Tuesday, October 5, 2010

#10

I know I'm pretty bad on getting this done but here you go.
My #10 most influential person is

Barb
In the past two years she has been one of my best friends. I love how i can talk to her about anything and everything and she wont judge me one bit. She is such a great person i look up to her for many things. She has been thought so much, her first child ended up passing away a few days after birth. I don't know how she did it but to this day she is so strong. Sam her husband had a heart attack and died, again i don't know how she was able to do it. And now she is raising a 2 year old and a 9 year old. They are her nieces girl, she isn't able to raise then so Barb is helping her. I look at her and think she has started all over again on raising kids. She is such a strong women, never once has she wanted to give up. I look up to her for being a great mom to her boys and these girls, i know that one day i can look back and say that i have became a better mom cause of her, and what she has gone for all these kids.
I hope i can be able to be as strong and mellow as her. I'm bad at that i get mad way to fast and upset over anything.. She has taught me that i cant get mad over the little things and that i need to treasure every little moment cause you never know when it will be gone. I know that if Logan and i ended up not together (That will never happen) Barb and i would still be as close as we are now. Barb has become Connor grandma, and one of my best friends. I would not want to take that away from us.
I love you Barb and thanks for always being the one i can run and talk to, thanks for being a grandma to Connor, and thanks for teaching me to be strong! I love you ♥

Getting to big

(i hope you can see it)

I Today Connor wanted to write a little letter to his Aunt Jennie!
But as i was looking at it after i noticed that Connor was writing his name ALL BY HIMSELF. The whole time he was "coloring" i would hear him say "C-O-N-N-O-R" I didn't think anything of it cause we have been working with him to spell his name. Ive only once maybe twice help him with writing his name. So when i saw that he was really trying BY HIMSELF, i about freaked. AWWW my little baby isn't a baby anymore! I'm so proud of him. Connor mommy loves you!

Monday, October 4, 2010

Day 3- Parents

What can i say about my parents. They had my and now they want to take me back!!! Haha..
My parents are the reason why im me! They have been my back bone from day one. I dont know where i would be or who i would be if it wasn't for them.

My mom is beautiful, loving, strong, loyal, honest, and care about everyone. We do have our differences, but at the end of the day she is my best friend.My mom lost her mom at a really young age, and i don't now how she did it but i think to myself i don't know what i would do without my mommy, i never want to think of losing her. We have had lots of fight ( just like any mother daughter do) but i don't think that if we didn't have those fight we wouldn't be as close as we are. I can always talk to her about anything and she can talk to me about it all! My mom supported me the whole time she knew i was pregnant, and still to this day she is always open arms to help me out anytime. I know i wouldn't be the mom i am today if it was for my own mom. I know i have the greatest mommy alive (but don't everyone say that) Really my mom is the best. I love you so much!


My dad is a hard working, honest, funny, loyal, always there to listen. When i was younger me and my dad would fight like cats and dogs, day in and day out. We were always mad at each other. But if someone said something bad about me my dad would jump down there throats, and if anyone said anything about my daddy i would do that same and rip them a new one. I really think that we started getting a lot closer after i had Connor. I wouldn't want it any other way. Connor and my dad are so close, Connor is his little right man and i know my dad love every minute. I love the way we are now. He is my hero! He had cancer when i wasn't even born yet, he knew that he needed me :) But i cant even imagine how it is to have cancer but to this day he is as strong as can be. I know that i can talk to him about anything stuff a dad wouldn't want to know, but he lets me talk. My dad really is my hero, and Ive always been a daddy girls and ill always be a daddy girls. I love you daddy to the moon and back