21st Birthday!

Today was this Amazing Mans 21st Birthday!

Yup 21 years.

The BIG birthday!

I wish i was able to be with him today but he was up hunting with his Grandpa and Brother. At least he was having fun. :) We sure missed him tho.

I love this man with everything i am.

With each day that passes i fall MORE in love with him. I never thought i would be lucky enough to fall in love with someone like him.

We may fight more then normal,

we may hate each other at times,

but in the end he is the ONLY one that can make my heart skip a beat every time he looks at me.

 He is the most amazing dad in the world. I couldn't ask for a better person to help me raise Connor and our future kids.

He amazes me every time he is there for Connor,

makes me smile when i see these two together,

he makes my heart melt when i hear him tell Connor how much he loves him.

I know that I'M the lucky one that found this amazing man to call MINE.

 Together we can do anything and together we have the whole world. He makes me complete, makes me the happiest girl in the world, makes me smile from ear to ear, he makes ME, Me, and  he is MINE and MINE forever.

                    Logan I love you more then words can explain, thanks for being my rock and the one i can tell everything to! I cant wait for the next 21 years TOGETHER.

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!!!

I hope you had a wonderful day! Cant wait for you to get home so we can spend it together!

I ♥ YOU

This little Pin.

First off i have to say SORRY for never really blogging.. Im so busy and it just seems like i never have time to breath anymore. I keep saying this but i will try and try harder to blog more..

Anyways now on the the amazing things...




So you all know that Logan Grandma passed away last week. We had her  funeral, it was just beautiful!!!
                     (Seeing my man do what he does for his religion, lets just say it was hot haha.)
So like a said before i never really got to meet her, but i heard some amazing story's about her. Barb bought her a grandma pin to put on her. When we got to the viewing Logan was going to put it on her, but Logan ended up not feeling like he would be able to. So we handed it to her Aunt. She looked at me and Said " Chelby would you be willing to put this on her for us, We would love for you to have something to remember her by" I felt amazing to be able to put this tiny little pin on her, This tiny little pin meant nothing to some people but met everything to me. I felt like i was family and that i knew her. I know it sounds weird but i was very happy that they asked to me put this on her, knowing i didnt know her and i would never get to know her. Plan and simply it was an amazing feeling. :) I love Logan family and how they make me feel like im already apart of them!.

 Last Tuesday was my BIG final for work..

Guess what

I passes with a 99%.

YAY GO ME.. :) I was really happy with myself. So now as of today we are nesting. That just means we are on the phone but the calls aren't back to back. Thanks gosh cause i dont think i would be able to do anything if it was call after call.. So today i took two calls and the first one was really good and pretty fast. But oh man the second one was from HELL no joke. I felt like everything i learned went out the door and didn't want to come back. But in the end i was able to walk through it and make sure the member knew what i was trying to say. Well i hope i did good anyways haha..So first day went.......O.K. I'm still trying to see if I'm going to love it.. I know that will take time but it just seem so much to do all at once. And knowing me i cant do a lot at one time.. lol
So Sunday will be my first day with calls back to back to back. Yup i have to work Sunday. My days off are Saturday and Thursday. Ugh that means no more Saturday and Sundays off for me. But I'm okay with that. It just means i get to take my little pre schooler to school now. :) Really excited about that.. So i work 7am-3:30, i love working that i still get off early enough to hang out with my little boy. We will just see how i like it when im on my own.. WISH ME LUCK...

Real fast. There is a sneak peak of what Logan and i are making.. :) Lets see how its going to turn out.

I promise ill blog more some time this week. I have more to tell you about this past weekend. :)

Oh and by the way LOGAN will be the big 21 in 5 day!!!

and butt head wont be here.  pooooo ;-(

Im still excited to do something for him before he leaves. Haha any ideas? Nope i have nothing.....yet.



1 down 1 to go.



This is how i was feeling last Thursday!

Wanna know why?

I PASSED MY TEST.

Billing and enrollment test. With work we have to pass 2 test with a 90% or better.

OR

We will have to start the whole training class over again or worst we can lose our job.

BUT

i didn't have to worry about that i passed with a BIG OL 97%, Ya i missed one question. But hell that's pretty damn good. ( I think)

So i was really happy these last few days, but im really nervous for next week. Next week we are on the Floor which means i will be on the phone talking and doing everything that we have learned so far. Crazy, i will scared i will crap my pants when i get my first call. The thing is i have to be doing a MILLION things all at once. Not even joking. :-/ But after my first call i think i will get the hang of it and be fine..

So every 3 months we have to do a shift bid and change out times. Well i did it today and i was ranked 73 out of 200. So i got some-what of top pick. I wont know till Monday on for sure when i will be working, but the ones i picked are. 5.45am-1:30pm... Home early for Connor OR 6:00am-4:00pm. (4/10) So i would have Friday Saturday and Sunday off.. Who wouldn't want that.. ya Ten hour shift but having 3 days off would be totally worth it. Im i right or am i right. :) and the last one i picked was 7:00am-3:00pm just like im on right now. So Monday i will find out! Im pretty excited about that. Really hoping i get the 4/10..

WE WILL SEEEEE..

Moving on..

Saturday i had a Scentsy party. My wonderful Cousin came and put i on for me. AND i had a great turn out. I thought hey i could do this with ease...

So you are looking at a new Scentsy sale..

Yup you know you guys will want to order from me. Im really excited to start this up and make some extra cash. :)



On the sad side, Logan beautiful grandma went into god arms last night. 

She was 82 and was ready to go see her Son again (Logan dad)

Sadly yesterday was the first and last time i got to met her. After Logan dad died, the Garcia family kinda just forgot about Logan. Never called he, never saw him, just kinda pushed him out of the picture.. Makes me sad. But 2 years ago his grandma reached out to Logan and Logan would see his grandma about once a year to see her for her birthday.. I never got to met her and talk to her and just be around her when she wasn't hurting.

So when we found out that she wasn't doing very good. We knew that we needed to go see her just once more. So yesterday we just sat with her while she slept, we talked to her about everything. At the end of the day she knew everything about Connor and Myself. I thought i would be better late then never (That sounds rude). I hope that she know that we do care about her and that Logan does love her with everything he has. It just breaks my heart that family can part away and the nextt time you see them is when they are already gone. Things like that have to change. From now on, even if Logan's Garica side of the family doesn't want anything to do with us. Im going to still try and be apart of their life. I don't want Logan to miss out on family, i don't want his family to miss out on Logan. Thats the only thing they have left of SAM...

Anyways it broke my heart when we were leaving Logan bent down to give his grandma one last kiss and when he was there he just let it all go. He told her "Grandma please say HI to my dad, and that i miss him so much, let him know that im doing good and i have a family now." AHHHH made me cry.
IM so lucky to have him..

Always R.I.P

We miss you so much!!