The unbelieveable!

So i don't know if anyone of you that believe in life after death..
BUT i know i do. I believe that when die i will go to heaven and live a very happy life there with all my wonderful family and i will be able to look down on earth and watch over my family as well. I believe in all the great stuff. The reason why????
Well after my grandma passes on. I was sitting in my room just minding my own business and all a sudden my music box went off. The music box was the last gift my grandma had ever gave me! It played for a good 5 min non stop. It was about a week after she has passed. It was the best feeling in the world knowing my grandma was reaching out to me, letting me know that she was happy and watching over me all the time.
My grandma comes to me when i need her the most i think she has came to me about 10 time in the 7 years the she has been gone. ITs either in a dream or she plays the music box for me. It always makes everything so much better..
So you all know that i lost a great friend this last week. I was having a hard time it was just bring up so many thought and feeling i was just taken it harder then i thought i was going to.. Saturday was the day i had to say goodbye to her, and when i got home Sunday i was taken a bath and just took a few Minutes to talk to my wonderful grandma.. (  I always talk to my grandma)
 I told her how much i loved her and how i missed her more each day that passes. I asked her if she was watching over me when i was going thought this, i asked her to always to watch over Connor, myself and my family. I told her all the things that were going on in my life and that i need a pick me up! NOT even 2 minutes later the song I'm already there by Lonestar come on..

I BROKE DOWN...


My grandma came to me when i needed her the most...
She came to me when i was down and needed someone there for me.
She came when i missed her the most.
My grandma came to me

That song will forever be specials to me..

I love you grandma so much!!

Still talking about life after death. At the friends furneal we were at her gravesit and all a sudden a dragonfly came by.. fly right by her and right by her family.
Dragonfly symbolism that someone has moved on and is happy where they are.
That was her letting each one of us know she is happy.. She was there for each one of us!!

Awh chills.. I love you both and i know you guys are happy! I miss you so much! May you always fly high!

Update

So a little LAME update on me and WORK.  UGH
Well this is my 3 week of training class. Lets just say that my brain is going to blow up. Not even joking. This training class is set up for 6 MONTH not 8 week. Ya that's a lot to fit in, in the short amount of time. I'm just going crazy with all the different things i need to know. You wouldn't believe it.
So last week our big boss came in and reminded us that at the end of this training class we would be getting a raise.. Then he paused............."I lied your getting a raise TODAY" Yup after 2 week of working there we got a $.50 raise and still at the end of the training class we will ALSO get the normal $1.00 raise. So i will be making $1.50 more then i normally thought!!! Do you even know how much more that's going to help me! I couldn't of been more happier!
Back to the Brain blowing up. Like i said this WAS going to be a 6 month training class and they have moved it to 8 week. We are learning thing that normally take a week we are learning in ONE day! Its just so much stuff to do learn all at once..
In the end its (I think) will be a good job and i will like it. I guess we will see when it comes down to it..

One more thing Connor is LOVING SCHOOL!!!!! HE talks about it allllll the time. Its such the sweetest things in the world. Sad but i have no pictures cause i don't get to take him and when i leave picture taken for Logan i never get ANY pictures!!! So as soon as i get some pictures of my handsome ill post!!!

Sorry for the lame post i just was looking at my blog and it look really sad so i needed to do something to make it smile!!

Tuesday Sept 20, 2011

Tuesday about 3:00 pm There was a HORRIBLE car crash that happened in Pocatello Read here. In that car was one of my best childhood friend of mine.

MICAH STORY...

She was/ still is an amazing person. I cant even put into word what it was like when i heard the new.My heart just broke. There was no way that it could be a friend of  mine. Yet someone so young and so amazing. I didnt want to believe anything i was hearing, cause just 4 years ago i lost other best friend of mine on that same road in a crash just like this one. I didnt like knowing everything was happening again. I just couldnt deal with it... :-/
 I haven't see her in a few years but we would keep in touch through facebook. It hurts so bad cause when we were little she would always tell me she thought of me and Amanda (MY best friend) as her older sisters. And it was true she was my younger sister! We hung out all the time. Amanda lived right across the street from her. So everyday i was with her. I looked at her like my little sister. We did so much together. MY cousin and her Brothers were also best friends so again i was always with her. In the last few years we didn't talk much just a ever now and then hi how are you doing. And i hate that's all we did. I just wish i could of hang out one more time with her. Be able to act like crazy kid like we used to. Just one day. I can wish and wish but i know that she will always remember the WONDERFUL times we had when we were little girls.

Micah i will never forget the great laughs we had or the great time we shared when we were little. YOU are on our angel and the star in our sky! Just know many people love you with everything they have.

I miss you more then anything.

Now it time to spread you wing and fly!

May you always rest in paradise

Movies

I LOVE MOVIES!!!

Thats all i do. I watch movies whenever i can..

So here are some of my favorites

September 11,2001

Ten years ago today the world changed

Where were you when the world stop turning that September day??

