Happy Halloween

I was so happy that we went to the Zoo cause as soon as we got home the weather went to crap. So we didnt get to much trick or treating, we normally do Tooele main street, but it was raining so bad that we didnt get to do as much as we used to. But we still got lots of candy!

My boys :)

My baby girl

lilly and gracie

Connor and his best friend

The 3 Musketeer's

Boo at the Zoo

This year i thought it would be lots of fun if we took Connor to the zoo to go trick or treating! We hadn't been to the zoo this years so i thought it was a prefect idea! I was right Connor loved it! the weather was great and he loved walking around and seeing all the animals. This was really the first year that he really understood what the zoo was. He would see the monkey and yell at me, "SEE ALL THE MONKEY MOMMY". It was neat to see how happy he was!

My cute little Thomas the Train

Monkey 1 Monkey 2

Connor and Mommy

2nd favorite animal

Daddy and Connor.

Me and my lover

The ape and Connor

I'm this big.....

Day 29 - Your Aspirations

Day 29 My aspirations

Go to Collage. My big dream is to be able to support my family. I want to help others. I will love knowing that i helped someone bring there life into this world. Just seeing the look on there face when their baby is born will be the best thing!

Get married one day! This will be the 2 best day of my life. I cant wait till i can see Logan at the end if the aisle, knowing that this is the start of the rest of our life!

To be a wonderful mommy and wife! I want Logan and Connor to know i love them with everything i have and wouldn't change a thing.

Travel around the world! Ive always wanted to do this! I wanna visit as many place as i can!

I want to be more crafty. I would love to make my own things.

Be more outgoing! I think if i was more outgoing i know i wouldn't be as shy as i am!

Not amazing aspirations but they are some of mine!

Day 28 - Something that you Miss

Something i miss.

High school.

I know it sounds really weird but i really miss it. These are the years that i really found myself and who i really was. I grew up a lot through the 4 years i was there. I met tons of friends and lost more. These where the best years of my life.

As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come Whatever We will still be Friends Forever...

We think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us around
Will these memories fade when I leave this town?
I keep - kepp thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's our time to fly

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My best friends! These were the girls who helped me throughout the hard time and the good times. They were the ones i would run to when i needed someone to talk, they were the ones i would act so stupid with and all they would do it laugh. They were not only my best friends they were my sisters! After high school we all went our different ways. Brittany went to Texas, Jennie went to Hawaii, and Leah is still here in Tooele but we never talk to her. Im still SO close with Jennie and Brittany but its just so hard with them living so far away. I know no matter where life takes the 3 of us we will always be BFFFFFFF.

Day 27 - Your Favorite Place

I would have to say my favorite place would have to be..

Idaho. Pocatello, Idaho. As weird as that sounds it really is one of my favorite places to be. Just cause it is my home town and i grew up there for most of my life. All my family is there and lots of childhood memories are there. I miss hanging out with my cousin all the time and having our Sunday family dinners.. I loved all the outdoors and the feeling of home. When we go to visit its like i never left, it feels like home. Tooele will always be where i live but Pocatello is where my heart is. One day i will move back there! One day :)

And of course

In Logan arm is my favorite place to be. I love the fact that no matter what is going on or how i feel i can just wrap into his arm and feel like i can NEVER get hurt. When I'm in his arm i feel like I'm on top of the world.

Day 26 - My Fears

I'm a big sissy, i have lots of fears. But here are just few of my fears ...

1: Mice.

I hate these things more then anything!! I cant even look at them with out freaking out. I just talk about it and i get huge chills. I hate how they look and there little eyes. Eww

2: Clowns

I hate the way they look. It freaks me out not knowing who is under all the make-up. I cry every time i go into a hunted house and i see them. Every time!

3: Seagulls

One time when i was swimming one of these stupid things pooped and me and i have hated then ever since!! I hate watching them fly over me creeps me out!

4: Drowning

This would be the worst way to die. I cant even think about not being about to take my last breath. Just knowing all I'm going to do it drink water when i open my mouth freaks me out. I love swimming but i really hate going under water for that reason!

5: The Wind

I think this is a fear only because i few years ago we had that really bad wind storm where it messed everything up. Now when I'm sleeping and i hear the wind i wake right up and cant fall back to sleep. I hate hearing it!

I know I'm a big wimp. oh well! :)

No more!

