Circus :)

On Saturday we got ticket for the Circus. I knew Connor would just love it.... And of course he did. It was a lot of fun, I've been to this before and it was like they were the same over and over again so i was kinda scared that it would be the same. It ended up being one of my favorite ones, it had lots of new thing. I really enjoyed myself and i knew Connor just LOVED it.

*Mommy and Connor*

*Daddy and Connor*

*This guy was holding 1250 pounds (CRAZY HUH)*

*The New baby isn't he so cute*

*The show was great*

*Connor favorite part. They said it was the train. Haha that boy and his trains*

*On the way out Connor had to get picture with the basketball player haha*

*He is just so CUTE*

Mike and Austin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER MICHAEL!!!

I love you so much!

This is my nephew Austin. Isn't he just so cute!!

It's True

Im addicted

At work everyone was reading the book of True Blood, I'm not a reader at all! But once i knew it was a show, i was all over that. My good friend Kelly has all three seasons SO, me and Logan started to watch them last week. We are almost done with season two ha ha. We are addicted. I LOVE THEM

Diesel

This is Diesel.

and i love him.

He is 11 weeks.

Our new baby.

Mya and Diesel.

Mya is almost 1 year and Diesel is 11 weeks, and Diesel is already bigger then Mya. My poor little girl.

Family reunion

Over Labor day, we had a wonderful family reunion. We went up to Soda Spring at my Aunt Cabin. It was a BLAST. My family is known for getting a little crazy, and let just say that just what we did. Beer pong, fire, moose, boat ridding, couch on fire, and stupid speed bumps. Haha. Just to name a few things.

Jake, Bebe, Me and Steven

Connor and daddy with a air soft gun

Oh boy, boating?

Weirdo

All the kids with their loved ones

My wonderful BIG family

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Best people in the world!

#9

My #9 most influential person or people

Grandma and Grandpa

(Kate and Burt)

I can't write about one, without writing about the other.
Growing up, I learned a lot from my grandparents. They are a huge part of my life.
They always go the extra mile for everyone.

When i was little i always remember ridding my bike over to their house just so i could help feed the chickens, but by the time i got there it was already done. But my grandma or grandpa would always make a special trip down there again just so i could feed the chickens. I loved spending time with my grandma when my grandpa would be at work. We would always just sit and talk or we would cook. She loved working in the garden so on summer days would would spend all day planting flowers . I miss my grandma more then anything. My grandpa is such a strong man, i look up to him so much. He has lost a Son and also a Wife. I don't know how he does it but i look up to him for that. He is such a hard working man, and has a heart of gold. You will never meet a single person that doesn't absolutely love him . He has a way of making you laugh, and cheering you up whenever you need it. My grandparents love their kid, and grand kids more then life, they would drop everything just to make sure your life is the best. They have taught me what is really important, it not want you get , it is what you already have, a family. And loving your family with you whole heart and accepting everyone, aside from their differences.

Thank you for everything Grandma and Grandpa.

I miss you more and more everyday Grandma. R.I.P

why i ♥ you

Why i love you!

1: I can be myself around you

2: You make me smile like ive never smiled before

3: you make me feel like, i have never felt before

4: i can tell you anything, and you wont be shocked

5: you and me together can make magic

6: you love me with all my faults

7: When im grumpy you still love me

8:We both know together we can work anything out

9: When you hold me i know nothing can hurt me

10: You are the best dad to Connor

11: your always on my side

12: When i cry your right there to lean me your shoulder

13:When you listen, i know you're really listing and not just waiting for your turn to talk.

14: We are the perfect match

15: We both really cant do anything without each-other

16: You understand me even when im sobbing

17:Your love gives me a feeling that the best is still ahead

18:You're simply irresistible

19: Sometime you call me just to hear my voice

20:I love your smile :)

21: Your sense of humor

22:I love you because you bring out the best in me!

23: You never et mad at me, even when i'm driving you up the wall

24:You understand if i forget something worth remembering

25: I love the way you look at me

26:You the one who hold the key to my heart

27:You always say what i need to hear

28: All the little things you do make a big difference in y life

29: You have seen me at my worst and you still love me

30: you always tell me how beautiful i am

31: You make me whole

32: we can talk about anything or nothing and its always okay with you

33:I can be clumsy and foolish with you

34: your always 100% honest no matter what

35: the way you touch me when we kiss

36: your selflessness

37: the little looks you ive me when we are around friends

38: how our hand just fit together

39: how much you have taught me about life and myself

40: love to waking up with you by my side

41: the way you keep your cool when i do something stupid

42: the feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me

43:the fact you are good at fixing things or putting things together

44: you always find ways to WOW me

45: love your kisses

46: the tight hugs you give me when we know we wont see eachother

47: the way you play with my hair when im falling asleep

48:the smile you give me after we kiss

49: how you love me

50: and how you LOVE Connor like he is your own

Logan i love you to the stars! You are everything to me!

Family means everything

Just this past week, my brother-in-law lost his twin sister Julie. She was 38 and dies from a sickness. It really made me think about how short life really is, how god could just take you in a matter of seconds. My family means the world to me and i couldn't even imaging how hard it would be of i lost my brother or my sister's. I never want to go thought what Michael had to do this past week. I never want to say goodbye to me best friends. I've came really close to loosing my brother Michael and my baby sister Breanna. My brother go into a really back car wreck and only had a 15% of living and Breanna was born really sick and only had a 15% of living as well. It wasn't there time at all, and i thank god everyday for them!

I love you Michael, for being my hero!

I love you Torie, for being my best friend

I love you Breanna, for being my smile!

I love you guys to the moon and back.

Daddy :)

Happy Birthday Daddy!!

I sit looking back how far i can remember and you were always there next to me helping me grow up and making me the best i can be! your love if forever strong, your cuddles forever tight. Everyday since i was born you love was in sight. I will always be your baby girl and you will always be my daddy. I know i will always be the luckiest to have the best dad any girl could have. My daddy i love you with all my heart much more then i can say.