Total number of people killed in attacks: 2,819

Number of firefighters and paramedics killed: 343

Number of NYPD officers: 23

Number of Port Authority police officers: 37

Number of WTC companies that lost people: 60

Number of employees that died in tower one: 1,402

Number of employees that died in tower two: 614

Looking at all these pictures bring so many feeling, hate, sadness, love, hurt. I know I'm not the only person in this world who has these same feeling.

At 9:03 The second plane 175 hit the second tower. Right then everything went quite.

At 9:59 The tower went down.

So many people where running for there lives, running to find there loved ones. Running from everything cause they still didn't know what was going one. I cant even things of how it felt to be just seconds away from all this. Scared not knowing if i was going to live, scared for my family and everyone in those towers.

That day everyone was in tears.

Someone lost there, wife, husband, child, dad, mom, aunt, uncle, sister, brother, cousin, grandparents, friends. Someone lost everything they had in just a few minutes.

I remember getting to school and all the teacher had the TV on. Everyone was in shocked, how could someone do this it us. We sat there all day long watching the news. That one day i will NEVER forget.

But yet with all the horrible things going on that day.

US as the United States of America, We stood as ONE. We stood together and held on to everything we had! We held on to each other!

Hundred of people lost there life's that day.. But hundreds of people where made hero's.

Many people took there own life to save others. People went in those towers and never came out.

We lost 2,819 of our people. We lost so many great people..

I hope you all take the time and remember all the people that were in those towers today! All those hero's that our fighting for us, all those people who lost there loved one.

And take the time to always remember that we are ONE. We are the USA and United We Stand!

I know that Im Proud to be An American!!!

9/11 You ll never be forgotten!!!

School Day

Tueday September 6 was Connor first day of Pre-school..

Ahhh it was one sad day for this Momma! I wasn't able to make it to set him off to school..

But you know what it was okay, i got to hear all about it when i got home from work that day.

I don't think my son has ever been this excited to go and do something. All weekend he was telling everyone that he was going to start school here in a few day. He would even tell the lady in the room next to us that he was starting.. He was bound excited. Monday night when we got home he ran down stairs

to pick out his clothes for school. He got his shoes, took a bath and went to bed for us really well..

I told Logan not to send me pictures while i was at work cause i knew i would cry and didnt want to do that while i was at work. But at my lunch i called Logan and asked how Connor did. Logan has just dropped him off for school. Logan told me that Connor did AMAZING.. We were scared of how he would be cause he is always the kind that wont do something alone, he always has to have Me or Logan right with him. So i was scared that he would cry or scream or something. BUT nope nothing Connor didn't make one sound. Logan had to ask him for a kiss goodbye. I was so proud!!! Logan said that he ran to hang is back pack up and headed to his seat and talked to his new friends.

When i got home for the day Connor put his hat on and his cute little pin on and his bee that he got from school. I swear for 3 hour straight he only talked about what he did at school. He told me that he has to bring a bear next week for a lunch for school. He told me a song that they learned, and how he colored, and the sound the letter o makes. He just kept telling me everything he did. It was the sweetest little thing i had heard.. It was like i was there with me while he was at school. So it wasnt

 so hard not to be there as i was thinking it was going to be...

So now everyday he tells me that he has to do his homework, and he need to put a sticker on and what he did. It just amaze me! Im such a proud mommy! Even if i cant take him to school i can come home early and be with him while he is doing his homework. I LOVE THAT TIME. Just me and my baby doing homework..

 Connor heading to school. Looks a little scared

No mommy im not scared at all. :)

                                                                        All ready for school.

This is where my backpack goes. :)

                                                           Playing with my new friends!

All done with school now! :)

He had such a fun and good day.

All i can say is that I'm one proud Mommy yo now have a little Pre-schooler..

Still unreal for me. I have a PRE-SCHOOLER...

Over Due Snowbird

Sorry Ive been so MIA all this week.. Works has been a hand full and now we have homework for both Connor and i. So our house has been so crazy....

Now i finally have time to update on a few things that has been going on with my wonderful family of mine..

Okay so like a said in my last post. Over Labor day weekend we headed up to beautiful snowbird, got a room and stayed the night there.. So here are a few picture of our first day there.. Not many just cause Monday was the day that we did a lot..

Okay now its Monday..

We woke up and headed to get something to eat.. We all had a pretty big breakfast and all we paid was a big ol whopping $2.17.. Yup that's how we roll.. haha Then we headed to go ride the Alpine slide we didn't want to wait much longer cause it was already a 30 minute wait.. Connor was really excited to go ride this cause when we were in Park City he didn't want to ride the slide till after i was already down. So he was super excited to ride this with mommy.. When we got to the top and ready to come down it started raining so we had to wait an other 15 min for the track to dry off.. The whole way Connor was the one making us go fast or making us go slow. i only had my hand on the bar. He would look back and say I'm going to go fast like a race car.. and that's just what we did. We got down in no time. He wanted to do it over and over again..