I am PROUD to say..... that we no longer will be buying these!!!!!

We still have Connor wearing pull ups at night just to be on the safe side, but I'm sure in a few weeks we will be wearing underwear all the time!!

I'm so proud of him, i never thought that i would be so happy seeing poop in the potty other then cleaning it up! YAHOO my little man is growing up way to fast!

We love you little man!!

Day 25- A First

A first?? Umm

My first trip to the beach

I was about 14 years old when my sister moved to California, she wanted someone to come and spend the summer with her! So i took that chance! I spent the whole summer there, i helped her paint and unpacked everything! So she took me to the beach for all the helping! Ive always wanted to go to the beach. I was really excited. We went to Santa Monica Beach which has all the fun little store, and tons and tons of beach. It also has the fun park on the pier. Alyssa was only 1 years old and it was her first time at the beach also! So it was a neat thing that i was sharing this with her! I love the beach and would go back again and again!

Craving pumpkins 2010

Connor loves doing is pumpkins.

Me to lol

Day 24- Something that makes you angry

Any type of Abuse is horrible. I don't see how anyone can abuse anybody. This is one thing that makes me angry more then anything. You hear on the news about child abuse, and it makes me sick to my stomach. How can anyone even think about raising their hand to a child. You just look into their eyes and all you see it love. HOW? its just kills me inside that i cant do anything about that, or i cant do anything to help that little kid.

Sexual abuse it just as bad. Having sex with someone that isn't willing. Just isn't right. Even more not right when it is a child. Again how can anyone have such a sick mind that they can do that.

Physical abuse

Verbal Abuse

Neglect

mental abuse

emotional abuse

All of these are just horrible i cant even think of how someone can.

Celest baby shower

This past weekend we took a trip up to Idaho for my sister in law baby shower!!! It was a blast and the shower turned out great! My mom, Celest mom, and myself put together the shower. We had a few fun game, great food, and lots of gifts to open. Celest was just as happy as she could be! I cant wait for little Austin to be born!!

The cake Celest cousin made

Gift Time

One of the games

She got three diaper cakes

She was really happy

We just had to get picture with the baby

We are already his favorite aunts :)

Lester belly!

I hope Celest enjoyed herself! It was a lot of fun!

Papa Train

So for everyone who know Connor well, knows that he is in LOVE with Trains. Everything about them he just loves. He talks about them 24/7, we have to watch trains and play trains all the time! So my Dad works the the union pacific railroad, we always talk about how Papa works with the train and when we have time Mom will take you in and see Papa trains. So on Thursday we took a drive into my dads work to go and look at the trains. Let me just say Connor was in 7th heaven.!!! Totally in love and wouldn't stop talking about it. He will tell me "We went to see Papa train huh mom" (me) "Yes babe we saw all the trains didn't we?" (Connor) "YUP!!! And we need to go back and ride one the trains huh mom.. We need to go tonight and ride them all night huh mom" (Me) Laughing. Sometime the things that come out of his little mouth just makes me laugh so hard!! I'm so glad that we were able to go and finally see Papa trains.

~Connor and Gracie~

~Connor and Papa train~

~Papa and Connor~

~Cant you till he is just so Happy~

~Connor didn't want to be next to Gracie lol~

Day 23 - Something that makes you cry

What makes me cry.

Im going to have to say that i cry a lot with movies. Im a big baby when it comes to sad endings. I cry every time i see these 3 movies!! But they are by far my favorite movies!

Day 22 - Something that makes you feel better

*Cold Stones*

This always makes me feel better. I think ice cream can heel anything.

*Cuddling*

I love feeling close to something, either it being Logan or Connor or my puppies. I just love feeling their heart beats. It always makes me feel like I'm loved.

*Crying*

As weird as that sounds. I feel like if i just let it all out and ball like a baby everything will get batter.

*Bubble Baths*

Need i say more! I love relaxing. When I'm stressing out i feel the tub with bubbles and just lay there thinking.

*His smile and his sweet heart*

When I'm down in the dumps he is always the first one that give me a kiss or hug. He tells me "I love you berry much mommy"! His smile just brightens up a place, just makes my heart melt.

*His Kisses and his arms.*

It seems when i need someone to let me know everything will be okay, he is the first one to let me know. Or him grabbing my face when I'm crying and just gives me a kiss and say "Baby you are going to be okay just hold me"!

There are the things that make me feel better!! :)