American Idol

I'm obsessed with American Idol.

And last night i was so happy with who won!!!

Lee Dewyze

And i just thought this was so GREAT..

Everyone knows what happened to Bret Michaels.

Bret Michaels was in the hospital with "warning stroke" and a brain hemorrhage. And now just a few weeks after, his is back up and playing. It was just so neat to see that happen.

Happy 1st Birthday

Yesterday was my nephew 1st birthday.

I really cant believe that he is 1 already. Time has just fly by. It makes me sad to think that it has been a whole year and I've only seen him 4 times. Its so hard to make the trips to and from for both of us. But in the year Ive have been able to watch him grow, watch him crawl, walk, talk and be such a boy. I love you Aidan SOO much. I wish i could of been there for your birthday little man.

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY

Poor Mya

My beautiful baby Mya. Already 8 months.

So my poor Mya is in heat..

I've never had to deal with a dog in heat before and let me tell you IT SUCKS.

Its bad enough when you have to deal with yours, let alone your dogs. But thank god it only happens twice a year.

I just thought it was funny that we have to put her in a doggy diaper. She hates it, but i would rather have her in that then deal with blood everywhere.

Ducks

So Yesterday, i thought it would be fun to go feed the ducks, over at the club house in Stansbury. Connor LOVED it. All the way there he was saying i feed ducky, mommy i feed ducky. It was just the cutest thing.

So i HATE seagulls, HATE them!!! While we were feeding the ducks all the stupid seagulls came and was trying to take the bread from the poor ducks. Logan thought it would be funny to make all the seagulls come toward me. I swear they were all over me. I ran off screaming, and of course logan just thought it was the funniest thing. Connor kept saying what's wrong mommy.

The black and white one is connor favorite.

My baby and the ducky

(don't you just love his smile)

Feeding the ducky

My ABC's...

You have to turn up your sound.

But my little baby knows his ABC now. He has just been learning so much lately i cant believe it. It makes me sad at points but so happy that he is growing up. My little baby isn't a baby anymore. I'm so proud of him! Mommy loves you Monkey.

I love how he is looking everywhere but the camera.

Happy Birthday Bebe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEBE.

I can't believe how big my baby sister she.

14 years ago she was such a sick little baby. She was born at home and very sick. She only had 15% chance to live.. and she did.

* My beautiful baby sister*

I love my little sister with all my heart. Happy birthday Breanna. You are such a beautiful girl. I love how you can make anyone laugh, I'm so happy that we are sister. I hope you have a great birthday Lil sis.

Cheer upper

So i love youtube.

It always seem to make my bad days better. I just love looking at the funniest videos.

So here are some.

Mother's Day

Mother's day is the best day to just let your mothers know how much you really care, and LOVE them.

Here to all my mommy in my life!!!

(This will all be short and sweet but i could go on and on about all these wonderful mom's)

Mom- There are truly no word that can even start to explain how much my mom means to me. She has been my rock through everything. The one i can laugh with talk to and just love. She has helped me thought so much and stood by my side. I love her with all my heart.

Grandma-R.I.P Even though she is gone, she has helped me with so much. She is the one i talk to ever night before i go to bed and it always seems to work. I love my grandma SO much & miss her more then she knows.

Torie- I look up to my sister so much. She has always taught me the right and been there for me when i needed her. She is a great mom and her two babies are her world. I love you.

Aunt Shell & Aunt Denise- My aunts have always been my 2nd mom's. There were there for me when i was sick and needed a mommy love. They are also my best friends. I cant imagine my life with out my wonderful aunts.

Celest- Mommy-to-be. I know she isn't a mommy yet but i just know that she is going to be the best mom she can be. I'm so happy for her. And i just wanted to wish her a Happy Mothers day!

Barb-She is my second mom! I look up to her so much. she is such a strong women. Happy all the time, and when things just aren't going her way she seem to make the best of everything. I love you Barb

I just love being a mommy, i wouldn't trade it for the world. Its the best felling to wake up every morning and know that there is that one person who will love you for a life time! Connor, mommy loves you and so happy to have you in my life! You are my world, my soul, and my forever

#5

It that time of the month...

for my #5 my wonderful sister

Torie.

Torie and i are far apart in age (9 year) but we pretty much have always been close.

And like always we are sister so we are bound to fight. We fought over the stupidest stuff like unloading the dishwasher. Speaking of that one day i wouldn't do the dishwasher AT ALL. I was about 6 and she was 15. She yelled at me so as a little 6 year old i ran. i ran as fast as i could so she couldn't catch me, we ran all over the house, and all outside. I came in the back door of our house and the screen door was metal, i SLAMMED the door not knowing that Torie was that close to me. I cut open her toe, it was just barley hanging there. I still tell her to this day Mess with me and ill slam the door on you again!!!

She is one that has influenced me so much! Torie has always been the one who let me know that everything will be fine. That i can make it another day. She has taught me not to dwell on the pass, or worry about the future, just think about today. She has help me become a better mother. She has taught me to laugh at the little things and laugh harder at the bigger things. She is always the first one that will ask me if everything is okay, and the first one to make everything great. Sometime we think that we were meant to be twin instead of 9 years apart cause we always know when something is wrong with eachother and we are the first one we can talk to.

It has always been hard to stay as close as we are . Torie moved away to Florida right after high school, moved back about 2 or so years later and then moved to California and is still there. We really have always been far apart from eachother but we always seem to be the best of friends.

I LOVE my sister with all my heart, she has been my best friend right from day one. She is a wonderful mom. Alyssa and Aidan are so lucky to have her as there mommy.

I love you Tor