So after that we wanted to go up to Hidden Peaks. You have to take the tram to get up there, I swear that when we got on that thing and started to head up it seemed like it was never ended. The views where just pure amazing!!! I could stay up there all day long just looking at the beautiful valleys!!

The pictures can tell you alll... It was just perfect to be up there with my wonderful family!

It was such a nice get away for the weekend.. I truly needed this and just time with my Boys.

Sorry for the long due for this post but as you can see i don't have much time anymore. BUT I'll make time when i can...
:)

So ill leave you with LOTS more pictures of our time and you can put together our story! :)

Hope you all had a great Labor day Weekend..



Day 1 of snowbird

So this is my first time blogging on my phone so let's see how well it works out for ne I'm laying in bed at out wonderful hotel room here at snowbird. Logan booked rooms for us after our crazy week. Such a good man to me. So we headed up here about noon this after noon. Beautiful drive up here. I've never been up to snowbird so it was something totally different for me, but I fell in love with it just as much as park city. Here you are right I mean right next to the mountain, I was sitting out side and looked up and there was still SNOW on top of the mountain are you kidding snow. Haha So it's octoberfest here and It's so crazy how many different people, different environment, different drinks and different clothes haha. When we got to out place we heading stight over to check out everything. Kinda made a walk though and headed back to the room to go swimming for the rest if the night!! Connor has been bugging us to go to the out door pool to swim. So we had to make it worth wild and hang out allll night. Connor was one happy boy!! After swimming we went got dinner ate and heading back to go to bed. We need our rest for the next day. We were going to rife the alpine slide and tram and zip line. We were going to do everything we could do while we were up there! Anyways I'm going to leave it short an sweet cause knowing me I have to post picture and for some reason it won't let me upload from my phone. Oh well stay tune tomorrow I'll post more about our trip and great pictures. It's gets better. Ahh I could totally live up there :-)

Books

Books oh boy..

Well im not a reader so i cant pick 4 books i like so 2 will have to do. :)

The New Job

SO i know i haven't been on there for a really long time.. and i have a lot of updating to go over and lots of things that i need to talk about. CRAZY things but for now I'm just going to update you on the new job.

I hate having to get up at 5:00 AM and having to be out of the house by 6:15 to be there at 7:00. I know with time i will get used to it but it is killing me by the time i get home at 3:00 all i want to do it fall asleep and not wake up till 5:00 the next day. I even go to bed a little sooner I try to be in bed by 10:30 but if you knew me that never works.. lol So coffee is becoming my BEST FRIEND in the entire world. :) But i thought i would totally hate the drive but its really not to bad. Yah its takes me 30 min to get to work but its pretty good. Its just different cause before it only took me 5 min to get to work and now its tripled. haha That's alright with me.....for now anyways.

Anyways i starting my job Monday Aug,29. and as of right now i have been working there for 4 days. This week has gone by soo fast. Thank god. So back on to the subject. So far work is just like I'm back in high school. I have to go through 9 Weeks of training. The first week (this week) is kinda like getting to learn what we are going to be dealing with and what will we have to do once we start the job. Then the next 6 weeks, ill be in training class, Working with computers and learning EVERYTHING and ANYTHING. Then the last 2 weeks I'll be hands on taking calls and dealing with the members. Pretty exciting right. Ahh its going to be a long 9 weeks. Ill be in school for the next 3 months. Lucky me huh. :) I cant miss a single class or i will have to start allll over. So that means i cannot take my little pre-schooler to his first day of school :(. Worst thing ever. I'll go more into that in a different post. Im just really happy that i get to pick Connor up from daycare everyday. I love seeing how happy he is when he see its me coming to get him. Really fast i have to tell you this funny story. Sunday when i was putting Connor to bed i told him that Grandma will be taking him to daycare and that he needed to get up early and that mommy wouldn't be there to cook him waffles. He asked why and i told him that mommy had the new job and would be gone before he even woke up. I also told him that mommy would be able to pick him up from daycare from now on. But you know what they little turkey said to me. "Mom you know that Papa picks me up everyday, I'll just see you after Papa picks me up" hahahaha Little turd didn't want me to pick him up. :) Oh well i still did and he was happy to see me.

Back again.....all this week we have been getting to know all our co-workers. well 40 of them. They have 8 different class going at the same time. So that a ton of people haha. So ya we got to play the fun high school games to get to know the people in your class cause they are going to be our best friends for the next 9 weeks. And i LOVE my class and everyone in it. :) So that's a positive . We have so many funny people so that helps take off the stress from learning everything. I'm really excited to see how the next 8 weeks go still so scared that i wont pass the test. But I'm just going to keep thinking right and i know i will do great!
Well that was the update for now till i find more time to get back on here and tell you about last weekend and all the crazy things that went down...

Oh and by the way its my DADDY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!
So i just wanted to take the time and wish my wonderful dad the best birthday ever!!
I love you Dad so much! Thanks for always being behind me with everything i do, your not just a great dad your my best friend!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)