I'm Gonna Love You Through It

This song Im going to love you through it! Is just how we feel for my dad! Its an amazing song! You really dont know how much you are loved till someone gets sick!

Im going to love you through it

Martina McBride

She dropped the phone and burst into tears

The doctor just confirmed her fears

Her husband held it in and held her tight

Cancer don’t discriminate or care if you’re just 38

With three kids who need you in their lives

He said, "I know that you’re afraid and I am, too

But you’ll never be alone, I promise you"

When you’re weak, I’ll be strong

When you let go, I’ll hold on

When you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyes

When you feel lost and scared to death,

Like you can’t take one more step

Just take my hand, together we can do it

I’m gonna love you through it.

She made it through the surgery fine

They said they caught it just in time

But they had to take more than they planned

Now it's forced smiles and baggy shirts

To hide what the cancer took from her

But she just wants to feel like a woman again

She said, "I don't think I can do this anymore"

He took her in his arms and said "That's what my love is for"

When you’re weak, I’ll be strong

When you let go, I’ll hold on

When you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyes

When you feel lost and scared to death,

Like you can’t take one more step

Just take my hand, together we can do it

I’m gonna love you through it.

And when this road gets too long

I'll be the rock you lean on

Just take my hand, together we can do it

I’m gonna love you through it.

I’m gonna love you through it.

♥



Surgery #4

Can we please be done with going under anesthesia, and done with the breath tub down his mouth?

 Can we be done taken steps back and done with the stitches?

Can we be done with being sore, and done hurting?

CAN WE JUST BE DONE?!?!

I know we are already for this to be over with. Ready for him to come home, and ready to go back to our normal.

Yesterday my dad went in for his 4th surgery?

WHY???

Well when the doctor were checking his staples in his belly, they started taken them out and when they started doing that, he belly opened. It wasn't closing right and on top of it when he belly swelled up, it was putting pressure on the staples. The doctor wanted to go in and see for sure why there was a leak? So once again my dad had to have the tub down and under anesthesia. When they opened him up they found a pin hole in his intestine and that's what was causing the leaking. Well they had to take two more inches from his intestine and said this should heal up the right way. Fingers cross.

They closed up him on the inside but they left the top open. Reason why is just in case anything else happen, they didn't want to keep opening him and hurting the good tissues. It will close on its own in about a month.

My dad is doing good. He is in a lot of pain but was still able to watch all the football games last night. He would yell at the game and then go ouch ouch ouch, cause he was screaming so bad it was hurting his belly. But hey at least he was in a good mood.

I just hate these back steps, but my dad is still shooting for rehab in 5-7 days. His words. so lets keep believing that we will be there in a week.

I'm sorry that every post i write is me sad, or stressed, but i just want this to be over.

Thank you for all the wonderful prays!

I love you Daddy

My 2012 goals

I know I'm Pretty behind on this one but i don't care. ;-)

So my 2012 Goals.

Be the best mom i could be! Give him everything he needs, and watch him grow! He is my world and i don't want to miss a moment with him!

Be a aunt to these guys, who they can look up to!

To be a better girlfriend.

Remind these guys they are my back bone!

Not let this number get the best of me! Working harder on it!

 Act like tomorrow is my last day!

To get my dad home, and to always be there for these 2 amazing people in my life!


This year i want to make a change. I don't want to take things for granted, i don't want the little things to get to me. I want to stop stressing and i want to be more happy!
In the last few months i have came to a point in my life where i need to change, i need to start acting like an adult, and stop playing these games. Life has slapped me in the face a few time and not tell now i have really understood why! I'm ready got 2012 and im ready to see what it holds for me!