Im a blogger and i suck

Yes its true.

I blog but i look back at my blogs i think "Wow i really suck with my word", and i suck at blogging. I know this blog is for me in the future, but i know i have some people who read it. I feel bad for them, i never make sense and i suck at putting my word in this. Haha

So I need something, i need to be better at this whole blogging thing. I don't know what its going to be but i will find it one day and i promise i will be a better blogger..

ONE DAY ;-)

Just a little something.

So Ive seen this on a few blog, so i thought it would be fun for me to do. :)

Here i go.

I am weird because....

I would rather stay inside then be outside.
I cant ever keep to one thing.
I have million of list but i never seem to get any of them done.
I cry more then i need to.
I burp all the time.


I am a bad friend because...

I don't call or text as much as i really should.
I am terrible about making plans and sticking to them.
I something done have much to say.
I sometime don't check my phone and forget to write them tell the next day.


I am a good friend because.

I listen to every word they say.
I am supportive.
I tell them the truth and don't leave anything behind.
I would do anything for my friend at any time of the day.
I love my friends with everything i am.

I am sad because.

I have no money.
I hate the snow and its coming if i like it or not.
My bfff and my family lives to far away.
I feel like i could be so much better for my family.
Time flies by.
Logan and I fight way to much.

I am happy because.

I have a beautiful 4 year old who is my everything.
I have a man that loves me with everything he has.
I am alive, and health
Christmas is coming.
I can laugh at myself or laugh at nothing at all.
I have an amazing family that keeps me going.
I have wonderful friends.

I am excited for.

A new year, and new milestones to come
Christmas, Christmas with my family of 3
Connor 4th birthday
A new nephew of niece coming in July
My 21st birthday.

Crazy December

December is going to be a CRAZY and BUSY month for my family. Every weekend we have something planned. I love that about Christmas, i love being busy but not over welled.

IT started Thanksgiving and wont end till mine and Logan 3rd year anniversary.Yes THREE years can you believe it. I cant haha But i love it!

Anyways like i said it started with Thanksgiving.

Nov 24-27: Thanksgiving and my brother was down for the weekend.

December 2-4: We have Scott Christmas family party. And each year Barb gets us together and we all put Christmas decoration up.

December 9-11: We are going up to Idaho for Austin 1st birthday. Then we will go to my aunt and have a great together and Sunday we will go to my other aunt and have breakfast. Busy but fun weekend

December 16-18: Connor birthday weekend! YA then we are going up to Idaho once again for my Dad side of the family Christmas party! So we get to hang out with them all weekend.

December23-25 CHRISTMAS!!! Enough said right. This year Logan and i are staying here in Utah (My first Christmas in Utah) We are going to have a Christmas with just the THREE of us! I'm going to love that more then anything. It will be different but oh boy i cant wait!

December 30-January 1: New years! That weekend is always busy for us! We are always having a get together or just hanging out. Still busy i think so.

I LIED i guess we skip 2 weekend before mine and Logan Anniversary.

January 20-22: Third year anniversary. We are going to do something big just don't know what to do yet. This weekend I'm going to need after the month of December. Ahh

I seriously love this time of year! I hate the snow and the cold but i LOVE the feel. It just seems to bring everyone closer together and seems like everyone is always happy! I cant wait to go and look at all the Christmas lights, smell the smell of Christmas, see all the happy faces, and just the feel of shopping. (Even tho I'm done shopping). Yup i cant wait for this crazy and busy month.

Mostly i cant wait for 3 years with this amazing man!!

 And to celebrate this little man 4th birthday!

CHRISTMAS IS IN THE AIR............AND I LOVE IT!! :)

♥