nights

her there for me when i had Connor

her watching Connor for me

did i say pictures..

Lets just say i really miss my best friend.

Im so happy for her and Mike. I know they will be GREAT parents..

I lubbb you Jen

My big boy..

So this weekend we went to Idaho for my Aunts 30 birthday. (sorry no picture of the party)

But Connor FELL IN LOVE with my cousin little bike. We spent about an hour pushing him around the block. He was so cute! Cant believe how fast he is growing up.